MakeMeFeelLikeIHaveAReasonToLive

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THIS IS ME THE REAL ME NOT FAKE OR COPIED AND DONT JUDGE WERE IS IT GONNA GET YOU JUST ACCEPT.

 

My name is Vashtee Martinez yeah I know very uncommon name. And I'm just like any other kid i go to a public school Port Isabel Junior High A.K.A the most ghetto school with back stabbers shit talkers sluts players stoners pot heads crack heads drug dealers ect. I have two parents Mario and Vanessa and my real Dad Omar. My parents split when I was about the age of 5. But what people really dont know is what i have to deal with at home. I've don thing im not proud of. And i have problems like everyone else but i keep it to myself and i usually cover the pain with a smile. If you meet me you would think i was the nicest person you ever meet and you would think problems is the last thing she has in her life. Well you would be wrong. The only reason i smile is because my friends the one swho keep me alive the ones that know everything about me thats the only reason. Not my parents not a guy no my friends are my everything and if i lost them id lose myself.


 

 

 

 

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Quotes by MakeMeFeelLikeIHaveAReasonToLive


 Hurt me with Truth
but dont comfort
me with lies.
 
Can't wait for valintine's day 75% off all chocolate :D 

This sh*t was all I know,
You and me only,

And I did it all for you,
Still you were lonely,

We coulda worked it out,

Uhh, but I guess things change,

Its funny how someone else’s success brings pain,
When ya no longer involved that person has it all,

And you just stuck standing there,

But, I’m gonna need you to say something baby,

Say something baby,
Say something baby,

I’m gonna need you to say something baby,
Say something baby,

Say something baby,

-Drake 

It's like '09 in your basement and I'm in love with Nebbie
And I still love her but it fell through because I wasn't ready
And your back hurt, and your neck hurt, and you smoking heavy
And I sit next to you, and I lecture you 'cause those are deadly
And then you ask sh*t and we argue about spending money on bullsh*t
And you tell me I'm just like my father, my one button, you push it
And that's "F*ck you, I hate you, I'll move out in a heartbeat"
And I leave out and you call me, tell me that your sorry
You love me, and I love you, and your heart hurts, mine does too
And it's just words and they cut deep but it's our world, it's just us two
I see painkillers on the kitchen counter, I hate to see, it all hurt so bad
........
This sh*t real, should I pinch you?
After all the things that we been through, I got you
Look what you've done, look what you've done
Look what you've done for me now
You know that I was gonna be something
When you stressed out, and you need something, I got you
Look what you've done,
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE 

-Drake <3 

Soo hes with her he looks really happy... And now i have no choice but to move on... But i bet when she leaves him hes gonna come back running to me... And im not gonna pay attention im gonna do the same thing he did to me. He desereves it.
You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

-Taking Back Sunday 
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 I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.

-Senses Fail
 

I'm in love with the girl I hate
She enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me.
I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic, a traitor
I'd trade her in a second.


- Forever the sickest kids <3 
Had that dream again the one were I wasn't the only happy on the one were you were mine and I was yours♥ the one I wish would come true.
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