Losemyselfinadaydream*

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me: watches 5 hour-long episodes of a tv show in a row
friend: sends me link to an eight minute video
me: wtf i dont have time for this

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green
       lines
       he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops" 
      because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
      and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door 
      and read it to his aunts 
That was the year Father Tracy
      took all the kids to the zoo 
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
      with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot 
And the girl around the corner sent him a
      Valentine signed with a row of X's 
      and he had to ask his father what the X's
      meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at 
      night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
      he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
      because that was the name of the season 
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
      and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen
      door
      because of its new paint
And the kids told him 
      that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes 
That was the year his sister got glasses
      with thick lenses and black frames 
And the girl around the corner laughed
      when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
      his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
      when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
      he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
      because that was the question about his
      girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
      and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen
      door 
      because he never showed her
That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
      of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
      making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
      or even talked
And the girl around the corner
      wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
      but he kissed her anyway
      because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
      his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
      he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
      because this time he didn't think
      he could reach the kitchen.
It's kind of nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never checked to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now
But I've been living on the crumbs of your love & I'm starving now
I just want to know why. 
  Why did you do this to me?
........................................................
I wish you could see
>>this is killing me<<
& I wish you could tell me
>>it's killing you too<<
........................................................
Your hands are tough
but they are where
mine belong in
♥️
I've given everyone I know
a good reason to go
& I came back with the belief
that everyone I love is gonna
leave me  
You hate your pulse
because it still thinks
you're alive.
You made sure I couldn't live without you.
                
                           
                      Then you left.