The two most important people in my life are believed to have depression.
It irritates the hell out of me when people use the word ugly; call themselves socially awkward; or say they are 'sooo deprerssed' about something. They understand non of these things. In saying this, i am not saying that I understand them. I guess nobody does, really.
I hate the word ugly. Nobody on this earth is ugly. We all have good in us. We are all beautiful, and if someone feels the need to call another human being; another amazing, incredible, genius life in this world 'ugly', then they are clearly too self-centred to see past the fragile tissue and bone that traps our souls.
And if you yourself feel you are ugly, then you are wrong. You are so, so wrong. Because i have been in this world for fifteen years now, and i can honestly say that i have not met ANOYONE that is ugly. You are alive, and that in itself is beautiful.
I have seen what life can do to the most stunning, phenomenal people. How it can wear them down to the point of no return. I don't want that to happen to you.
I get Deja Vu a lot.
My short AND long term memory are both pretty bad.
I am an optimist. Life is good to me.
Tell me you still love me.
"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."
"People needn't worry so much. It's not my time yet. This is not how I go."
"“What a sl/t time is. She screws everybody.”"
"If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn"
“It's a metaphor, see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing.”
"I shall say you will die and none will remember you"
He tells me i am his Marla Singer. I am still at a loss as to what this means.
Watch this: http://youtu.be/XCoFoKvfc6Y
Asleep by The Smiths. Listen and enjoy.
Quotes by LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
I used to
come here daily, and then I'd delete all evidence that I'd
come on here, just in case any memeber of my family found out. I
don't think I'll ever understand why this place was so
important to me. I think it was because I could just be who I
wanted when I came here, and I liked that freedom. Whenever I
logged on, I'd see an old member saying "I remember the
good old days where there were really great people and good quotes
and you'd get hundreds of likes on one thing". Well, I was
never around for that. I was always classed as a new member. But
now, I can see where those people were coming from. Witty used to
be my salvation. Right now, it just doesn't seem
I have cleansed my soul over the Summer, and have gone back to
school with absolutely no hatred or annoyance towards anyone.
I won't talk about anyone behind their backs, and I will take
time to make the effort with people.
What even is beauty? Beauty is
staying up all night thinking about all your flaws. Beauty is
starving yourself until you look like those girls in the movies.
Beauty is forever wishing you were someone else. Beauty is having
a thigh-gap. Beauty is making yourself sick so you don't put
on any more weight. Beauty is checking each packet for the amount
of calories inside. Beauty is drinking gallons of diet
coke so you feel full. Beauty is not believing what others say
when they tell you you're already beautiful. Beauty is
listening to that person who says 'maybe'. Beauty is
hurting. Beauty is scars. Beauty is not getting to be yourself
because you don't know who you are anymore. Beauty is not
asking for help but having to take it. Beauty is a lifetime of
secrets. Beauty is bullsh/t.
When I got enough confidence, the stage was gone. When I was sure
of losing, I won. When I needed people the most, they left me. When
I learnt to dry my tears, I found a shoulder to cry on. And when I
mastered the art of hating, somebody started loving me.