MaxieTofu

Status: Broken..
Joined: November 2, 2011
Last Seen: 1 year
user id: 233499
Location: Australia
Gender: F
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27 
Pansexual 
Vegan 
Gamer 
Dancer 
Car Enthusiast.

Make no mistake, music and animals are the only reason I am still around.

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Quotes by MaxieTofu

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Dear emotional breakdowns, I didn't miss you.
Please stop.
I am too exhausted for this.
 

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7 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
breakdowns
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When I held her, and I kissed her, I meant it. 
I poured myself into her..  A glass with a hole. I meant nothing.

She was sand through my fingers, I held onto the grains for as long as I could until my hands were empty.

 
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7 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
love
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I wish you knew how much it kills me to have you be so close and yet so far at the same time.

I wonder.. Do you even care?
Do you think of me when you can't sleep at night?
Do you think of our last conversation and smile?
Are you happy at the thought of seeing me again?
Because I think of you all the time.

And I wonder.. Do you even care?

 
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6 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
love
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I lie awake in the night, staring into the void of darkness. My mind rapidly tossing all the possible scenario's of what I could have done to change the outcome of what is, and what is soon to be.

 
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7 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
past
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She is everything I have ever wanted, and everything I will never have.

 
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5 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
love
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You tear me down and rip me up.
With each cold gaze from those beautiful yet vicious eyes.
It's not fair..
Those eyes looked so sweet.
So innocent.
So loving.

My how mistaken I was.

They grow colder with each time you look at me.
The warmth within for you still tries to reach, and it continues to fail.
It's a never ending wall.
An ice wall.

With every cold gaze from the beautiful and vicious eyes..

 
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3 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
love
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You.
You give me this rush
and it won't slow down.
I can't explain it..
It's so...

You.
You give me this
feeling.
Like I actually
belong somewhere.
I can't explain it..
It's so...

You.
You do this thing
to my heart.
You make it flutter
and soar. 
I can't explain it.
You make me feel so..

So alive.
So warm. 
So...Confused.
But I like it that way.

I can't explain it.
It's so....

 
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4 0 MaxieTofu MaxieTofu
love
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Is it honestly the worst thing in the god damn world to want you at my side all the time? and to hate the things you go to first rather than me? And to hate the fact you apologize for things you end up doing anyway? is it really unreasonable for me to expect the same for you when you know the lengths i would go to for you, and to be with you. I toss everyone and everything aside for you, to not have the same in return, or so it feels... Cause if it was the case, you would be here right now letting me comfort you and vice versa.
Why do I feel like this, I hate it so much.
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I wish you could see through the fake smiles, the emptiness within my voice and the pain behind my eyes.. Maybe I'm just a better actress than i give myself credit for.
 
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I'm doing it again. Completely shutting down and pushing those I need the most, away. Because it's the only way I know how to cope.
The pain inside is slowly crumbling what was left of me and the mask I had to hide the tears, the lies, the hurt, the scars.. everything, and I can do nothing but watch it do so.
I'm to tired to fight the demons in my head.

I give up.
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tears
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