LurkeyLurker

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Joined: June 20, 2012
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 310259
Just.. Blah... Lost the girl of my dreams, My heart along side her, And my Soul is now wandering around the place, So if you see any Clairvoyant Panda's around, Please give me a call...

Quotes by LurkeyLurker

How can i Stay by you as a Friend, When i want you as a Future? How can i Look at you, Without Seeing what i drept of for over a year? How can i See the future i wanted, And not cry because i can't have it? You Expect me to stand by you as a friend, When You promised to stand by me as my soulmate.. You say i lied to you, That i betrayed you.. But perhaps you should look at the sitation from my point of view.. I waited and i longed and i gave up so much to make you happy, And in the end you decide im not good enough to be with you forever, To have a family and to share the world with, But instead, Im supposed to sit on the sideline and watch you be happy wiht someone else, And listen to you talk about them, And watch the two of you grow up, having the life i will always have.. I am sorry, But i can not do that to myself.. It is not fair to try to guilt me into that..
* I just want to know how you managed to get over me so fast. I haven't even started, Is there like something i can do?"
 + dude just shut with that "over me" crap.. i Friggin asked you to marry me, I aint over you you friggin idiot...+
* I want to marry you so badly... Its just what our friend said,, she said  the way you talk you're over me.*
+ Okay? Why would it matter  tho? you had your chance, You told me no.. over and over...+
* but.. I want to.. I want to get married to you... I still want to be your wife*
+Then Marry me...+ +Well?+
* I just wish you understood my parents, I just.. Don't think i'm ready for a fullblown  out Marriage...* 

 Like wtf dude.... * is her, + is me
That um.. Random moment, When you have been drinking, And someone pops up on Witty Chat, And starts talking to you, Asking if your single, Your drunk so you go along with it, And its some dude, Asking you out..  Sorry, Am not gay :O
The feeling of loss you get, when you look at her Witty account, and see the Message you left for her months ago still there, Even after its all over </3 </3 
How do you act, when she says she loves you, But she refuses to be with you :/
The Countless Days and Nights Spent wishing you could be held in her arms once more.. Knowing it would just make you want to be held in them for Eternity... 
Sometimes, i just wish i could be everything she wants,  Do Everything she needs done, And always be there for her, But then it hits me, im not good enough... I Love her with all my heart, yet i Always manage to mess up, and make myself look like a jerk.. 
I just wish i knew what to say, to mak her day... How can i make her happy, when i mess up so much? All i want in this world is to see her smile, To see her laugh, To see her life full of joy, Yet every day it seems like i hurt her more and more, And i just can't figure out how to stop it, How to turn her pain and sorrow into joy and bliss... But one day, I will find a way, One day, i Will make her happy... I hope
"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find them? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. And I'm not hearing any heart. Cause the truth is, honey, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. "