LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

Status: I worry far too much. Or far too little. It depends on how you look at it.
Joined: April 8, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 356209
Gender: F
Let me introduce myself:

My name's Nina - with an 'i' not 'ee'.

I am at peace with life. Likewise with death. 

The two most important people in my life are believed to have depression.
It irritates the hell out of me when people use the word ugly; call themselves socially awkward; or say they are 'sooo deprerssed' about something. They understand non of these things. In saying this, i am not saying that I understand them. I guess nobody does, really.
I hate the word ugly. Nobody on this earth is ugly. We all have good in us. We are all beautiful, and if someone feels the need to call another human being; another amazing, incredible, genius life in this world 'ugly', then they are clearly too self-centred  to see past the fragile tissue and bone that traps our souls.
And if you yourself feel you are ugly, then you are wrong. You are so, so wrong. Because i have been in this world for fifteen years now, and i can honestly say that i have not met ANOYONE that is ugly. You are alive, and that in itself is beautiful.
I have seen what life can do to the most stunning, phenomenal people. How it can wear them down to the point of no return. I don't want that to happen to you.

I get Deja Vu a lot.
My short AND long term memory are both pretty bad.
I am an optimist. Life is good to me.
Tell me you still love me.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."

"People needn't worry so much. It's not my time yet. This is not how I go."

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“What a sl/t time is. She screws everybody.”"

"If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn"

“It's a metaphor, see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing.”

"I shall say you will die and none will remember you"

He tells me i am his Marla Singer. I am still at a loss as to what this means.


Watch this: http://youtu.be/XCoFoKvfc6Y

Asleep by The Smiths.
 Listen and enjoy.

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tattooedheart* 1 decade ago
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of course! :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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You're so perfect
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tattooedheart* 1 decade ago
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ty, but you're more perfect.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Hardly! Love your whole profile
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tattooedheart* 1 decade ago
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thank you!
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dreamer* 1 decade ago
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hello!Follow for a follow? :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Sure :) x
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EpicGal5150 1 decade ago
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is that you in your pic?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Mmhmm
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EpicGal5150 1 decade ago
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you are very pretty
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Thanks:)
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EpicGal5150 1 decade ago
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I like your username too I like a lot of things about you
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Awh, you're sweet:)
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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Here's part of a speech I wrote.
I'm hoping I get to tell it senior year.

https://m.facebook.com/MWUAHAHAHABOOM?__user=100000738289444#!/story.php?story_fbid=618707638163840&id=100000738289444&__user=100000738289444
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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Thank you very much.(:
I've written quite a lot actually.
2 books, an unfinished novella, and hundreds of poems.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Send me a poem?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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I post all my poems, except for one.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Why not that one?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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It was a really personal love poem to a girl...
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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That's so sweet. Did you read it to her?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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Yep. I wrote it while we were dating...
We broke up awhile ago.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Ah I see, I'm sorry
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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Having read your entire Bio... I can easily say, you are wonderful.
Oh "he" called you his "Marla Singer?"
That's impressive he knows that.
Any who, have an extraordinary day.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Someone actually read it? Wow, thank you.
You too!
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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Oh. Good luck reading mine. Bloody long and rare to be read.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Just took me about ten minutes to read - I'm a slow reader at times - but I think you're great with words. If ever you write a story or poem, please tell me because I'd love to read it.
You seem really intelligent and thoughtful, and your writing style reminds me of John Green, which is a compliment because his words are truly beautiful.
All the best in life you wonderful person.
Don't hesitate to talk to me because you seem so interesting.
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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I actually wrote a novella... never posting it on here.
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago
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Oh ad fantastic choice, the Smiths. One of my few favorite groups I have not listed in mu profile.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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I see you also like Bloc Party? They're so good
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CrystalLoves1D 1 decade ago
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Thanks for the comment on my profile :) hru?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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That's alright my dear :) I'm good thank you, and yourself?
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goodvibrations 1 decade ago
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You seem like an amazing person.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Thanks, you too. That's why I followed you <3
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KeepFighting 1 decade ago
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Thanks for the comments on that quote, that helped alot. I still feel like shxt though. You seem lovely as well.<3
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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It's okay. I'm just in one of those moods where I can't let anything go by.
I really meant it though. You seem lovely too, and I sincerely hope you have an amazing life and bright future. <3
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KeepFighting 1 decade ago
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Yeah, I get like that sometimes too. Thank you so much for that. I hope you have an amazing life and bright future as well. I can never thank you enough.<3
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Talk to me whenever. I tend to log on and have a favouriting session; rant; or sometimes even a moment of sense. There's always people here for you my dear <3
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KeepFighting 1 decade ago
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I'll keep that in mind. I'm always here to talk with as well. Haha, that's not always a bad thing.:) Thank you so much.<3
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pikachu-farts* 1 decade ago
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I love your username, and you pretty much have awesome taste in everything :D
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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You too! Even your username is relatable, what the hell! Oh, and well done for your awesome music taste ;)
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伤* 1 decade ago
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you're perfect. ♥
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Wow. Thank you, so much. I'm nowhere near it, but just, thanks. <3
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SwaggerGirl6 1 decade ago
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Hey :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Is six your lucky number?
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SwaggerGirl6 1 decade ago
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I'm not sure lol :D
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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;) well it's a cool number
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SwaggerGirl6 1 decade ago
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Oh thank you :'), to be honest I have NO idea what a lucky number is and why it exists lol
What's your lucky number though?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Haha ikr! Mine's 3 but they never turn out to be lucky anyway x
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SwaggerGirl6 1 decade ago
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How do you know what's your lucky number?:)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Well i don't really.. it's just kept coming back to me at important times in my life, so to me, it's lucky :)
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SwaggerGirl6 1 decade ago
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Oh, I see I see haha :)
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lithium* 1 decade ago
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oh god - asleep as your profile song deserves a comment! also you're so beautiful :) and I love perks of being a wallflower, have you read it? x
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Wow okay, you're so unbelievably lovely it's unreal! Thank you so much! Yes, one of the greatest books ever - after The Fault In Our Stars ;)
Just looked at your profile and 1) You look awesome. 2) No way are you ugly! You look so pretty! 3) Woah, Dan Howell? I love you already xx
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angela* 1 decade ago
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follow for a follow?:P
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Considering the fact that your profile song is 'Everything Has Changed', yes.
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angela* 1 decade ago
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Haha yay ;D That song is beautiful<3
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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I really like your quotes, and you seem pretty cool too c:
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Wow :3 thanks
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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My pleasure <3
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shimmer 1 decade ago
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Wow, The Smiths and a Augustus Waters quote.
You already seem cool :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Ah, well they are two of the greatest things to hit humanity :) thanks :D
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JoshConnollyTheCoolKid 1 decade ago
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hey, I like your quotes. c:
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Really? :D
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JoshConnollyTheCoolKid 1 decade ago
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yes :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Awh thanks :) i very much like your profile
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JoshConnollyTheCoolKid 1 decade ago
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thankyou very much and you're welcome :3
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losthopesbrokendreams 1 decade ago
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yes i did write that poem
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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Wow, it was literally beyond perfection.
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losthopesbrokendreams 1 decade ago
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haha thank you that means a lot to me really :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago
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No problem, i like your stuff
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