AwkwardnessIsAwesome*

Status: I am Jordan, I'm nothing more, nothing less than myself. I'm conquring new things and taking a journey with my friends.
Joined: January 7, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: July 2
user id: 345545
Location: Dallas, Texas!
Gender: F
Hi! My name is Jordan. I am currently a junior in highschool.
I'm just an average teenage girl. I love to help out other people. My sophomore year was one of the hardest years in my life. I don't think I really showed you guys how I really was, because I wasn't truly me during that time. I'm sorry for that.

I am 17 years old.
I live in the great state of Texas, born and raised.

I love traveling and I am planning on traveling cross country in the next few summers.
I'm an artist in every sort, I sing, dance, act, paint, write.
I'm a major reader- so send me your stories!
I love talking to people-so message me on my kik -> AwkwardnessIsAwesome
I'm a christian and have been for awhile, but I have no denomination. :P

Just loving on people, and being kind 24/7.



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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6971945
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Just because people don't fav or comment doesn't mean they don't read. I know most of the time I read your story when I'm pressed for time so I don't manage to fav or comment.
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HelloDepression* 1 decade ago on quote #6971945
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I understand you don't have time because I'm also reading stories and I hardly comment, but if I see nothing how am I supposed to know people like it...?
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6934244
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Yes ma'am.
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HelloDepression* 1 decade ago on quote #6934244
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Alright, I will (:
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6934244
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Yes please!
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HelloDepression* 1 decade ago on quote #6934244
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You want to be notified?
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6934244
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Yes ma'am.
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HelloDepression* 1 decade ago on quote #6934244
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Alright, I will (:
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6575108
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Actually no. It has to be dangerous and slushy for us to not have school. We don't have snowplows so the roads are bad when it snows.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6900183
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Hate Kelli so much. Like I want to run her over with a steam roller. What a jerk.

Shame on you Cody, shame.

Shame on you Brooke.

