LongLive6309

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Joined: October 18, 2011
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this is me;
Ayyyye Baaybay.<3 My name is Gracie. I live in a terribly small town. I hate it. There is this kid. He saved my life. He's my best friend. Last year, I was going down the wrong path. Being friends with the wrong people. People who are getting into drugs, and have bad grades and things like that. Well, while I was friends with them, I met him. I swear to you I have never seen anyone in my 12 years of excistence light up a room with his smile the way he does. Anyways. So, I started liking him. I now realize God makes everything happen for a reason. So. I fell in love with the kid, but he didn't like me back. We started fighting, a lot. Most of the time, because of the people I was friends with. They would get me mad at him, and then I'd freak out on him when he didn't even do anything. Eventually, he became my world. I just couldn't stand fighting with him anymore. I needed to make a change. So, I changed my friends. I now have good grades, and have never touched a single drug. All because he made me a better person. I never would've changed if he had liked me to begin with. Now, he is my shoulder to cry on, my brother, my most trustworthy friend, my counselor, my tutor, my everything. He's my world. See, all my friends think I still like him. I don't. I am just eternally greatful for everything he has done for me. Thank you, Chris, for never giving up on me.<3 But anyways..... I like the color pink. Photography. Paris. I guess I like things that start with P..? LOL. Whatevs.(: I'mma go now.. bye.







































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I'm still alive,
but i'm barely breathing...</3
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I think it might hurt less to just stop breathing, then to keep living this life without you.  is that what i have to do?
kill myself to get over you?



When I'm too scared to look forward,
& too hurt to look back, I look beside me
becauseI know you'll always be there.

 







Long but worth the read..

 

Alright. I'm sick of everyone thinking I have feelings for him. I don't. But I don't think they realize the kid saved my life. I mean that in the most literal way. If it weren't for him I'd still be friends with all my other best friends. Doing drugs in their basement. My grades would slip, and I wouldn't care to get into college. I'd ruin my whole life. That's the path I was headed down. Then this brown eyed sweetheart walked into my life. I swear, I have never seen someones smile light up a room the way his did. I have always believed everything happened for a reason. I know realize god gave me him, not to have as my boyfriend like I wanted. If I would have gotten him right away, I would have kept all my old best friends. He would have just been an addition. Instead, he bacame the boy I loved, but could not have. We fought all the time, but with every fight God put us through, it was just one more lesson this kid was teaching me. I truly believe the fights are now over. I have learned what I have needed to. I do not love him in a boyfriend hugs and kisses kind of way. I love him because there is nothing else I can do, and no better way to thank him for everything he has done for me. Thank you for being my best friend. I love you.

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once upon a time,
we truly believed
we had something
worth fighting over.

Even after all this pain & time,

you still act like you're my soldier on the front line.

 

 

It might be too much to bear to hear somebody say it stops hurting. Or to hear somebody say he ain't worth it. 'Cause you don't know him like I do. You'll never understand. You don't know what we've been through. That boy is my best friend. There's no way you're gonna help me. He's the only one who can. You don't know how much I have to lose. You don't know him like I do..