Status: Broken..
Joined: November 2, 2011
Last Seen: 2 weeks
user id: 233499
Location: Australia
Gender: F

Pansexual - Polyamorous - Non-binary

I'm honestly crap at writing these things but, here goes nothing..

I'm a massive gamer, Animal lover and admirer. I utterly adore wolves, foxes and horses, I'm somewhat obsessed with rainbows, I role-play, I'm a writer of sorts, I'm a dancer, I love Vampire Diaries, I love Hardstyle and EDM In general). 

Top favorite bands are; Asking Alexandria, Bring Me The Horizon, All Time low, Simple Plan, 
Sleeping With Sirens and Pierce The Veil. I have A ton of favorite artists and bands, that the list could literally go on forever as not only do I not tend to stick to only one genre of music, I have far to many to name out here. 

Music and animals have been there for me when no one else ever was. So I protect them with everything.

Just like gaming is an outlet, same goes for music. 
I simply cannot live without music or dance, it's like breathing for me. Another form of expressing myself, an outlet, literally my life. I can't even go a day without either one in some way. Music literally helps me cope through everyday and it's pulled me through a lot of hard times in my life. I can safely say, it has saved me many times before.

  ♥  ♥

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying.. 100% me.

For the amazing person reading all this right now, don't ever forget, you're beautiful being who you are. Don't ever change yourself for anybody. If they can't or won't accept you for you, then they don't matter. One's  who matter, won't mind.


Quotes by MaxieTofu

You ever read something that makes you feel like your heart just got ripped out of your chest, but have to play it off like you're completely fine and happy? 

Once again, I find myself at the end of a blade.

My eyes stung with tears yet to cry.
My heart sunk, to what felt like the bottom of the ocean.
Why did I feel like this was already the end?
I shouldn't have let the words escape my lips.
This was my fault yet again.


I've not even phsyically felt your touch, and yet you've touched more parts of my soul than almost anyone. I can't describe the things you make me feel, but you truly own every single part of me, should you wish to take it.

I've already jumped in head first, no regrets. I will always be yours, no matter what happens.

Even when you tire of me, I will be there.


Dear emotional breakdowns, I didn't miss you.
Please stop.
I am too exhausted for this.


When I held her, and I kissed her, I meant it. 
I poured myself into her..  A glass with a hole. I meant nothing.

She was sand through my fingers, I held onto the grains for as long as I could until my hands were empty.


I wish you knew how much it kills me to have you be so close and yet so far at the same time.

I wonder.. Do you even care?
Do you think of me when you can't sleep at night?
Do you think of our last conversation and smile?
Are you happy at the thought of seeing me again?
Because I think of you all the time.

And I wonder.. Do you even care?


I lie awake in the night, staring into the void of darkness. My mind rapidly tossing all the possible scenario's of what I could have done to change the outcome of what is, and what is soon to be.