LovingYouToday

yeahh

i meant your about me.

so you don't want to fight right?
and you're not mad?
oh that explains your whole bestfriend thing.

1. okayyy
2. i was obviously being sarcastic, but okay, sorry, i really don't want to fight again

Please Jenna,
I know what you are doing. I've tried ending my life. I took one to many pills, after about my 5 or 6 pill i realized what i was doing, i put down the pill bottle, i cried and i cried, i realized this is my life. it was just a few girls who intended on making my life a living hell. please don't do this to yourself. you may end your life before you realize what you would actually be ending..

1. His name
2. watching it snow outside and snuggling under your blanket with a cup of hot coacoa and day dreaming about life

NO.
HE.
DOESN'T.

Bro. HE DOESN'T. DON'T EVEN GET MY HOPES UP LIKE THAT.
There is a bunch of more people in my grade that he could like. HE CALLS EVERYONE HIS BESTFRIEND. AND. WE BARELY TALKED TODAY SO...... YEAH.

1.
When I walked in this morning I gave him his sweatshirt and then ALL morning before class, (which is like 15-20 minutes) he was talking to me, and he kepy open locking my locker.. which is like we open our lockers with this slidy thing, and to lock it you slide it so something is sticking out and you turn the , and he did that when my locker was open.. and he did it like 5 times in the morning 'cause he knows my locker combo now.. and he kepy fighting me for my locker and i would try opening it and he would try closing it and our hands out be touching.♥ like i would have to put my hands on his because his were so freakin big it took up all the room! so i would have to use his hands to try to open it.
2.
we were in snack (it's like a 15 minute thing where we go to the cafe and just sit down and buy food if we want it) and i was sitting at a far end table different from where i usually sit with everyone, and then john usually sits with his usual group at the front of the cafe, and he brought a few of his friends over and sat RIGHT NEXT TO ME. even though we didn't talk, 'cause it was kind of awkward, but our arms were less then a inch from eachother! i could like, feel his arm. FOR 15 MINUTES. OH MY GOSH IT WAS HAEVEN. I'M SUPRISED HE DIDN'T FEEL WATER I PEED MYSELF SO MUCH.
and 3. he kept hitting me with his sweatshirt in the halls..
OH AND 4. in the morning when he open locked my locker i told him to open it and hes like, "opps. i "forgot" it i can't open it." and he would walk away and i would put my arms around him to keep him from walking away and he would put his hands on my arms to keep me from grabbing him to pull him to my locker and ahhh.♥
^^^BUT THATS IT. I HAD A VERY BAD DAY. AND I HAVEN'T CHATTED HIM AT ALL. AND HE HASN'T CHATTED ME. AND IT'S JUST BEEM VERYYY STRESSFUL.

bro, so everytime i see his sweatshirt, i get MAJOR butterflies. like you know those butterflies that legit HURT you? thst you have to like, hold your stomach? yeah thats what i get.. and when i wear it.. lets not even talk about that. but it smells so good.. and it's so big and warm on me.. and like, even when i think about it i get butterflies..

so i forgot what me and john were talking about, but I was like,
"I'll be your bestfriend!"
And he was like,
"You already are!"
And I was like,
"Yeah.. but still.. I'll be your BEST friend!"
And he was like,
"You are my BEST friend!"
Ahhh I almost died..

1. he didn't just offer, it was after school and i was like, "does anyone have a sweatshirt for me to walk home in?" and he said he does.
2. why would he?
3. i'm me.
4. he's him.
5. i just know he doesn't

BRO. HE GAVE ME HIS SWEATSHIRT TO WALK HOME IN.♥

okay so yesterday, i think i told you everything,
but TODAY. first the whole hand thing.♥ then in morning meeting, i pull my chair in front of a table, then like the corner of that table he pull up too.. and he kept taking his feet and pulling my chair back with him..♥ THEN. We got out of morning meeting and I stole his hat.. and since he's just dumb he had no clue where it was, when it was clearly on my binder, he was like, "Kelsey! Where is it?!" And I was like, "ON THE GROUND. I CAN SEE IT ON THE FLOOR RIGHT NOW." and he couldn'r find it.. BUT YOU COULD CLEARLY SEE I HAD IT. EVERYONE IN THE CLASS ROOM WAS LAUGHING. AND HE'S LIKE, "IS IT IN HERE?!" And people were like, "John. just go...." so he left and I had it all during L.A.♥ but then I gave it back to him.. BUT THEN. All day when we were walking in the halls he would go out of his way to "bump" into me. and then when i would be at my locker and would come up behind me and kick my legs so my legs would bend and weren't straight.. AND THEN AT THE END OF THE DAY. I WAS WALKING TOWARDS THE DOORS SO I COULD WALK HOME AND HE CAME RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME SO I COULDN'T MOVE AND I ALMOST DIEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.♥

WOO. So today in the morning, me, paige, beth, megan, karina, and like a few other people were gathered by my locker, and then they started making fun of how small my hands are, and i screamed at them and was like, "YOU GUYS. I HAVE NORMAL HANDS. I DON'T HAVE SMALL HANDS." and he walked by when I said that.. and he came over and was like, "Kelsey, you have the smallest hands I have ever seen." and then I was like, "NO I DON'T. You guys just have big hands!" and Megan grabbed both our hands and put them up to eachother and I almost died. he wrapped the tips of his fingers on top of mine to showhow small my hands are and I PEED MYSELF ABOUT 20 TIMES. I DIED. THEN CAME BACK TO LIFE. AND PEED ABOUT 50 MORE TIMES.

http://www.facebook.com/ExibitA/posts/264907273560319
^^^^^^^^^^HE CALLED ME HIS BESTFRIEND!♥

hahahha

FRICKEN BRO HE CHATTED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i posted on his wall saying,
"Johnn. Get onlinee. i need a favor, it involves you getting on my acount.."
and he commented on it what
and then i started chatting him and this is what it was:
Him: What do ya need
Me: hahah neverminddd. there was two people on amandas account and they were confusing me so i was going to have you get on mine and confuse them, but they aren't confusing me anymoree
hahha
Him: Hahah ok
Me: haha yeahh
Him: yup
Me: kayy
Him: so my sister wants me to play wii with her
Me: then go play it with her..
Him: Okay I will
Me: haha okayy.
(CRAP I SHOULD HAVE SAID DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH.) Anyways. it was really short. but it made my day just talking to him.♥

hahh okay i did, so me and john had liek a two second convo.<3 madde my fricken day