Loving_My_Angel

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☺☼◘♥I love you, Nicole Marie Smith.♥◘☼☺
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heyy gess what this is the love of your life, and im not leaving your side <3
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The Message she neglacted to read:
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"And I know you won't wanna hear this but I have to get it off my chest before it kills me. I'm angry. And I'm hurt. And I'm lonely and cold. And I'm sick. And tired. But nicole you're still my best friend. I'm still madly inlove with you. And if you weren't happy or things didn't work for him... id take you back in an instant. Atleast I think I would. You'll always be my everything and you'll always be the one that got away. But I truly just want you to be happy. With or without me. But honestly. Id still love to marry you one day. And give you all the things you deserve. Just don't make any mistakes. Don't do anything you'd regret. Cuz you're perfect nikki. Not a damn thing about you needs to change. I'm never going anywhere. I always swore id fight to the end. And I'm gonna. Nothings gonna stop be from being by your side. Your my best friend and I hope foreve ill be yours. I love you nicole marie. Just be happy. Or imma take you away from this life. When all this happened.. I was ready to move with you. I was even gonna try to save money so we could go down to oklahoma and look for a house. Things are different now. But one thing will foreve be the same. I love you and ill always be here for you. Foreve. My best friend or more I'll always be here."
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I dont think you realize what you're putting me through.
Dont say you do,
Because it's different for you.
Atleast you're at home,
Don't have to be alone.
I'm alone and cold.
I miss you.
I'm losing my mind.
I'm dead inside and i'll never be fine.
I'm sick of this.
This whole world here.
I guess I need a beer.
I'm gonna lose it.
Lose it here without you.
I dont know how i'll get through.
I need you.
I need you in my life.
I miss my wife
And i'm sick of this knife.
It doesnt even hurt anymore.
but my wrists are sore.
And I'm sick of whores.
I just want you.
I want you to stop the pain.
Put out the flame
Its driving me insane.
I got so much on my chest.
I cant believe this world.
i miss my girls.
my lifes in a swirl.
I think my thoughts are gonna kill me this time.
I'm not fine.
i'm lost in time.
I just miss you so much.
You were my everything but
Still you left and left me alone
I just wanna come home
I wanna get stoned
And hold you.
Make love in our bed.
Maybe the bath tub instead.
All the embaressing things
We've done infront of eachother.
therell never be another.
girl i'll cuddle.
Quite like you
But this love is through
But i'll always love you.
I'll miss everything we did.
even the birth of our kid.
But i guess i failed.
I cant plead forever
But we'll bleed together.
I know you miss me.
But when i'm gone
You'll just carry on
And have your fun.
Your my best friend.
But i can't take it this time.
I'm done with mine
so i give up, i'm fine.
im bleeding out this time.
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And, Forever my world crashes and burns.
As I hope for the planet to no longer turn.
Yet, I know this is life, And forever will be.
But, I keep praying you'll come back to me.

I miss you so much,
I just cannot explain.
I know that its love,
But all i feels pain.

I need you in my life.
My bestfriend by my side.
Just remember the strife,
and i'll try to stay alive.

So forever I'll miss you.
Theres no doubt about that.
But you took my heart with you,
When you said, "I'm not coming back."

I'll remember your face,
And, As I close my eyes.
I'll bleed out slowly.
I will remember no lies.

Forever you're my sunshine,
But the lights going away.
Just tell my daughter I love her,
And that daddy will be okay.

He feels no more pain.
He needed to get away.
He'll regret no longer holding her,
But she'll see him one day.

Things always get better,
Lie and tell her that.
But never in this world,
WIll it be a fact.

Daddy just lost it,
That's all you'll say.
But daddy does miss you,
and your mother today.

I want you both back.
But, i'm losing my mind.
I hope you both know,
I'm not so inclined.

I told you years ago,
Without you I have no life.
That baby's my world,
But her mom is my knife.

So i'll pretend to be happy,
Till the end of this all.
Let's just hope it stops,
Before i cave and fall.

My legs are shaking,
And my back is crumbling.
My heart beat is racing,
and my blood flow is stopping.

Here comes the end,
I can see the light now.
Daddy's going away,
Just for a  little while.

The flames of hell are bright,
No sunglasses there.
But, I'll burn for you baby,
Because lifes just not fair.

But when it all ends,
i know one thing to be true,
Although i miss you,
Hell has enough room for you too.
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I'll never leave you, Babaders.
You are my life.
And, One day soon,
I'll make you my wife.
I'll put a ring on your finger,
And take you away.
And, be with you, for the rest of our days.
Never worry baby,
I'm not going away.
you're the sweetest,
most caring,
and most beautiful, I say.
Because in my eyes,
You are my perfection.
You mean everything to me,
So let me ask you this question:
when I get down on one knee,
And ask for you hand,
will you say yes,
and make me the happiest man?
I want to marry you.
And have some kids.
Because no matter what happens,
It's OUR life we'll live.
We'll make our choices,
Whether they wrong or right.
But I know we'll be happy, as i hold you each night.
No more fears baby.
because no matter what you do,
No matter what happens,
I'll always love you.
We all make mistakes.
whether they big or small,
But baby you don't mess up that much at all.
You put yourself down so much.
but you're so much more perfect.
stop thinking so badly,
because it's just not worth it.
Babaders, You're my angel.
I'll never leave your side.
because you're my life, my heart, my soul and my pride.
Hopefully now, You'll understand better.
And if you don't,
I'll write another letter.
I'll do this as much,
As I have to do.
Because baby, I'm nothing without you.
You're worth it baby.
Everything we'll go through.
But i'll go through it proudly,
Just to be with you.
So hold onto my hand.
as l stare in your eyes.
I have one thing to say,
And I will say no lies

"Nicole Marie Smith, I love you, I'll never say goodbye."

<3

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I'm lost and confused
As a stand next to the noose.
I'm sick of the lies
Can't stand the abuse.
I'll take my own life
And let you be free.
It's a gift i'll give
That you'll be happy to receive.

I guess there's really no point
In leaving my note
But I guarntee
I'll say your name as I choke.
I wish you would've saved me
Or loved me a little.
But, It's okay, I get it
I was just in the middle

Between your true happiness
And what made you lost
But I want you to know
You're worth this cost
You were my happiness
My reason to be.
But, now i'll go.
I'll set you free.
Maybe now, you will love me.


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I hear the thunder rumble, As it shakes the house. And all I can do is think of you. Wondering if you're okay. Shh, It's okay baby, No reason to be afraid. I'm here. I've got you. Don't cry. It's okay. I promise.

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