LoveMeBetterAfterDeath

Status: I worry far too much. Or far too little. It depends on how you look at it.
Joined: April 8, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 356209
Gender: F
Let me introduce myself:

My name's Nina - with an 'i' not 'ee'.

I am at peace with life. Likewise with death. 

The two most important people in my life are believed to have depression.
It irritates the hell out of me when people use the word ugly; call themselves socially awkward; or say they are 'sooo deprerssed' about something. They understand non of these things. In saying this, i am not saying that I understand them. I guess nobody does, really.
I hate the word ugly. Nobody on this earth is ugly. We all have good in us. We are all beautiful, and if someone feels the need to call another human being; another amazing, incredible, genius life in this world 'ugly', then they are clearly too self-centred  to see past the fragile tissue and bone that traps our souls.
And if you yourself feel you are ugly, then you are wrong. You are so, so wrong. Because i have been in this world for fifteen years now, and i can honestly say that i have not met ANOYONE that is ugly. You are alive, and that in itself is beautiful.
I have seen what life can do to the most stunning, phenomenal people. How it can wear them down to the point of no return. I don't want that to happen to you.

I get Deja Vu a lot.
My short AND long term memory are both pretty bad.
I am an optimist. Life is good to me.
Tell me you still love me.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."

"People needn't worry so much. It's not my time yet. This is not how I go."

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“What a sl/t time is. She screws everybody.”"

"If i'm James Dean, you're Audrey Hepburn"

“It's a metaphor, see: You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing.”

"I shall say you will die and none will remember you"

He tells me i am his Marla Singer. I am still at a loss as to what this means.


Watch this: http://youtu.be/XCoFoKvfc6Y

Asleep by The Smiths.
 Listen and enjoy.

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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6970430
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i get what you mean
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Breeze 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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I think I'm normal but I also think I'm weird.
Weird is normal. Normal is weird.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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I like that logic
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cvnt* 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Nothing is normal. You just don't go out of your way to brag about being weird and obnoxious. Girls just do it to seem cute and get attention. There's nothing wrong with being average, but I'm sure you're not. You're just not obnoxious.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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You're so damn right!
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goodvibrations 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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anything by The Front Bottoms!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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Ooohh, they're actually really cool! Listening to Twin Size Mattress now :)
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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I also like

Say you like me ~we the kings
and
IM not in Love ~ The Academy is...

so ya toodles :)
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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All time favs are
F.uckin Perfect ~ P!nk
Backwards ~Matthias

OTHERS
Miserable at Best ~ Mayday Parade
Killer ~ The Ready Set
Boomerang ~ The Summer Set
Distance ~ Secondhand Serenade
The only difference in Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage ~Panic! At the Disco
People like us ~ Kelly Clarkson
Angel with a shotgun ~ The Cab
Crazy ~ Hunter Hayes
most songs by Jimmy Buffet
um
Clarity ~ ZEDD
and
True Love ~ P!nk

ya i like majority of genres and music so i listen to everything i gave you more songs that i listn to a lot rather than my favorite but i really like these songs so ya sorry for wasting your time lol :) just thought i would put my taste of music out there if you were interested
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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Just went through this whole list, couple of them are some of my favourites too!
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Kaleidoscope Eyed* 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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haha thats great :)
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sydkid123 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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all songs by half moon run especially fire escape and unofferable

