LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

Status: I worry far too much. Or far too little. It depends on how you look at it.
Joined: April 8, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 356209
Gender: F
Let me introduce myself:

My name's Nina - with an 'i' not 'ee'.

I am at peace with life. Likewise with death. 

The two most important people in my life are believed to have depression.
It irritates the hell out of me when people use the word ugly; call themselves socially awkward; or say they are 'sooo deprerssed' about something. They understand non of these things. In saying this, i am not saying that I understand them. I guess nobody does, really.
I hate the word ugly. Nobody on this earth is ugly. We all have good in us. We are all beautiful, and if someone feels the need to call another human being; another amazing, incredible, genius life in this world 'ugly', then they are clearly too self-centred  to see past the fragile tissue and bone that traps our souls.
And if you yourself feel you are ugly, then you are wrong. You are so, so wrong. Because i have been in this world for fifteen years now, and i can honestly say that i have not met ANOYONE that is ugly. You are alive, and that in itself is beautiful.
I have seen what life can do to the most stunning, phenomenal people. How it can wear them down to the point of no return. I don't want that to happen to you.

I get Deja Vu a lot.
My short AND long term memory are both pretty bad.
I am an optimist. Life is good to me.
Tell me you still love me.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."

"People needn't worry so much. It's not my time yet. This is not how I go."

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“What a sl/t time is. She screws everybody.”"

"If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn"

“It's a metaphor, see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing.”

"I shall say you will die and none will remember you"

He tells me i am his Marla Singer. I am still at a loss as to what this means.


Watch this: http://youtu.be/XCoFoKvfc6Y

Asleep by The Smiths.
 Listen and enjoy.

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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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I miss you. And you're the only member of Witty that I remember properly; and we only talked once; and I don't even know your names, but I miss you.
I hope you log on at some point in the future and see this message.
I hope you're having an amazing life.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Hello
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Hardly! Love your whole profile
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tattooedheart* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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thank you!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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You're so perfect
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tattooedheart* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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ty, but you're more perfect.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Hardly! Love your whole profile
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tattooedheart* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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thank you!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Awh, you're sweet:)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Thanks:)
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EpicGal5150 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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I like your username too I like a lot of things about you
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Awh, you're sweet:)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Sure :) x
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Mmhmm
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EpicGal5150 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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you are very pretty
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Thanks:)
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EpicGal5150 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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I like your username too I like a lot of things about you
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Awh, you're sweet:)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Wow, well I guess heat isn't everything. Just got back from Spain and I haven't tanned at all. Oh the perks of being me.
Also, I think you should be my Witty friend because I will be here a lot and will always reply even if it takes a while. So yes, let's be friends!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Isn't it really sunny over there? And I know! Same here! I really want a friend on witty :(
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anonymoussadness 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Most of our weather this summer has been 102 degree Fahrenheit weather. v.v that's super duper hot.. and me too v.v
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Wow, well I guess heat isn't everything. Just got back from Spain and I haven't tanned at all. Oh the perks of being me.
Also, I think you should be my Witty friend because I will be here a lot and will always reply even if it takes a while. So yes, let's be friends!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Why do you hate it?
And don't worry, our conversation will just eventually fizzle out ;)
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anonymoussadness 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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the weather, the people, just everything. pricing on everything. and D: no i don't like being lonely
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Isn't it really sunny over there? And I know! Same here! I really want a friend on witty :(
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anonymoussadness 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Most of our weather this summer has been 102 degree Fahrenheit weather. v.v that's super duper hot.. and me too v.v
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Wow, well I guess heat isn't everything. Just got back from Spain and I haven't tanned at all. Oh the perks of being me.
Also, I think you should be my Witty friend because I will be here a lot and will always reply even if it takes a while. So yes, let's be friends!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Ah I see, I'm sorry
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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That's so sweet. Did you read it to her?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Yep. I wrote it while we were dating...
We broke up awhile ago.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Ah I see, I'm sorry
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Why not that one?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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It was a really personal love poem to a girl...
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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That's so sweet. Did you read it to her?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Yep. I wrote it while we were dating...
We broke up awhile ago.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Ah I see, I'm sorry
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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You're so lucky! I live in the wonderful world of England :/
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anonymoussadness 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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California isn't all that great, sweets. :/ I absolutely hate it here. But I think most people hate where they live so.. (: I want to ask a question but I don't really know what to ask..
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Why do you hate it?
And don't worry, our conversation will just eventually fizzle out ;)
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anonymoussadness 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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the weather, the people, just everything. pricing on everything. and D: no i don't like being lonely
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Isn't it really sunny over there? And I know! Same here! I really want a friend on witty :(
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anonymoussadness 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Most of our weather this summer has been 102 degree Fahrenheit weather. v.v that's super duper hot.. and me too v.v
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to anonymoussadness
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Wow, well I guess heat isn't everything. Just got back from Spain and I haven't tanned at all. Oh the perks of being me.
Also, I think you should be my Witty friend because I will be here a lot and will always reply even if it takes a while. So yes, let's be friends!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Send me a poem?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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I post all my poems, except for one.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Why not that one?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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It was a really personal love poem to a girl...
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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That's so sweet. Did you read it to her?
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Yep. I wrote it while we were dating...
We broke up awhile ago.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Ah I see, I'm sorry
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Just took me about ten minutes to read - I'm a slow reader at times - but I think you're great with words. If ever you write a story or poem, please tell me because I'd love to read it.
You seem really intelligent and thoughtful, and your writing style reminds me of John Green, which is a compliment because his words are truly beautiful.
All the best in life you wonderful person.
Don't hesitate to talk to me because you seem so interesting.
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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I actually wrote a novella... never posting it on here.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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I see you also like Bloc Party? They're so good
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Someone actually read it? Wow, thank you.
You too!
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Oh. Good luck reading mine. Bloody long and rare to be read.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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Just took me about ten minutes to read - I'm a slow reader at times - but I think you're great with words. If ever you write a story or poem, please tell me because I'd love to read it.
You seem really intelligent and thoughtful, and your writing style reminds me of John Green, which is a compliment because his words are truly beautiful.
All the best in life you wonderful person.
Don't hesitate to talk to me because you seem so interesting.
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Christopher Robin* 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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I actually wrote a novella... never posting it on here.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago to LoveMeBetterAfterDeath
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That's alright my dear :) I'm good thank you, and yourself?
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