LovelyLittleMind

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I'm Jordan Nicole.
Almost sixteen.
I want to be an author, and thne open a little self-owned
bookstore/coffee shop wherever I decide to settle down. 
I have some amazing best friends, whom I love.
(amaryllisxwinthrop, OliviaLee, and LenaK0920)
I'm single and ready to mingle (; 
Sometimes, or most of the time, I can be a little loopy, 
and while I'm a very confident person, I also get down on myself a lot. 
I tell people not to mess with my because I take karate (and leave
out the part where I'm only a white belt- but hey, I just joined 
not to long ago.) I love karate, its a great place to get my anger out.
I love shopping, and I love clothes. 
I also love surfing, even though I live in a frozen tundra and 
I've only been surfing once in my life! Haha.
And, that's about it I guess. 
Bye! :)



"There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel.
For fear of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we hesitate to say
the actual words, "I love you." So we try to communicate the idea in other
words. We say "take care" or "don't drive too fast" or "be good." But really,
these are just other ways of saying, "I love you", "you are important to me",
"I care what happens to you," and "I don't want you to get hurt." They all
mean "I love you". We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing
we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we
don't say."

                                           ~Anonymous.

 

Quotes by LovelyLittleMind


It is so hard, to let go and replace you
I still love you
I just want to find ththing that made me think That this was the one


Sometimes you get so used to things, anything else seems weird and anything else is too different, too abnormal to stand it. You're so used to the normalcy of him being there, his hugs, his lips, his smile, his laugh, his eyes. So used to the way you guys thought you were in love, that when he's gone, you dont know how to function. Not because you loved him and you lost that and you're heartbroken, but because you were so used to him, and now that's just gone. Everything's changed and you hate change. Especially this kind of change. And just when you accept he's gone, and just when you accept the change, just when you decide to make yourself happy again, he's not actually gone, He's still there, talkng to you and in the back of your head nagging and nagging until you dont know what to do because you dont know what you want. You want to keep the good times, the good memories, but you dont want them nagging and nagging until youre stomach flips inside out and you don't know. you just don't know.
 
The hallways seem big, and the people seem scary. And you're not sure what to do. So you keep to yourself and the people you know, and that seems fine for a while. But then you wake up one morning with those words in your head, You're bigger than this. And then the hallways dont seem so big, and the people dont seem so scary. You're bigger than this. The people fight over petty things, the people care about stupid things, the people don't stop talking and they don't stop talking. You're bigger than this. Now you have to get out, because you're bigger than this. The things that hurt before are like a bee sting now, a small ptick in the back of your head. The things that seemed important before seem smaller. You're bigger than this. You're bigger than life...



We made quite messbabe
It'probablbetteoff         this way
And I confess, babe
 
that in my dreams you're 
touching my face
 
and asking me if i want to  
 tragaiwith you. 
                  ANALMOSDO.                      .




You turned you're back
otomorrow. Cause
you forgot yesterday.        i gave  

you my love to borrow but
 
but    yojust    gave it 
awayyou cant expect
 mtbfine. i donexpect
you to care. I know i've said
 
it before; bualof our
bridgeburnedown 


Come on
Come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong 
You're all I wanted

Come on 
Come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted.



..And i'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know 

How to be something you'll miss 
Never thought we'd have a last kiss...

Sometimes I don't like to talk. Sometimes it just feels weird.
I'll talk, but I don't really even feel like I'm talking. The words are coming from my mouth, but I'm just sitting there watching myself say meaningless things.
Meaningless things. Nothing that I say is really even important. Not to anyone. I don't say anything particularly interesting, and I don't say anything particularly important. Those moments when I do open my mouth; that's when I let everything out. And that's just when I regret it. You'll sit there and just think, "jeez, when will she just shut up?" I finish, you shake your head, and we both just get on with our lives. By you, I mean everyone. My friends, my boyfriend, even my mom does it. 
I don't talk enough.
I talk too much. 
Sometimes....
talking is just useless.

much too lazy to actually try to make a format for this
heres a lazy writing i guess




 
   
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