i dont really hav a eating disorder. i guess, idk. My weight
is normal on BMI nd stuff, but i KNOW im fat. my thighs and arms
and tummy r huge. I throw up what i eat, only wen i can. I try all
the time but i barly succeed. i HATE my body and my face! i cry
everytime wen i look in the mmirror. But what hurts most is when my
mom says im vain, and that worrying about yourr weight, or how
pretty you are is a sin she said eating disorders are sins. i know
im just really selfish but i cant stoop worring about it. i dont
know what to do. And nobody knows i am even sad. Its funny how many
thingts i can hide behind a fake smile