Magic_Ducky

My stance on boyfriends:
I don't love you. I will not call you my boyfriend until we are going steady and I really do love you. Yes, I will go on dates with you. But you wont be my boyfriend. I will accept dates from other boys, as well. You have to ask me to go steady, which means a committed relationship, and then I have to grow to love you before you will be my boyfriend. I don't want any of this childish middle schooled dating that goes on. I know you are perfect. I'm not either.
That is... if you acttually ask me.

I think its a trap.

Until this day, ive never realized how scary it can be to have someone you know be in an accident. I saw the accident... the car was flopped over and over and landed on its roof... I thought it was just coincidence... but it was a kid in my class and some younger kids. I'm just in a state of shock right now. They are going to be okay... but what could have happened?

A month from today, could I have been at a funeral, because some driver caused deaths?

"Patience, persistence and perspiration make an unbeatable combination for success."

- Napoleon Hil

Sliding practice!
Oh, softball, why do you have to be so dirty?
;)

Just a Teenager

The television Is humming in the background
The room is dark
My parents are coralling my siblings.
I am ready for a deep dive into my unconscious...
Or so I thought.

I tossed and I turned all nightlong.
I couldn't clear my mind.
its like everyother night since I met you.
You float through my unconscious...
and my conscious as well.

Finally I realise...
Tonight I just want to see you.
To feel the warmth of your gaze.
The smile that plays on your lips every time you are happy.

But during the daylight hours...
I deny you mean anything to me.
You cant mean anything to me anymore.
I have to be over you.

Ive wasted too much time on you.
Its time to move on..
but I'm just a teenage girl.
This is my world.

I have to find a way to grow up
to advoid society urges.
and I try.
But its hard to not give in.

I'm learning how to drive now.
Everyone passing me when I'm going the limit.
Its always been like this.
Getting passed up because people don't have time for others.

But this is my world.
I have to fight pressures of the outside world...
drugs, alchohol, etc.
But I have internal battles to fight too.

This is my world.
I'm just a teenager.
Come on,
Try on my shoes.... size 12 women's...

To big for your feet?
You should try on my world.
After all,
I'm just a teenager.

I just made cookies!
Who wants a virtual one?
:)

Ugh...
why do you always happen to me?
I was over you.
..then you had to turn around and look at me.
Darn you!
bleh to you! Bleh bleh bleh!
And anyone who wants to know what this is about...
its about the guy ive liked for 6 years now.
...obviously I cant stop thinking of him now.
Just bleh.

When those haters be hatin', get your chin up in the air, don't even spare them a glance, not a single second of your time, and then walk right past them. When you hear them falling quiet and you feel the weight of their stare, keep going. Don't look down. Don't look at them. Just laugh in your head at how dumb they are for being a hater. I mean, don't they know how freaking awesome you are?!?