LostUntilTheEnd

Status: Let the physical pain take over the emotional pain.
Joined: January 2, 2013
Last Seen: 3 years
Birthday: June 11
user id: 344748
Location: Boston, MA
Gender: F
I hate humanity.

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littlemertz2 1 year ago
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I don’t know if you’ll ever get on this again, but you should message me sometime, 518-304-3843.
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littlemertz2 5 years ago
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I miss you, kid.
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LostUntilTheEnd 5 years ago
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I miss you too
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MasonJohnson 6 years ago
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Hey(:
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RubiLouise 6 years ago
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I love you
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MaddyWaddy 7 years ago
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aw thank you
and thank you again, so are you
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Hey, I'm Samantha. Its nice to meet you, I just wanted to tell you that you're very pretty
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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If I gave you my new number, will you text me?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Sure
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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I texted you.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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The fact that your screen name automatically pops up on my kindle when I type the word lost>>>
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*Pierre-Auguste* 7 years ago
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Asdfghjkl!
Thank you!!

So are you :)
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Aw, thank you love. I'm Miriella, by the way, but some people call me Emma.
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flyingbacon7 7 years ago
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Thanks girl that means a lot to me:) You're very pretty yourself I like your hair.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Hey.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Hi.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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what's up?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Watching movies, you?
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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hanging out with my sister, and her friend.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Cool, I'm with joey and my friend
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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that's cool. what kind of movies?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Insidious
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Danggg.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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I hope you're doing well. <3
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I'm doing wonderful <3 How are you?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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I'm okay c: but I'm so glad you're happy
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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today was just a really good day c:
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Good I'm so glad c:
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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How was your day? c:
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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No bueno. But it's whatever. :P
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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what happened?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Nothing in particular things just haven't been so swell lately.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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want to talk about it?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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No its just stupid pathetic drama. But I shall live (:
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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okie dokie, good c:
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Yeshhh c:
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Text me back..
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I never got a text from you?
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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I'll try again.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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What's your cell phone number? I never got it..
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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You know that song you dedicated to me? I listen to it everyday. All of your favorite artists? I listen to them too. I listen to all of the songs you love so much because it makes me feel closer to you. Because I've never got the chance to hear your voice, and that kills me. Because I've never got to cuddle up to you and sleep in the same bed as you for a night. Because I don't get to hold your hand everyday and show the world my heart belongs to you. I don't get to press my lips up against yours. Because I don't get to run my hands through your hair and reassure you everything is going to be alright. That you mean everything to me. That you're probably the only reason I didn't do something irrational within the past couple of weeks. Because those are all things I wanna do with you, but it kills me because I can't. But that someone else could. I want to do all of those so badly, but I can't. And I wish I could.. And I don't think you understand how much it kills me inside that you thought I would give up so easily. Because I haven't. And I won't. You come first. Always will.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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you would have gotten the chance to do that but you stopped talking to me.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Please don't take that personally.. at my mom's I don't really have anything to get on the internet with, and I have been piled high with homework, and I've actually got see my sister that I hadn't seen in forever. I've been busy, and I'm sorry that I didn't put as much effort into talking to you as I could have..But I thought you knew it was just a dumb fight I would never give up on you. Actually, I told my sister about you..I showed her pictures. She thought it. Was great I was finally happy. I didn't know you took that fight more seriously than I had. I thought you would still be here when I got back. I didn't think you would have.moved on..
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Please..
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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I don't think I will get to do all of those things since you live forever away from me.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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you like 3 hours away from me, I would have taken a train to see you, besides I only thought you gave up because I'm just so use to people giving up on me.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Well, I thought we lived farther away them that. Well I didn't give up. I won't give up. I never really knew what it felt like to have people give up on you until recently and now that I know, I don't want you to ever feel like I would do that to you. I would never, because it's a horrible feeling and you don't deserve to feel like that. I just really miss us.. a whole frickin lot.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Emma....
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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yes?
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Look, I have balled my eyes out and I just wanna go back to before..I miss you so much..I can't handle losing you..I just wanna go back to before we got in a fight.. I just said all of those things out of anger. I didn't mean anything.. I feel hard for you, Emma. I'm not ready to give up. Please, let's just go back to normal.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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...You're dating someone?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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you kinda let go of me so...
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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You kinda made me feel like crap..
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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how exactly?
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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I just wanted to be there for you in a way nobody else could and you wouldn't let me.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I completely understand that and I'm sorry, I thought I wasn't they only person you were talking to..
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Well I'm not that kind of person. So thank you for assuming things about me. Because all you did was break my heart. If you would of just asked me I could have told you they were all about you. But you just stopped trusting me. And now look where we are. You're dating some guy, and I'm broken. So thank you.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I'm not that type of person who asks questions, for one because I feel idiotic doing so. Besides the quote was about being played, not trust. You stopped talking to me completely. If you didn't stop talking to me something between use could have happened
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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I hope you know I wasn't lying when I told you you'd always come first with me.. because I'm still putting you first. That's why I'm crying over they fact you're dating some guy..
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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It's not like you couldn't have..wrote to me. It works both ways. And please spare me the something could of happened between us. You didn't want anything with me. And that's the sad part, because I want so much with you.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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You said you were done with me, that's why I didn't bother. Something could've happened between us. Who know maybe I actually would came down to see you. I wanted you too but you let go.
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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But I guess I don't matter anymore since you've moved on..So thank you for giving up..
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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Does me crying over you look like I let go? No. It doesn't. You let go of me.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I didn't give up, you did. You don't think I cried?
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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If I really gave up, do you think I'd be here right now?
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littlemertz2 7 years ago
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You made a quote about not trusting me. You had no reason to do that. I understand not trusting someone right off the bat, but putting it out publicly and expecting me to understand why you did it and not be upset.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Hello loveley
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Hi, darling.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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What are you listening to?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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You Could Be Happy by Snow Patrol
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Aweshum c:
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Water you doing? c:
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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So cute c: haha nothing I just got home from my friends house..
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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oh, fun.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Yeah haha
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Sooo?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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How have you been..?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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eh, I've been alright, I suppose. How have you been?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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I've been normal.. school is stupid, home is stupid, so yeah normal.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I'm just in one of my "moods" as you can say. But I should be fine around next week or so
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Thats completely fine love
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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yeah, I suppose it is.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Well there's nothing you can do, so it is.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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why so rude all of a sudden?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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What that wasn't rude? I'm sorry o: it wasn't meant to be :c
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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It's fine darling. I just took it the wrong way, not your fault, but mine.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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It's okay as long as we aren't fighting again. I hate it so much..
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Yeah so do I, I'm just done with everything.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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I know love. But just know hoe many people out there love you, and how amazing you are, whether you find yourself amazing or not. You mean a lot to people.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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thank you, but I certainly feel like the most terrible person right now, I just want to sit down and cry
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Why what happened?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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I think I just messed up with Joey?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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I'm sure everything will work out love they always do.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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It's quite stupid but I can't lose him, I really can't. It wasn't even my fault it was my friends but it sort of is mine but yeah. I hope everythings okay tomorrow.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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I'm sure it will be
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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everything was fine today, perhaps better.
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Thats good c:
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Oh no.. how?
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Hi I'm sorry I was eating dinner..
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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it's fine, I was asleep anyways
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Okay.. hi what are you listening to?
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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Brand New Colony by The Postal Service
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Never heard it .-.
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LostUntilTheEnd 7 years ago
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No surprise there :x
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RubiLouise 7 years ago
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Thats true..
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