hiimawkward247*

Status: Everybody lies and that's the only truth sometimes.
Joined: October 31, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 336760
Location: Idaho
Gender: F
I'm a really awkward child.
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Quotes by hiimawkward247*

There is a special place in hell for people who lead other people on and then just drop them.

 
Maybe one day I'll have it all figured out. 
Maybe one day there will be no doubt. 
Maybe one day I'll be good enough.
Maybe one day I'll be wanted. 
Maybe one day I'll be happy. 
Maybe one day I'll get it right.
Maybe one day I'll spread my wings and fly.
Maybe one day I can experience this life instead of just suffering through it. 
And maybe one day that day won't be so far away. 

 
Why is everything so confusing?
One minute I'm happy and everything's great. 
Then, with the blink of an eye all hell breaks loose and I'm sobbing on the floor. 
One minute I have a clear vision of where my life is going.
And the next, it becomes a pool of muddy water. 
One minute I can conquer the world. 
But shortly after I take my first step only to shut the door and hide. 



 
Now you're gone but I'll be alright. 
Hear the song within the silence,
See the beauty when there's nothing there,



 
I'd rather have you reject me than mess with my feelings. 
For once I'd like for tears to fall from my eyes because I'm happy. 
Why?
Why is it always the same story?
Why does it always happen the same way?
Why I do let myself get wrapped up into it?
Why do I lead myself on?
But more importantly why are YOU doing this to me?
Why did you pick me to mess with?
Because I'm the new girl?
Because I appealed to you?
Because I was some prize to be won amongst you and your stupid friends?
I'm so over this. I am so over letting myself get caught in these situations. I'm so over and done with letting you lead me on.
Good freaking bye. 
I hate when people act like I'm an idiot for thinking he doesn't like me/ not knowing if he does.
Yes he holds my hand.
Yes he and I cuddle a lot.
Yes he and I go on dates.
Yes he and I kiss/ make out once in a while.
No he has not told me he likes me. 
No he has not asked me to be his girlfriend.
No he has not defined the relationship.
No he doesn't ask anyone to my knowledge out. 
But I have been with, experienced, seen many a times when the guy is just using the girl. Or he's just stringing her along for his enjoyment. Not everyone's honest and truthful about their intentions. So stop treating me like I'm delusional for how I'm thinking.
Here's some advice for the next one
Don't let him lead you to the dark
Don't tell him all your secrets
He'll leave you with a broken heart
He'll try and tell you that he wants you
Just to keep you on the line
And right when you're about to move on
He pulls you back in every time
Here is advice for the next one
Run, run, run
Darling I know that you're just like me
You give your love up way too fast
But once it's gone it's gone forever 
And there's no coming back from that
He's got this perfect way about him
He'll make you think that you come first
But you'll get lost in the challenge
Of trying not to get hurt
Don't even search for that four-letter word
You'll never get it out
You'll try, and try, and try
But he'll just shut you down
Don't wanna say I told you so
So please go now
 
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