10 times the shame on Kelli.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6847171
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That's so one sided. If straight people can kiss their love ones out in the open, so can Gays.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6845372
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Yes, you should.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6825456
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Oi, that's bad!
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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He already did that for me.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I let the fight take a break for a few hours, and during that time I felt bad because I was letting everything from the past few months fester and with him lying too I took it all out on him. I apologized again. The next day he messaged me and said he couldn't be my friend and couldn't trust my apology because I told him that nice guys get used by girls, because they are so rare in the world. I mean what the hell? Top that all off he is "In love" with his bestfriend who did exactly what he did to me when he was dealing with losing someone he loved, a girl. She was there for him and listened and he fell in love with her apparently. Yet he blamed me and said I was replacing my ex with him. Also he is two years older than me and he can't get the courage and balls to face things without going the easy way with stuff. He literally told me that he took the easy way out by lying to me so I didn't get made at him. YET he couldn't understand why I felt like he didn't value you as a friend. If anything is too hard or takes him out of his comfort zone he doesn't do it or finds an easy way to deal with it. It frustrates me to no end because I can't even tell him to grow up because he'll take the easy way out and disregard everything I say. ALSO he has the audacity to check up on me and stuff when he is the one who said he doesn't want to be friends. I just want to tell him to leave me the hell alone!
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I'm sorry. Maybe you should just tell him you want to take a break from him for a while.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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He already did that for me.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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Someone (Adam) that I was very good friends with recently said they didn't want to be my friend right now because of a fight we have been having for awhile now. It started when Adam lied to me about why he wanted me back on a website we both were on. He played with me, he knew I missed some of my friends on there and used that to get me back on. His real reason was so that he had a reason to distance himself from me because he thought I was replacing my ex for him. I wasn't, but he was one of the few people that would listen to me and I felt that I could talk to about stuff so I became dependent on that and he thought it meant I was replacing my ex with him. Once I found out I was furious, he did that after knowing that in the past few weeks I had some of the most important people in my life lie to me. My ex lied to me, my ex bestfriends and someone I thought wanted to be my friend but just wanted to use me to get to my friend that he was attracted too. Adam never apologized, just kinda made it seem like I was over -reacting, so I apologized. It was eating at me, I felt used, I couldn't trust Adam anymore and I second guessed our friendship. I tried to be mature and talk to him about it privately, just so it wouldn't fester anymore but everytime I brought it up he would divert it or leave all together. Finally I told him we had to straighten this out. I told him how I felt like he was using me and didn't value me as a friend since he lied to me. I told him how I couldn't second guess everything he did because he lied to me, and I was trying really hard to not let it poison our friendship. But he turned it against me and said I wasn't being a good friend because I was getting mad at him and second guessing him.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I let the fight take a break for a few hours, and during that time I felt bad because I was letting everything from the past few months fester and with him lying too I took it all out on him. I apologized again. The next day he messaged me and said he couldn't be my friend and couldn't trust my apology because I told him that nice guys get used by girls, because they are so rare in the world. I mean what the hell? Top that all off he is "In love" with his bestfriend who did exactly what he did to me when he was dealing with losing someone he loved, a girl. She was there for him and listened and he fell in love with her apparently. Yet he blamed me and said I was replacing my ex with him. Also he is two years older than me and he can't get the courage and balls to face things without going the easy way with stuff. He literally told me that he took the easy way out by lying to me so I didn't get made at him. YET he couldn't understand why I felt like he didn't value you as a friend. If anything is too hard or takes him out of his comfort zone he doesn't do it or finds an easy way to deal with it. It frustrates me to no end because I can't even tell him to grow up because he'll take the easy way out and disregard everything I say. ALSO he has the audacity to check up on me and stuff when he is the one who said he doesn't want to be friends. I just want to tell him to leave me the hell alone!
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I'm sorry. Maybe you should just tell him you want to take a break from him for a while.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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He already did that for me.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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Thank you, it'd be a lot to tell you whats wrong though. Several pages long.
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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That's okay. I'll hear you out.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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Someone (Adam) that I was very good friends with recently said they didn't want to be my friend right now because of a fight we have been having for awhile now. It started when Adam lied to me about why he wanted me back on a website we both were on. He played with me, he knew I missed some of my friends on there and used that to get me back on. His real reason was so that he had a reason to distance himself from me because he thought I was replacing my ex for him. I wasn't, but he was one of the few people that would listen to me and I felt that I could talk to about stuff so I became dependent on that and he thought it meant I was replacing my ex with him. Once I found out I was furious, he did that after knowing that in the past few weeks I had some of the most important people in my life lie to me. My ex lied to me, my ex bestfriends and someone I thought wanted to be my friend but just wanted to use me to get to my friend that he was attracted too. Adam never apologized, just kinda made it seem like I was over -reacting, so I apologized. It was eating at me, I felt used, I couldn't trust Adam anymore and I second guessed our friendship. I tried to be mature and talk to him about it privately, just so it wouldn't fester anymore but everytime I brought it up he would divert it or leave all together. Finally I told him we had to straighten this out. I told him how I felt like he was using me and didn't value me as a friend since he lied to me. I told him how I couldn't second guess everything he did because he lied to me, and I was trying really hard to not let it poison our friendship. But he turned it against me and said I wasn't being a good friend because I was getting mad at him and second guessing him.