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Actually no. It has to be dangerous and slushy for us to not have school. We don't have snowplows so the roads are bad when it snows.

You get TWO INCHES then BAM! no school.
Am I right?? Cuz I am right.

My grandma also has breast cancer and a huge tumor in her brain, right behind her left eye. Doctors don't think she'll make it either. They said she only had two months left to live. The thing is, she was told that she was going to pass away about 10 months ago. She's been fighting this horrible disease for almost a year now. I have faith in her and I have faith in your grandma. What I'm going to do is let my hair grow and reach the bottom of my back. (it goes to the middle of my back almost) and then cut it all off and donate it to either Locks of Love or to The American Cancer Society. Then, the little bit of hair that I'll have left, I'm dying pink. I'll add your family to my prayers :)

What's wrong?

Just fed up with things, people making everything my fault and punishing me for it!! Ugh!

I'm sorry. If you need to vent or get your mind off it, I'm here.

Thank you, it'd be a lot to tell you whats wrong though. Several pages long.

That's okay. I'll hear you out.

Someone (Adam) that I was very good friends with recently said they didn't want to be my friend right now because of a fight we have been having for awhile now. It started when Adam lied to me about why he wanted me back on a website we both were on. He played with me, he knew I missed some of my friends on there and used that to get me back on. His real reason was so that he had a reason to distance himself from me because he thought I was replacing my ex for him. I wasn't, but he was one of the few people that would listen to me and I felt that I could talk to about stuff so I became dependent on that and he thought it meant I was replacing my ex with him. Once I found out I was furious, he did that after knowing that in the past few weeks I had some of the most important people in my life lie to me. My ex lied to me, my ex bestfriends and someone I thought wanted to be my friend but just wanted to use me to get to my friend that he was attracted too. Adam never apologized, just kinda made it seem like I was over -reacting, so I apologized. It was eating at me, I felt used, I couldn't trust Adam anymore and I second guessed our friendship. I tried to be mature and talk to him about it privately, just so it wouldn't fester anymore but everytime I brought it up he would divert it or leave all together. Finally I told him we had to straighten this out. I told him how I felt like he was using me and didn't value me as a friend since he lied to me. I told him how I couldn't second guess everything he did because he lied to me, and I was trying really hard to not let it poison our friendship. But he turned it against me and said I wasn't being a good friend because I was getting mad at him and second guessing him.

I let the fight take a break for a few hours, and during that time I felt bad because I was letting everything from the past few months fester and with him lying too I took it all out on him. I apologized again. The next day he messaged me and said he couldn't be my friend and couldn't trust my apology because I told him that nice guys get used by girls, because they are so rare in the world. I mean what the hell? Top that all off he is "In love" with his bestfriend who did exactly what he did to me when he was dealing with losing someone he loved, a girl. She was there for him and listened and he fell in love with her apparently. Yet he blamed me and said I was replacing my ex with him. Also he is two years older than me and he can't get the courage and balls to face things without going the easy way with stuff. He literally told me that he took the easy way out by lying to me so I didn't get made at him. YET he couldn't understand why I felt like he didn't value you as a friend. If anything is too hard or takes him out of his comfort zone he doesn't do it or finds an easy way to deal with it. It frustrates me to no end because I can't even tell him to grow up because he'll take the easy way out and disregard everything I say. ALSO he has the audacity to check up on me and stuff when he is the one who said he doesn't want to be friends. I just want to tell him to leave me the hell alone!

I'm sorry. Maybe you should just tell him you want to take a break from him for a while.

He already did that for me.

You are so pretty and I love your hair! I wish mine could look like that, Im wicked jealous :)

Awww thanks! :3

I was in Spain last week and got so much sunburn I had to go to a Spanish hospital

Oi, that's bad!

you can tell your problem to them http://answers.microsoft.com/en-us

what is confusing?

Well, the headhone jack doesn't work, which I can't figure out if that's the computer or if I have to enable something for it to work. Also I can't figure where things like word and publisher are!

ouh ... you dont have user manual ?

