Loner_in_Lalaland
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I Don't Care About Anything, Anymore-.-
Joined: September 22, 2014
Last Seen: 3 years
user id: 386765
Location: Lala-land
Gender: F
Joined: September 22, 2014
Last Seen: 3 years
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Location: Lala-land
Gender: F
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I got a Facebook and this is My First Witty Account♥ I am 20 And a Muslim
(yeah it's not M-O-S-L-E-M)
MUSIC, ART and RELIGION saved me NOT people ^_^
¤ I think Dragons are cool
¤ I like Oreo more than Chocolate
¤ I love the color Purple, Green n Blue :)
¤ I wish to have a Panda as my Pet
¤ I'm into Metal and Rock Music♥ and the so hated Metalcore bands xD
¤ Am an videogame, sci-fi movie freak xD I love the inspiring movies too!
¤ I like All kindof Good Music........
OKAY I WRITE MOST OF THE QUOTES BY MYSELF, AND sometimes, COPY AND MODIFIED QUOTES by Me xDD
xoxoxo
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Holding
I'm taking over my Body, Back in Control, No more Shotty, I bet a lot of me was Lost, Ts uncrossed and Is undotted, I fought it a lot and it seems like Flesh is all I got, NOT ANYMORE, Flesh out the door, swat!
I must've forgot, you can't trust me, I'm open a moment and close when you show it, Before you know it, I'm lost at sea, And now that I Write and Think about it, and the story unfolds, You should take my life, you should take my soul.
You are surronding all my Surroundings, Sounding down the moutain range of my left side brain, You are surrounding all my Surroundings, Twisting the Kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes...
And I'll be Holding on to You
And I'll be Holding on to You
Remember the moment you know exactly where you're going, 'Cause the next moment , Before you know it , Time is Slowing and it's frozen still, and the window sill looks really nice, Right? You think twice about your life, It probably happens at night, Right?
Fight it, take the Pain, Ignite it, Tie a noose around your mind, Loose enough to Breathe fine and tie it to a Tree, Tell it, "You belong to me. This ain't a noose, This is a leash. And I have news for you: you must Obey me."
You are surronding all my Surroundings, Sounding down the moutain range of my left side brain, You are surrounding all my Surroundings, Twisting the Kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes..
ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH,
ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN
MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH, ENTERTAIN MY FAITH.
Lean with it, Rock with it, When we gonna stop with it? Lyrics that mean nothing, we were gifted with Thought. Is it time to move our feet to an Introspective Beat? It ain't the Speakers that pump Hearts, It's our Hearts that make the BEAT! (X4)
And I'll be Holding on to You
(x8)
It's
funny
when
you
lend
a girl
your
hoodie
but
she
doesn't
give
it back
That girl you just called ugly?
She spent hours trying to put on make up which you will like.
Is it really that hard to say 'You're beautiful'?
That call you just ignored from your grandma?
She pays loads of money just to call you, then what do you do?
Ignore her calls.
Is it that hard to answer it, and talk for 10 minutes?
Favourite this if you want to spread love.
People won't live forever.
#SpreadLove
She spent hours trying to put on make up which you will like.
Is it really that hard to say 'You're beautiful'?
That call you just ignored from your grandma?
She pays loads of money just to call you, then what do you do?
Ignore her calls.
Is it that hard to answer it, and talk for 10 minutes?
Favourite this if you want to spread love.
People won't live forever.
#SpreadLove
New year, same me, that's the way it's always going to be. Because I try and try and try to change, but I always fall back on the same page. I'm impatient and judgemental, and I lie when it's uncalled for. This isn't my story of embracing my imperfections, I'm just giving them their needed acknowledgements. Because I'm old enough to know now, that a new year doesn't necessarily mean I'll be stepping into a new me. I'm just getting older, more mature if you say so. But at the same time, every day is a new opportunity to let go of the same old.
Do
I have to put my
shoes back
on?
