Depression is like a nightmare. i 'ave no
control ova whts goin on. dere is no way out nd it feels like no1
cares. no matter wht i do im neva gud enough. ill always b useless
nt gud enough, worthless, nd hopless. no matter wht im doin or who
im wid those feelins r always dere. it feels like an endless circle
of guilt, worthlessness, pain, fear nd weakness. ya feel like
deres no point in tryin anymre, t'is an endless circle of
failure. u feel empty like u dnt exist. ur breathin but dat dunt
mean ur still alive. depression is whn it hurts 2 smile, hurts 2
laugh..hurts 2 breath. evrythin ya do nd say hurts, nd deres no
gettin away frm it. no1 understands wht ur feelin. ur silent on da
outside but on da inside ur screamin as loud as u can 4 help
nd no1 can save u. ur on ur own, evrythin ya do makes ya tired.
things dat used 2 make ya happy thy jst make things worse now. da
only things dat will bring relif is da feelin of da cold knife, da
taste of alcohol, da smell of drugs. people will try nd take these
things away frm ya but u dnt let thm. thy dnt undastand wht its
like livin wid depression. its hopin evry night dat u aint gonna
wake up again in da mornin, hopin dat mayb da pain will finally
stop, evn though ya knw it wont. its lyin evrytime sum1 asks ya
" how r u?" it's always feelin tired evn if uve slept
4 hours. its feelin so weak, evry muscle in ur body aches..it feels
like it will neva end, 1 day it will