Hey, I'm Mae.
I've been through alot, to make me as strong as I am now. I know who I am, so your opinions aren't needed. I am madly inlove with a boy named Cameron Joseph Wright, 9 months and forever is on the way :* I'm really funny and outgoing/ fun to be around, but... If you get on my bad side, I could make your life a living hell. I'm 110% Christian, and I believe in the Lord. I have an obsession and his name is Zac Efron. I'm overly obsessed.
I'm an aspiring Emergency Care Nurse in the United States Airforce.
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About 3 weeks ago, I got the news
that you were on your way home from
the mall with your sister, and two of your older friends..when
the car accident
occured. I couldn't believe it. I knew that you would be able
to pull through this,
and you were doing fantastic. Even though you were in induced
coma, you
were responding just fine and everyone was praying and so
greatful that you were alive.
"She's getting better!" everyone kept saying, and
it was true. I had every.single.class
with you, and all the memories we had, were priceless. Our
relationship was different
from everyone else's, you weren't just my bestfriend. You
were more like my sister.
We fought and picked on eachother like sisters, cried and laughed
like sisters, but most
importantly, we had trust like sisters. This morning, on May
30th, 2012.. God decided he needed
someone like you up in Heaven. When I got the news this morning,
I could do nothing but
throw up and cry. You took apart of me with you. You're the
strongest girl I know, Sarah Lynn. <3
Rest In Paradise baby girl, You'll
always be my sister friend. <3
Love you so much.
(For anyone who read
this, thank you..)
& THERE SHE IS,
laying on her bed, in his tshirt &
underwear.
only having the strength to put in
headphones
and blast out any memories with
him.
tears roll down her face,
and her stomach tightens
in pain. her phone laying on
the floor, with his messages
ignored on the screen. her
empty box of tissues sits
there beside the picture of their anniversary.
she can't imagine being with
anyone but him, and she
thinks to herself,
WHY
ME?
&
THERE HE IS,
trying to drown out the memories of
her by playing
COD. he turns off the flat
screen and falls on his bed, imagining
her shiny hair falling over her
shoulders. her smell of
the
perfume he bought her for their
anniversary. he puts in
his headphones and turns it up as loud as it can possibly
go.
his hands grasp his cellphone
tightly waiting for her reply,
knowing
it's not coming. he
can't imagine being with anyone but
her, and he
thinks to himself,
WHY ME?