Status: Broken..
Joined: November 2, 2011
Last Seen: 2 months
user id: 233499
Location: Australia
Gender: F

Pansexual - Polyamorous - Non-binary

I'm honestly crap at writing these things but, here goes nothing..

I'm a massive gamer, Animal lover and admirer. I utterly adore wolves, foxes and horses, I'm somewhat obsessed with rainbows, I role-play, I'm a writer of sorts, I'm a dancer, I love Vampire Diaries, I love Hardstyle and EDM In general). 

Top favorite bands are; Asking Alexandria, Bring Me The Horizon, All Time low, Simple Plan, 
Sleeping With Sirens and Pierce The Veil. I have A ton of favorite artists and bands, that the list could literally go on forever as not only do I not tend to stick to only one genre of music, I have far to many to name out here. 

Music and animals have been there for me when no one else ever was. So I protect them with everything.

Just like gaming is an outlet, same goes for music. 
I simply cannot live without music or dance, it's like breathing for me. Another form of expressing myself, an outlet, literally my life. I can't even go a day without either one in some way. Music literally helps me cope through everyday and it's pulled me through a lot of hard times in my life. I can safely say, it has saved me many times before.

  ♥  ♥

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.. 100% me.

For the amazing person reading all this right now, don't ever forget, you're beautiful being who you are. Don't ever change yourself for anybody. If they can't or won't accept you for you, then they don't matter. One's  who matter, won't mind.


Quotes by MaxieTofu

I will never be her. But if only for a minute I could be, maybe I would have your attention fully. Maybe you would fight for me. Maybe that's it's, I'm just not her.


no matter what I do, I just can't get over you..


I know I shouldn't, but I do. I still have feelings for you, and I can't even say it out loud or admit it to myself, so I guess here is me.. Admitting it to myself. I still love you and I hate it.

Why am I still making time for you? Still going out of my way to do things specifically for you to notice? Am I subconciously doing things in hopes of spending more time with you? Why am I doing this to myself.

Broken strings cause you play me like a violin. Shame on me for all your seven deadly sins. Had it all but you craved attention. Drowning in your own reflection.


More and more i find out.
Anything you're not fully open about, is something else to worry about.


There is so much room for doubt, but you don't help that out.
You say you love me, but there is so much that you won't say, and in all the ways I doubt, it's still pretty far out; that I still love you just as much as I once did. 


All I'll ever be is a sad broken little toy. 

Get out of my head, my heart is tired. 

And no one will know, just how close I was to ending it right then and there. Knife to my wrist. You don't even know. But would you even care?