I remember
taking my shoes and shirt
off for the summer
not putting them back on
until school started in the fall
sneaking into 7-11
when the clerk was not watching
no shirt no shoes no service
we would buy our candy
and run out giggling
deep golden tans
swimming at the neighborhood pool
long bicycle rides
talk of bravery
exploring underground tunnels
that went for miles
searching the skies for flying saucers
endless talk of girls
and what we thought they liked
we never knew
sleeping in the back yard tent
for the summer
homemade firecrackers
designing an intergalactic super computer
endless game of tag after dark
with the girls watching
little brothers
big sisters
day old cupcakes two for a nickel
dreaming of a stopwatch
keeping an eye on a neighborhood pedophile
he tried to molest us once
crew cuts
abbey road
Vietnam
my parents never sent me to math camp
I applied to IBM they offered me job
until my sister told them how old I was
I scored a perfect 100 on their test
I think I was 11 maybe 12
it took me two weeks
to get all the answers right
I was so mad at my sister
my best friend was bi-polar
he never went to college
he read 3000 books then he killed himself
I applied to Microsoft 30 years ago
they asked me to design a Device Driver
I was a mathematician
a member of Mensa
I did not get the job
I am giving a talk tomorrow
designing trusted Device Drivers
I wonder if IBM
or Microsoft will be there?
when I retire I am thinking Phoenix
I never did see a flying saucer
I think my bi-polar friend was wrong
He saw them all the time
do you still have to wear a tie
to work at IBM?
I could never wear a tie
home made ice cream in the winter
pine nuts at grandmas in the fall
cleaning my first fish
summer is almost over
I remember
taking my shoes and shirt
off for the summer
not putting them back on
until school started in the fall
sneaking into 7-11
when the clerk was not watching
no shirt no shoes no service
we would buy our candy
and run out giggling
deep golden tans
swimming at the neighborhood pool
long bicycle rides
talk of bravery
exploring underground tunnels
that went for miles
searching the skies for flying saucers
endless talk of girls
and what we thought they liked
we never knew
sleeping in the back yard tent
for the summer
homemade firecrackers
designing an intergalactic super computer
endless game of tag after dark
with the girls watching
little brothers
big sisters
day old cupcakes two for a nickel
dreaming of a stopwatch
keeping an eye on a neighborhood pedophile
he tried to molest us once
crew cuts
abbey road
Vietnam
my parents never sent me to math camp
I applied to IBM they offered me job
until my sister told them how old I was
I scored a perfect 100 on their test
I think I was 11 maybe 12
it took me two weeks
to get all the answers right
I was so mad at my sister
my best friend was bi-polar
he never went to college
he read 3000 books then he killed himself
I applied to Microsoft 30 years ago
they asked me to design a Device Driver
I was a mathematician
a member of Mensa
I did not get the job
I am giving a talk tomorrow
designing trusted Device Drivers
I wonder if IBM
or Microsoft will be there?
when I retire I am thinking Phoenix
I never did see a flying saucer
I think my bi-polar friend was wrong
He saw them all the time
do you still have to wear a tie
to work at IBM?
I could never wear a tie
home made ice cream in the winter
pine nuts at grandmas in the fall
cleaning my first fish
summer is almost over
You don't understand. I want to talk to you all the time.
I want to stare into your eyes all the time. I want to sit on the
couch and watch stupid tv with you every night. I just want to be
with you all the time.
Suicide Note from a while
back.
Left for one reason, one and done. Can't continue under these cirumstances when it comes to pain. As you all will learn below.
I have loved and cried. I have laughed and died. I have smiled and lived. Time for my life to come to an end. There are many reasons I am doing this. One main reason is because pain is too much when burdened. I am tired of turning to others for help when I can't even do it myself. Everyone, I am sorry. To all, life is hardest when you don't give up. I have been there for others and they have been there for me, but it's now time I left it up to everyone to find themselves and to be happy. That's my wish from you all.
Don't stress over me, or cry over me. It'll only cause a greater deal of pain and sorrow. It's best to move on and to be happy from what you will learn. From what you have been grateful for and supported by. Those who love you will always stand by your side.
Life is worse than what can be imagined but then it can also get better.
I have stressed over a couple of people I have really loved and been there for. One is gone because he's dead. There are pacts made and this was one. Without one, how can the other continue with sorrow and pain more than what they have learned to do when all gets worse and hell seems to take over? Hell has already taken over.
To family and friends, I am going to miss you all. You all where the best and made me smile even when I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Mom, dad, Johnathan, Jay and Julie: You were the best family. You were strong and still knew how to stand your ground when everything got worse. We had some money troubles but we were still a tight family. We still understood even though we were dysfunctional and didn't know what the hell to do. Julie you were the greatest sister and I was able to learn to bond with you. Jay, older brother, funny ideas and everything. Johnathan, you will grow up without me, but you are young and still need to pursue what you think is best. Dad and mom, thank you for having such a wonderful family. Jay and Julie, even though we were half- siblings, you were my full siblings and that's what I counted on.
