Status: Broken..
Joined: November 2, 2011
Last Seen: 1 week
user id: 233499
Location: Australia
Gender: F

Pansexual - Polyamorous - Genderfluid

I'm honestly crap at writing these things but, here goes nothing..

I'm a massive gamer, Animal lover and admirer. I utterly adore wolves, foxes and horses, I'm somewhat obsessed with rainbows, I role-play, I'm a writer of sorts, I'm a dancer, I love Vampire Diaries, I love Hardstyle and EDM In general). 

Top favorite bands are; Asking Alexandria, Bring Me The Horizon, All Time low, Simple Plan, 
Sleeping With Sirens and Pierce The Veil. I have A ton of favorite artists and bands, that the list could literally go on forever as not only do I not tend to stick to only one genre of music, I have far to many to name out here. 

Music and animals have been there for me when no one else ever was. So I protect them with everything.

Just like gaming is an outlet, same goes for music. 
I simply cannot live without music or dance, it's like breathing for me. Another form of expressing myself, an outlet, literally my life. I can't even go a day without either one in some way. Music literally helps me cope through everyday and it's pulled me through a lot of hard times in my life. I can safely say, it has saved me many times before.

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Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.. 100% me.

For the amazing person reading all this right now, don't ever forget, you're beautiful being who you are. Don't ever change yourself for anybody. If they can't or won't accept you for you, then they don't matter. One's  who matter, won't mind.


Quotes by MaxieTofu

 Was it all a lie? how strong I was? was i pretending all this time? because this sure feels like weakness, it's all come flooding back. I am part of you and no matter how much running i can do from that, it remains an unchanging fact. I will never escape you.

 I feel myself falling, like I always do. I can't do this anymore.

 Maybe one day you'll regret all the time you lost with me, when I'm no longer around.

 A little too attached to all those I hold dear.

 I will never mean as much as someone bound to you by blood, even though you do to me.

 I deserve someone who tries, someone who can apologize when they're in the wrong, somene who i scared to lose me.

I still miss you, but when I gave you everything I had, you gave me nothing but a sliver of what could have been.
Something half filled when I tried to fill you with all of me, it was like pouring into a broken glass, I was never going to be enough for you, and you were never even going to give me the basic decency that I am worthy of.

I'm better without you, but it still hurts so much

You're a piece of me that I will never get back, and the tears I still cry for you, sting the most.


 And it always hurts more at night, when I'm left alone with my thoughts rather than spending time with one another, now there is just a hole where you used to be.

 Think I'll take my heart and throw it off a cliff.

 Now you're doing all the things with her that i longed to do with you. I begged and pleaded for your time, and now you've happily moved on.

After all you've done, all you've lied about, how much you've hurt me, how does even this still hurt so much..


I will never be her. But if only for a minute I could be, maybe I would have your attention fully. Maybe you would fight for me. Maybe that's it's, I'm just not her.