hazy by rosi golan

lisztomania, lasso, 1901 by pheonix
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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Just listened to Hazy and it's so nice.
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Onism* 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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I have a few:
The memory by mayday parade
Hearts and flowers-saywecanfly
Say you like me-we the kings :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846194
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Oh my gosh, you have amazing taste in music!
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Lol nooooooooooooo...... Defo not, you are you!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Not what my dear?
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Too this quote... Errr..... Nevermind.... I'm silly....lol... BOTTOM GET HERE now!
Bottom: what do you want?
Me: get Porc
Bottom:get him yourself
Me: PORC
Porc:,master?
Me: do you have the postion?
Porc: yessss
Me: can you make her forget what's happened, please?
Porc: yes master Orbiron! Wait who?
Me: lovemebetterafterdeath...
Porc: ooghhh why?
Me: I said something embarrassing...
Porc: hahahhahahahahhahHhHahahahhahahahaha
Me: porc!
Porc: hahahhahahahhaa
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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That. Was. Beautiful.
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Thank you thank you, indeed I am better then Shakespeare himself..
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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How dare ye compare yourself to Shakespeare! Alas, I do forgive you
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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It's ye, and I was joking!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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But really though mate, I'm not what?
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Uncool because your normal weight and height, up your you, if your silly or weird your still AWESOMe, trust me... You are!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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I understand...
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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You understand what?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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That weird and silly people are awesome!
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Yesss, yessss we are! Bwhahhahahaha
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Thing is though, whenever I tell my friends that I think I'm normal, they all laugh. So basically, I'm nothing and everything;)
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Yeessss yeeeessss you are!
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Yeessss yeeeessss you are!
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Alexisiscool 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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You understand what?
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BreeeFayy* 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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it's only bad if you don't like it
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Yeah, you're right
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BreeeFayy* 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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:) Besides, normal people are the most enjoyable to talk to about.... well anything really. <3
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Haha, you're right there ;) <3
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josiewdog123 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Is it a bad thing to you?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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I don't think so. I think that I don't mind who I am
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josiewdog123 1 decade ago on quote #6846013
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Then it is not a bad thing
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That_Nice_Girl_On_Witty 1 decade ago on quote #6845294
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I think you are beautiful :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6845294
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Wow, thank you <3
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That_Nice_Girl_On_Witty 1 decade ago on quote #6845294
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Anytime :) <3
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6845294
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I've just read your profile and I think what you do is lovely. You seem so kind. Oh, and I think you're absolutely stunning. <3
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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I always feel like that as well
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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Sucks, doesn't it? :/
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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Yup. All of my boys have left me for my best friend. I just hope she doesn't meet my current one. He's the one I definitely don't wanna lose. Ya know?? You love them and all, but it gets annoying doesn't it??
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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Yes, exactly! And it's just the fact that they don't think it bothers me
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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Right!? They're all like 'there will be other guys' I know. But it was good to have one for a while....I got you
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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She could literally get anyone she wanted too
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6837239
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Yup. I know the feeling entirely
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soupin78 1 decade ago on quote #6824503
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girl everyone makes mistakes its alright :)
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6800963
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Thank goodness you haven't witnessed someone die... It's awful. I've seen them die and I've seen them stop living but go on as a livingdead. It's terrible both ways and I hope you never have to witness it
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6800963
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Christ, that's so awful. I'm so sorry
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doublesidedice 1 decade ago on quote #6800963
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Don't be. It's made me who I am today. I just am glad you've never witnessed it <3
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6800963
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I guess, and thank you <3
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Hi :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Hey :D
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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How are ya? :D
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Pretty darn good actually, and yourself?:)
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Eh, I've had better days but still, pretty good :)
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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What is wrong?
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Just having my summer vacation wasted on caring for my mom :/ nothing big
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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You're on summer vacation? Do you live in America? And wow, that sucks. What's wrong with her?
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Yeah, I have my summer Vac, and no, I don't live in the US, at least not anymore though, I live in Lebanon, the tiny country in the Middle East -__- And yeah, my mom tripped on a ramp and skinned her knee badly. So badly she needed stitches and bed-rest....so yep, I'm wasting the first month of my SV at home, caring for a nagging mother XD
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Wbu? How's it hanging for you?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Vacation is such a cool word! Wow, what's it like there? Whoo, sounds like super fun!:L hope she get's better fast! How long you off for? And you know, the usual;) still at school so yay -_-
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Well, if you're a tourist, Lebanon has lovely beaches and amazing tour sights. But if you live there, then all you get to do is stay home or go to the shopping centers :C not much to do anyways...
And wow, I hate school. I have to go back on Friday for correcting our Math exams -.- I have my vacation for about 3 months, I think.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Sounds delightful!:L
And yup, same here. You have ages off though! We have about 6 weeks at most! Are you going to college or uni or something?
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Nah, I'm just a freshman in high school, and in my high school the freshman get to finish earlier before any of the others :D And 6 weeks?! Dang, that seriously sucks
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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If you lived in England then you'd probably be in my year:) and wow, you lucky person! Yes, it sucks very much ;)
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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You live in England?! That's amazing! I've always wanted to go to England!
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Believe me, it's not amazing at all. I don't live in London or anything so it's pretty much the same as where you are
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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:P so what do you plan on doing this summer?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Going on holiday with my mum, and then with my dad:) how about you?
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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That's good :) Me? I might stay home this summer. i at least hope my dad takes me traveling with him.
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Where's he going? :)
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Back to the U.S.A. hopefully he'll take me with him ^.^ *crosses fingers*
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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Well I hope so too! What's America like? And, are your parents not together?
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AngelwithaSecret* 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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America is pretty awesome considering I've been living in lebanon for at least 5 years...but yeah, it's still awesome. And well, my parents are together, but my dad has to travel back to the U.S. for business trips. He took my older bro last year and he let him stay there for 1 month in the summer with him. Lucky jerk XP
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787939
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I really wanna go to America to be honest. And ohh, I get you! And woah, wish I were him ;)
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someoneinhiding 1 decade ago on quote #6787062
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this vid is so amazing
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6787062
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I know! Please, put it out there.
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Aidan 1 decade ago on quote #6785865
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did it go that bad?
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6785865
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Well, he's been avoiding her, but I saw him today and he swore he wouldn't show it to anyone.
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Aidan 1 decade ago on quote #6785865
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Is she ok? That must be hard on her...
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6785865
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She's fine. And I know her and she'll keep being fine. I guess it's just a horrible feeling. Thanks for asking<3
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Cathyxo 1 decade ago on quote #6778372
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This is so relatable
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6778372
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This is me like, everyday
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dapz95 1 decade ago on quote #6719673
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i can imagine how that feels :/ have had similar situations. If your beating yourself up about not realising, or not knowing, just remember that seriously we are teenagers and young people and we have developing a thousand and one ways to hide what we want to from the rest of the world, especially the people we love.
But what you need to remember is it's not about the fact you didn;t know, its about what you do KNOW. Just giving her that support and acceptance and love that will give her the confidence to love herself again to love herself again, and it will make the scars fade inside. That's the most important thing ... when there are no scars inside, she'll stop needing to make them outside. It will help, trust me.
Take care :) xx
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LoveMeBetterAfterDeath 1 decade ago on quote #6719673
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I'm nearly in tears. You don't actually realise how much of an impact your comment just had on me. It sounds stupid, but it's as though i have just realised that i'm not alone, and i needed that. Thank you so much. xx
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dapz95 1 decade ago on quote #6719673
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:) seriously, it's fine. that's what life is all about ... learning to love with a bleeding heart. its the only decent thing we humans can do, right?
sorry to go all deep on you :/
take care! and remember, it's fine. anymore problems, comment aannyy time. i mean it :) x
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