it was NEVER supposed to turn out this way...i cant let go...i love him. when he came back and said all those things it made me feel like i was everything, like our relationship actually meant something to him. then you go and break my heart...AGAIN. i thought i learned. i thought i was done but then you come back again today and say i love you and i want you. and i believed you. but ill fall into your trap just one last time cause without i feel like part of me is gone. i prayed you would come back but i never knew it would be this hard...i dont weather to trust you or not. i dont know weather you will keep your promises this time. but for now i guess all i can say is i love you sooo much!♥