To my friends. Katie- best friend and funny. We had so many crazy times and you've seen me cry over what got worse.
Chris Warren: MY BEST FRIEND. You helped me through everything. The cutting and depression and made me see that life can be happy. You understood what it felt like to hurt and be upset.
Robert (Bobby) P- You were the funny but the sweet guy at the same time. You could change yoru mood. You knew just how to hold on and gave the perfect hugs in time when life got worse and worse. You stood by me when I had the near fatal cuttting incident and didn't give up on me.
George M- buddy! We did stupid stuff, we smiled and fooled around in Walmart because we were that funny. The random stuff I could say because of how you'd react and get scared? that was priceless!
Josh M- You helped me with enough pain and had me laughing when things got wrong at school. NEEDLES! haha! Pacifist. c:
To the rest of my friends. I'm sorry I can't be there to make your day with the stupid antics I'd pull or the pranks I'd tell you and how you'd laugh. The stupid jokes or the stupid stuff we'd do together. All of the weird crap we'd do in public and almost get yelled at or get kicked out of Walmart for. All of those fun times should be remembered, none of this sorrow and pain. If you remember sorrow and pain, you can't learn to be happy- I learned that from Chris.
It's time for my goodbye.
Left for one reason, one and done. Can't continue under these cirumstances when it comes to pain. As you all will learn below.
I have loved and cried. I have laughed and died. I have smiled and lived. Time for my life to come to an end. There are many reasons I am doing this. One main reason is because pain is too much when burdened. I am tired of turning to others for help when I can't even do it myself. Everyone, I am sorry. To all, life is hardest when you don't give up. I have been there for others and they have been there for me, but it's now time I left it up to everyone to find themselves and to be happy. That's my wish from you all.
Don't stress over me, or cry over me. It'll only cause a greater deal of pain and sorrow. It's best to move on and to be happy from what you will learn. From what you have been grateful for and supported by. Those who love you will always stand by your side.
Life is worse than what can be imagined but then it can also get better.
I have stressed over a couple of people I have really loved and been there for. One is gone because he's dead. There are pacts made and this was one. Without one, how can the other continue with sorrow and pain more than what they have learned to do when all gets worse and hell seems to take over? Hell has already taken over.
To family and friends, I am going to miss you all. You all where the best and made me smile even when I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Mom, dad, Johnathan, Jay and Julie: You were the best family. You were strong and still knew how to stand your ground when everything got worse. We had some money troubles but we were still a tight family. We still understood even though we were dysfunctional and didn't know what the hell to do. Julie you were the greatest sister and I was able to learn to bond with you. Jay, older brother, funny ideas and everything. Johnathan, you will grow up without me, but you are young and still need to pursue what you think is best. Dad and mom, thank you for having such a wonderful family. Jay and Julie, even though we were half- siblings, you were my full siblings and that's what I counted on.
To my friends. Katie- best friend and funny. We had so many crazy times and you've seen me cry over what got worse.
Chris Warren: MY BEST FRIEND. You helped me through everything. The cutting and depression and made me see that life can be happy. You understood what it felt like to hurt and be upset.
Robert (Bobby) P- You were the funny but the sweet guy at the same time. You could change yoru mood. You knew just how to hold on and gave the perfect hugs in time when life got worse and worse. You stood by me when I had the near fatal cuttting incident and didn't give up on me.
George M- buddy! We did stupid stuff, we smiled and fooled around in Walmart because we were that funny. The random stuff I could say because of how you'd react and get scared? that was priceless!
Josh M- You helped me with enough pain and had me laughing when things got wrong at school. NEEDLES! haha! Pacifist. c:
To the rest of my friends. I'm sorry I can't be there to make your day with the stupid antics I'd pull or the pranks I'd tell you and how you'd laugh. The stupid jokes or the stupid stuff we'd do together. All of the weird crap we'd do in public and almost get yelled at or get kicked out of Walmart for. All of those fun times should be remembered, none of this sorrow and pain. If you remember sorrow and pain, you can't learn to be happy- I learned that from Chris.
It's time for my goodbye.
Everyday there will be an opportunity to Frown or to Smile, to
Drown or to Dance, to be Sad or to be Glad. It's a Choice!-RVM
