LookInsideMyMind

Status: Someone give me a hug and tell me everything will be okay. No? Oh, okay.
Joined: July 31, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 321912
Gender: F













hi my name is a mystery

my family are homophobes, and i am bisexual.
cutter / bulimic / unloved.










Goodbye, Love.

Quotes by LookInsideMyMind

I finished writing her letter..
I confessed how I feel.

And I told her how I felt the moment I first saw her.

She's not really the lovey dovey type, but maybe she'll like me back..

Who knows? Maybe this is the start of something beautiful.
One of my friends is moving after tomorrow.
I like her.. alot.

I was thinking about writing out a letter to her, and add skittles.
What do you think?





Honestly, she's the only reason I get up in the morning.
If it wasn't for her, I don't know what I would do.

Once she moves, I don't know if I want to stay here anymore.

In this life.




 
I'm sorry that you just happened to see me kiss her.
I'm sorry that you're now making fun of me because of it.
I'm sorry that I want to cry everytime I see you.


You told me it is all my fault.

But it is not my fault. I like her, alot. Maybe I even love her.
Just please, stop blaming me for you telling everyone.

I thought we were friends, but I guess not.

 





Was it just me, or did you get those butterflies in your

stomach,and those tingles when I played with your hair?



 No? Well I sure loved it.





I'm the girl who thinks that love shouldn't be confined to a gender, but a soul.


 





I kissed her.

I actually kissed her.





 
My mom and I started talking about gay people today.
She started calling gay people f*ggots and I told her to just shut up.
She looked at me and laughed, and thought I was joking.
I just stared back at her and asked,"What would you do if I were bisexual or a lesbian?"
And she just started joking about it, and I just kept saying,"I'm serious mom."
That's when she said,"I'd be p*ssed."

It's now 4 hours later, and she just texted me asking if I am gay, and if I have any crushes on boys. It took me a while to answer. That's when I lied, and said that I'm not gay. 
She then said,"Thank god! You scared me!" 

Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore. She told me that she would love me the same anyway, but I just can't see that happening.


I'm sorry that I can't help you I like.
If I could, I wouldn't like girls.
Sometimes, I hate that I like both genders.





Maybe I am insane. Maybe I imagine things.
Or maybe, I've been right this whole time.