LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

Status: I worry far too much. Or far too little. It depends on how you look at it.
Joined: April 8, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 356209
Gender: F
Let me introduce myself:

My name's Nina - with an 'i' not 'ee'.

I am at peace with life. Likewise with death. 

The two most important people in my life are believed to have depression.
It irritates the hell out of me when people use the word ugly; call themselves socially awkward; or say they are 'sooo deprerssed' about something. They understand non of these things. In saying this, i am not saying that I understand them. I guess nobody does, really.
I hate the word ugly. Nobody on this earth is ugly. We all have good in us. We are all beautiful, and if someone feels the need to call another human being; another amazing, incredible, genius life in this world 'ugly', then they are clearly too self-centred  to see past the fragile tissue and bone that traps our souls.
And if you yourself feel you are ugly, then you are wrong. You are so, so wrong. Because i have been in this world for fifteen years now, and i can honestly say that i have not met ANOYONE that is ugly. You are alive, and that in itself is beautiful.
I have seen what life can do to the most stunning, phenomenal people. How it can wear them down to the point of no return. I don't want that to happen to you.

I get Deja Vu a lot.
My short AND long term memory are both pretty bad.
I am an optimist. Life is good to me.
Tell me you still love me.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."

"People needn't worry so much. It's not my time yet. This is not how I go."

"
“What a sl/t time is. She screws everybody.”"

"If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn"

“It's a metaphor, see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing.”

"I shall say you will die and none will remember you"

He tells me i am his Marla Singer. I am still at a loss as to what this means.


Watch this: http://youtu.be/XCoFoKvfc6Y

Asleep by The Smiths.
 Listen and enjoy.

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Quotes by LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

I guess we're all allowed to be a little sad from time to time.
Fall into pairs like two ugly fish,
too rare for extinction I know,
the veins in your hand felt sort of
like summer,
calm to the touch,
oh no,
and my god how did we survive the paper scars, 
oh, bless the stars,
you said you're sorry.

- Paper Scars

“‎There are dreamers and there are realists in this world, you think the dreamers would find the dreamers and the realists would find the realists, but more often than not the opposite is true. See the dreamers need the realists to keep the dreamers from soaring too close to the sun. And the realists? Well without the dreamers, they might not ever get off the ground”

- Modern Family

 
Anyone fancy telling me their favourite  songs? 



Just wanting to see a little more into other peoples lives. 



Plus it's a Friday and I have nothing better to do.
Is it weird that I consider myself to be normal?
Popular people say "I'm so weird, haha!"; thinking their original.
Friends say "We're so weird, no wonder we're not classed as 'cool'!"
But me, I'm as normal as you're gonna get.
Normal height, normal weight, normal life.
Nothing wrong with my thoughts or lifestyle.
I don't over-think and I don't take risks.
I'm normal.

Is that a bad thing?

 
And it's breaking my heart because she told me she was going to the bathroom and I heard her open the knife draw.
Why is it so hard for everyone to just get along?
Dear that girl at my school who is one of my best friends,

                                I've always thought you were an awesome person, but PLEASE stop flirting with my boyfriend. 
I wouldn't mind except:

- You're prettier than me
- Smarter than me
- Funnier than me
- He used to like you
- He came here with me
- You do it in front of my face

So basically, please stop. All it does is make me feel like sh/t.

Oh, and a message to my boyfriend.
I love you so damn much.
Please stop flirting back.

Love always,
                      The Boring Girl You're Both Stuck With.
It makes me sad when you talk to loads of different girls because I still can't believe you picked me.
Forgive and forget.






 It's what I do best.
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