I just need a friend. That's all. I need someone to talk to, I
don't think I'm ugly for attention. I look around me, and
all I see, is competition. She's beautiful, and she's got a
boyfriend. And every guy I talk to, is falling for a girl that I
will never be. In my school, I'm considered a "prep".
Which are the girls who have rich parents, and wear the name brand
clothes. But I see my friends, and then I see me. I'm so ugly
around them. I'm pale, they're tan. I have shorter hair,
they have longer hair. My hair's thin, their hair's thick.
All I want, is to be called beautiful, or pretty. And whenever I
talk to them about it, they get annoyed. They think I do it for
attention. And all they say is, "You're pretty in your own
way, you have a great personality!" Which basically says
"You're ugly, but you can make up a conversation!"
and I've been told by so many people how ugly I am. I wish I
was like the other girls. I hate my looks.