LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

Status: I worry far too much. Or far too little. It depends on how you look at it.
Joined: April 8, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 356209
Gender: F
Let me introduce myself:

My name's Nina - with an 'i' not 'ee'.

I am at peace with life. Likewise with death. 

The two most important people in my life are believed to have depression.
It irritates the hell out of me when people use the word ugly; call themselves socially awkward; or say they are 'sooo deprerssed' about something. They understand non of these things. In saying this, i am not saying that I understand them. I guess nobody does, really.
I hate the word ugly. Nobody on this earth is ugly. We all have good in us. We are all beautiful, and if someone feels the need to call another human being; another amazing, incredible, genius life in this world 'ugly', then they are clearly too self-centred  to see past the fragile tissue and bone that traps our souls.
And if you yourself feel you are ugly, then you are wrong. You are so, so wrong. Because i have been in this world for fifteen years now, and i can honestly say that i have not met ANOYONE that is ugly. You are alive, and that in itself is beautiful.
I have seen what life can do to the most stunning, phenomenal people. How it can wear them down to the point of no return. I don't want that to happen to you.

I get Deja Vu a lot.
My short AND long term memory are both pretty bad.
I am an optimist. Life is good to me.
Tell me you still love me.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."

"People needn't worry so much. It's not my time yet. This is not how I go."

"
“What a sl/t time is. She screws everybody.”"

"If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn"

“It's a metaphor, see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing.”

"I shall say you will die and none will remember you"

He tells me i am his Marla Singer. I am still at a loss as to what this means.


Watch this: http://youtu.be/XCoFoKvfc6Y

Asleep by The Smiths.
 Listen and enjoy.

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Quotes by LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

F'cking life. What the hell.
Why do I always wreck everything? Omg just stop trying.
Nobody really gets it when people like me seem down.
It's as though we're not allowed to feel upset because we're normally so happy.
Idek.
Do you ever get that feeling that you've done something wrong and everyone knows?
Or that everyones attitudes about you have suddenly changed?
Only, you can't ask because you'll seem too needy?
Yeah..
I'm the kind of person whose life would actually be made into a film,
but I wouldn't be the main character.
Why is everyone I'm close to hurt?
If you asked me now who I am, the only answer I could give with any certainty would be my name.
For the rest: my loves, my hates, down even to my deepest desires, I can no longer say whether these emotions are my own, or stolen from those I once so desperately
wished to be.


- Evelyn Waugh -
Seeing the world through rose tinted spectacles.

What if i want to be more than just another life?

What happens then?

 


I think that because I personally have never witnessed someone die,
that perhaps death isn't real.
I hope it doesn't sound disrespectful to those who have seen death,
and I'm sure I myself will see it in future,
but for now,
I just feel like things such as death and God have been made to make us feel better.
Maybe all humans knew about existence,
but they knew that future generations could not handle this knowledge,
and so they made up a story of death to prevent us from truly
seeing what life is.
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