LovelyLaemmle

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Joined: January 27, 2012
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user id: 268165
Gender: F
Hey, the name's Mickey, I'm 16 years old, and I love everything that has to do with art <3 In my profile picture, I'm the one on the leftt.

Quotes by LovelyLaemmle

Breaking Dawn Part 2

Made my year life. Just sayin.

I think that...
in order to love yourself,
you have to learn to love other people first,
not the other way around.

I'm going to do things.

Amazing things. Fun things. Crazy things. Things I'll remember for the rest of my life. I want adventure. I want freedom & love. I want happiness. I want to listen to amazing music, dance in public, and sing to strangers. I'm going to write a book. Maybe just a story, more like a memoir. Every little part of my life will be in there, too. From all the huge, scary, bad things that haunt me, to the lovely little things that help me go on.
I want to speak out. Help people. Make them know that they're not alone. That it all can't be perfect, but we can make the best of it. I wish I had someone like that when I felt alone. When I ate lunch by myself and never left my house. When I had no good memories of friends. When my life was consumed by fear, anxiety, and sadness. When I really felt like there was no reason for me to be alive. I want to draw, paint what I feel, and express myself. I'm going to talk to people, and I won't be afraid. I'm going to make friends, and speak my mind. Develop my own opinion for once. I'm no longer that scared, quiet girl you might have known, that's over now. I'm rooting for freedom& I'm breaking away from everything and anything that's holding me back.




It's Sad to think that
most everything in my life will one day be just a memory...



So I met this guy
Very Briefly,
in Walmart,
over the weekend,i think
My friend and I were getting locker bins,
and a bunch of them fell, and so this boy starts

helping, and I seriously could've sworn I'd seen a 'W' on his wrist,
but I was too scared to ask >.>

If you see this, and recognize us from my picture, tell me?


 
Right now,
there's not much for me to do except live my life and see how everything turns out. I'm scared of the future, but I'm looking forward to the possibilities. I'm cherishing the present because I'm happy and I have everything I could possibly need. & I'm remembering every second of my past, because even if there's bad things there to haunt me, it made me who I am today and there are too many wonderful parts I never want to forget.

Being  happy  isn't   about  having   a lot   of  stuff
or being really rich
It's   about  the  people  you  love  and the  people
you  can  [actually] 
be yourself around.
It's about  having  fun  and  doing stuff   so  crazy  you'll   ask  yourself  why  you  did  it later .
But   you'll  never   regret   it 
It's about  living  your  life  to  the  fullest.


&I think I'm finally living.

 







 
format credit to OneDirection
quote is all mine.

 

Everyone is beautiful in the eyes of a true artist.

 

When you draw someone, you suddenly feel like you know everything about them,

Because you know every little bump, mark, or freckle on their skin.

You know the way the bridge of their nose curves when they turn their head.
You will never know how beautiful someone truly is until you draw them. It's like you're seeing them clearly for the first time.


 




Okay, I need help/


  I haven't seen my father in over 6 months. I stopped going
over there, because he has serious anger issues, to the point
of where he had hit me. He refuses to get help. yesterday I was cleaning my room and I found this necklace he gave me
for christmas last year. It's nothing special, just a small golden chain with a cross on it....but when I saw it...
I couldn't stop crying. I hate him so much, but I miss all the good times with him....I'm afraid to be near him,
but I do love him. Today was fathers day, and it just made it even worse. I spent the day with my grandpa and my step dad, but I kept thinking about what he would be doing today.
I wondered if my 21 year old sister stopped by, or my dads girlfriends kids were there, wishing him a happy fathers day in my place. I need some support, can you guys please help me? I don't know how
to deal with this at all.