No. Not one that i'll understand!

i dont have windows 8 or lenovo....... wait ..let me ask my friend

Okey dokey, thanks!

check it .. if this can help you
http://office.microsoft.com/en-in/excel-help/find-and-start-office-applications-in-windows-8-or-windows-rt-HA103581103.aspx

Hi :) Are we still gonna do this?

YEP!

Hello I am an aspiring beauty blogger and I would love it if you would check out my blog! www.beautybynic.blogspot.com

LOL this ad is awesome.

very interested^_^

Care to email about it?

omg really?!?!? im gonna try this!!!!!!!!!!! lol

Do it and tell me how it worked out for you! XD

okay haha i hope i dont forget!! haha i was actually gonna put a quote asking how to get rid of pimples and stuff and like i just got my first idea haha

Lol. If you need anything else just ask!

okay i just posted the quote haha

hmm...I've never understood why people thought cutting the ends of the hair affects the roots of the hair because it doesn't. Some easy things you can try is improving your diet...I mean if you eat crap food you might want to lay off of it. Try using the least amount of heat on your hair as you can. Im talking blow dryers, straightners- you know the drill. Try minimizing the amount of times you wash it. If your hair is anything like my hair- it gets greasy after a day. But the natural oils in your hair are what make it healthy so dry using dry shampoo every once in a while and eventually your hair will stop being so greasy whenever you go a certain time period without washing it because it wont be over compensating for the lack of oils. ANOTHER THING... dont brush your hair. Brushing your hair creates unnecessary tugging and pulling on your scalp...which damages your hair. Try not to put it your hair up in pony tails..again- it pulls the hair from the scalp and it can actually cause your hairline to reseed if you do it enough and your hair is up too tight. Dont sleep in a pony tail either. Just...take it easy with your hair. The same stuff that makes up our hair makes up our fingernails. So if you wouldn't do it to your fingernail...dont do it to your hair. Seriously.

Cool thanks!

Mix avacado oil with cinnamon... It sounds weird but the oil moisturizes your hair and makes it healthy and the cinnamon stimulates the cells at the roots and makes them work faster... Also regularly massage your scalp :)

Oh sounds nice and smell-y. Lol. Thank you!

Yea, it smells like christmas in mexico :)

Believe it or not, cut the ends of your hair regularly. If you have a hairdresser cut the ends of your hair about every month or two, it will help nourishment spread throughout your hair- helping it to grow longer faster. This is what I do ^^

Thank you! ^_^

Yeah cutting the ends of your hair helps, after a while your hair wil start to fray. And thats not healthy.

I know how you feel. :/ if you'd like to vent or anything, you can talk to me about it

awe yay so happy for you :)

That's so sweet. ♥

I know. :3 Gosh he's awesome.

You are so lucky. See I like this guy but he's like 2 years older than me and I'm so scared cause I feel like I'm falling to deep. But I guess the heart wants what the heart wants.

Nath is a little over a year older than me and he lives in canada which is far away from Texas. we're not together yet because my mom would flip out on me if I dated someone online, so I want to wait till I'm 18, then she can't say anything about it. :/

That's true. I met this guy online like 2 years ago and I liked him a lot and we used to video chat and so on but now, he's dead so... yah.

Oh I'm sorry. Hopefully I'll get skype this summer so I can see him more. :3

I'm so happy for you. Do you have an ooVoo?

No. I have a Kik though.

Oh, I wish I could add you on Kik but something's wrong with my stupid phone and ipad so I can't. No facebook?

Yeah, but if I add people on facebook that my mom doesn't know she freaks out.

Oh yeah I totally get you. One time I added this guy from Witty and my mom was like "Who is this?" And I had to lie and tell her that he was my best friend's cousin. It was so weird cause my best friend is Chinese and he wasn't.

Lol. I'm a horrible liar, so that wouldn't work for me.

Lol okay then. Nice chatting with you. ")

You too!

i tell them "respect your elders!"