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I let the fight take a break for a few hours, and during that time I felt bad because I was letting everything from the past few months fester and with him lying too I took it all out on him. I apologized again. The next day he messaged me and said he couldn't be my friend and couldn't trust my apology because I told him that nice guys get used by girls, because they are so rare in the world. I mean what the hell? Top that all off he is "In love" with his bestfriend who did exactly what he did to me when he was dealing with losing someone he loved, a girl. She was there for him and listened and he fell in love with her apparently. Yet he blamed me and said I was replacing my ex with him. Also he is two years older than me and he can't get the courage and balls to face things without going the easy way with stuff. He literally told me that he took the easy way out by lying to me so I didn't get made at him. YET he couldn't understand why I felt like he didn't value you as a friend. If anything is too hard or takes him out of his comfort zone he doesn't do it or finds an easy way to deal with it. It frustrates me to no end because I can't even tell him to grow up because he'll take the easy way out and disregard everything I say. ALSO he has the audacity to check up on me and stuff when he is the one who said he doesn't want to be friends. I just want to tell him to leave me the hell alone!
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I'm sorry. Maybe you should just tell him you want to take a break from him for a while.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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He already did that for me.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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Just fed up with things, people making everything my fault and punishing me for it!! Ugh!
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I'm sorry. If you need to vent or get your mind off it, I'm here.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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Thank you, it'd be a lot to tell you whats wrong though. Several pages long.
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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That's okay. I'll hear you out.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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Someone (Adam) that I was very good friends with recently said they didn't want to be my friend right now because of a fight we have been having for awhile now. It started when Adam lied to me about why he wanted me back on a website we both were on. He played with me, he knew I missed some of my friends on there and used that to get me back on. His real reason was so that he had a reason to distance himself from me because he thought I was replacing my ex for him. I wasn't, but he was one of the few people that would listen to me and I felt that I could talk to about stuff so I became dependent on that and he thought it meant I was replacing my ex with him. Once I found out I was furious, he did that after knowing that in the past few weeks I had some of the most important people in my life lie to me. My ex lied to me, my ex bestfriends and someone I thought wanted to be my friend but just wanted to use me to get to my friend that he was attracted too. Adam never apologized, just kinda made it seem like I was over -reacting, so I apologized. It was eating at me, I felt used, I couldn't trust Adam anymore and I second guessed our friendship. I tried to be mature and talk to him about it privately, just so it wouldn't fester anymore but everytime I brought it up he would divert it or leave all together. Finally I told him we had to straighten this out. I told him how I felt like he was using me and didn't value me as a friend since he lied to me. I told him how I couldn't second guess everything he did because he lied to me, and I was trying really hard to not let it poison our friendship. But he turned it against me and said I wasn't being a good friend because I was getting mad at him and second guessing him.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I let the fight take a break for a few hours, and during that time I felt bad because I was letting everything from the past few months fester and with him lying too I took it all out on him. I apologized again. The next day he messaged me and said he couldn't be my friend and couldn't trust my apology because I told him that nice guys get used by girls, because they are so rare in the world. I mean what the hell? Top that all off he is "In love" with his bestfriend who did exactly what he did to me when he was dealing with losing someone he loved, a girl. She was there for him and listened and he fell in love with her apparently. Yet he blamed me and said I was replacing my ex with him. Also he is two years older than me and he can't get the courage and balls to face things without going the easy way with stuff. He literally told me that he took the easy way out by lying to me so I didn't get made at him. YET he couldn't understand why I felt like he didn't value you as a friend. If anything is too hard or takes him out of his comfort zone he doesn't do it or finds an easy way to deal with it. It frustrates me to no end because I can't even tell him to grow up because he'll take the easy way out and disregard everything I say. ALSO he has the audacity to check up on me and stuff when he is the one who said he doesn't want to be friends. I just want to tell him to leave me the hell alone!
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supercalifredge 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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I'm sorry. Maybe you should just tell him you want to take a break from him for a while.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6840209
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He already did that for me.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6822342
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Awww thanks! :3
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6830986
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Awww........ D:
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6830068
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Magical.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6830302
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People marry people 12 years younger than them. Its not wrong and is accepted.
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6815998
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Okay imagine this, goopy, yellow green pus dripping out of you belly button for a few days, then a REALLY REALLY sore stomach that feels like its on fire for a few more days. That is what an infection is like. And it does hurt like hell when you get it done. Its one of the top unprivate part piercing that you can get that hurts really bad.
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bunnylover43 1 decade ago on quote #6815998
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I heard it's best to get it in the winter so you dont have the temptation to go in public waters and to clean it often, and then you are likely not to get it
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6815989
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So whats up?
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6815989
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Need an open ear atleast?
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LunaBell13 1 decade ago on quote #6815989
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sure
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AwkwardnessIsAwesome* 1 decade ago on quote #6815989
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So whats up?
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