AmaraBrianne(:*

Status: it's my birthday, wheres my big booty hoe..
Joined: February 1, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: November 16
user id: 269886
Gender: F
Hai my name is Amara I am currtenly 15 and a sophomore I was born November 16th 1997. I go to an Alternative high school due to my anxiety, I'm African American. i live with my mom, older sister and little brother and half sister. I love rap it makes me feel so much better<3 i have insomina which is cool sometimes but it kinda suck. I lost my best friend of 4 years Eden Hope Wormer March 6th 2012 to suicide.. I still remember the day I first and last saw her, nobody understand the bon we had, we were like sister where ever she was I was we did everything together. she was like part of my family and basically lived with me, and then one day she is gone forever. i remember the day I found out like the back of my hand, I wish i could forget it but I cant and most likly wont. it was the worse day of my life, I slipped into a major depression. and got diagnosed with bipolar, anger issuse and anxiety and was in intense therapy for 6.5 months. its been almost 2 years and I'm still not over it, but I'm glad to say I'm not depressed anymore and my anxiety isnt as bad. I'm still working on my anger but I think I got it. There isnt a day I dont think about Eden, I have to live with the fact my best friend wont be there for me when I'm getting married, having kids, get my first job and car, go to collage and to do all the things we planed together.. and that kills me. theres some days its so bad i cant get out of bed, some days are better then others. But I know she is with me everyday all day and every step and breath I take. i gotta be strong for the both of us because she couldnt be.. Everything I do is all for my best friend.<3 i love you boobear.. rest in peace 12.31.2012-3.06.2012.</3

Quotes by AmaraBrianne(:*

I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
They'll find you on your bathroom floor when I'm done
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Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful . <3
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What Makes You Beautiful ,
- One Direction . <3
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I hate how people tell me " stop being depressed" or "just be happy" , like really bro ? do you think i like living like this ? Only being 14 and waking up everyday having the thought of killing yourself on your mind 24/7 ? well i don`t , so don`t sit there and tell me "stop being depressed" because if i could then i would but i can`t control it .
alright?
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No matter how hard i try ,
I`m never good enough ...
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Take my hand
I'll teach you to dance
I'll spin you around
Won't let you fall down
Would you let me lead
You can step on my feet
Give it a try
It'll be all right
The rooms hush, hush
And now's our moment
Take it in, feel it all, and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me
We're doing this right
Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight shining, its all about us
its all about us
<3 
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‎'Cuz we lost it all , nothing last's forever , i'm sorry , i can't be perfect . <3
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so tomorrow i`m wearing my hair up no make up and basket ball shorts and a shirt and my coat . because i honestly don`t give a freak anymore what people think of me .
so i`m not wearing make up anymore and i`m not gonna spend an hour on my hair and what to wear .
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If you see a girl eating out of pint of ice cream with a spoon, walk on by, bro . You don`t wanna know . <3
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