Lovemeforme

her eyes black from sadness
her wrists cut from pain
she feels she should give up
for what has she to gain
no ever seems to know
the pain she feels inside
the way they think she smiles
eventhough she really cries
her heart is tired from hurting
her mind is going insane
i never knew it was possible
for someone to feel this much pain

i watch yoyu from a distance
i can feel your pain u
know the sun is shining
but all you see is rain
i see you from the distance
I am catching your tears
please stop your crying
you should know that I am
near for i will always be
with you forever by
your side please know that i will
love you until the end
of time...

R.I.P

Do you even see me
do you see what i
have become i dont think
you realize I am not the
girl that I once was
no longer do I smile
nor do I even laugh
i spend my days moping
no more dignity do i have
i cry myself to sleep
almost everyday
maybe you wouldve seen
if you werent to busy looking away...

... as i bring the razor closer
my heart begins to pace
should i do this should i not
i just have to find my place
i just cant deal with this
life has been so hard
it seems like the only
way to solve it all
is with just one single mark
as the razor grazes my skin
i already feel the pain
than i realize that cutting just keeps
things that same as i pick the razor up and
look it in the eye i rwalize it isnt worth
it all it will do is cause more cries
so i throw it in the garbage
and slowly walk away
i know there has to be someone
who will help me find my way

*dont love if u know
hell make u ~cry~ dont
walk off the c.l.i.f.f
if u know ur gonna die
dont `stand` up if u know
ur gonna fall but if
u know he really
l o v e s u than it will
be worth it all*

Such a delicate flower
in a world full of pain
so many days so full of hate
i can see the truth behind the lies
i see your eyes so red from your cries
they always ask you and you say
your ok i know your not you
lie everyday they see u as being different
you make them afraid for they never seen a girl
so overcome with pain i see you in the distance
walking alone u have your head
down your eyes never show i know your crying
i know your hurt i know you think your life cant
get worse i know it seems hopeless
but i really tbelieve somewhere
inside you have the strength to be free.

you asked me to
tell my stroy
you asked me to tell u why
eventhough my life seems
happy i still break down and cry
these things they just happen
i really cant explain, the reason
why behind my smile io feel so much pain
i tried to hold it in i tried to live a lie
in the end it made it worse, i did
not even get to say goodbye now i see you crying
as u look down at my grave try not to feel
so much sadness i dont think i couldve been saved

hanging by a thread so
close to breaking down
this girl never said anything
she never made a sound
hwo ever would of known
all the pain she felt inside
the way u thought she smiled
eventhough she really cried....

Come a little closer and take my hand
promise youll never leave me never again
look into my eyes tell me its true
that your in love with me and ill say it too
its so amazing the love i feel inside
knowing that forever you will always be mine

As delicate as flower as soft as a rose her heart dangles gently with feelings she cant undergo her tears fal so slowly her mind is in the midst of feelings she cant let go of because she knows she wont be missed as she slowly turns the corner and walks down the empty street she looks back at all the pain behind and now knows she has to leave