MayMyEyesBleedForTheSarrowsYouveCausedMe

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Joined: May 19, 2014
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Hia, Im Maddee c:, I play basketball for my school Im really good a lot of the people from other teams compliment me c:. My favorite things to do is, hangout in my room. listen to music, play xbox, (Yes Im a gamer gir) ^.^. I'm really awkward tho in a big group of people or just with people I dont know. v.v I know ;c I like to make new friends tho c;.
I enjoy making music and poems Im really good at it. I have kik skye snapchat facebook and all that c:
c: Message any time c; or snapchat me C: HERE TO HELP OTHERS C:
likes: Basketball, Kevin Hart, Sleeping With Sirens, Asking Alexandria cx, of mice & men, fan girl, warped tour, peach fest, ice cream, summer, swimming.
Dislikes: people xc sorry, coffee, popcorn, books, teachers, school, bullies
 

Quotes by MayMyEyesBleedForTheSarrowsYouveCausedMe

 want someone who can forgive me for every fight. Someone who needs me in his life. Someone who can make me run on that road which never ends, which is build out of trust and patience, which has only love and longing to be the best for the best.I want someone who is daring enough to steal the princess from her own self. Someone who looks beyond the figure and physical appearances and sees my true inner core. Someone who looks me in the eyes and connects with my soul. Someone who allows me to be stupid and childish. Someone who strengthens me daily before I go to work. Someone who is my friend to support and understand me with my ways. Someone with whom I am free to be my own self.

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love

You don't love me, you love the idea of me.
I truly doubt that you love every part of me.
I'm a big ball of drama and madness and you don't deserve that
. And in the end, you will hurt me or I will hurt you.
That's the way it's going to be. And I don't think I'm up for that. You don't love me.
You love the idea of a troubled girl with pretty eyes but that's just the top layer.
You don't want the rest.
I don't think you can deal with the rest, I can barely deal with it myself. I'm sorry.
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breakup
Just because we don't talk doesn't mean I don't think about you. I'm just trying to distance myself because I know I can't have you
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love
Beers were cracked

so were jaws.
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breakup
I say a drink might help me sleep, I say I don’t sleep much at all these days, I say it’s cold, Besides, I’m broken. Hard as earth the love of the past, The worth of the world has frozen Still. Like the sheet of ice collecting on the windshield of my car. Where I caught my reflection frozen in the glass, A perfect broken image of the future I’d envisioned in the past- Corrupted by fate now, fractured, and fading away.
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poem
Tell me what your worst fears are. I bet they look a lot like mine.
Tell me what you think about when you can’t fall asleep at night.
Tell me that you’re struggling. Tell me that you’re scared. No,
Tell me that you’re terrified of life.
Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.
Tell me how you lost. Tell me how he left. Tell me how she left.
Tell me how you lost everything that you had.
Tell me that it ain’t ever coming back.
Tell me about God. Tell me about love.
Tell me that it’s all of the above.
Say you think of everything in fear.
I bet you’re not the only one does.
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lyrics
What did I do
that I had to
choose between two loves?

Why did I choose
knowing I'd lose
affections thereof?

Who had made you
feel all was through
with my choice hereof?

When did you know
that you would go
if I chose Above?

Where would one be
without Life's Tree
and His Holy Dove?
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breakup
Hey! You! Yes You! You should Kik Me c: Im_A_Fgt
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status
I'm not your average girl,
I'm not the one you want.
I'm lost in myself,
I'm lost in the crowd.
Silence is all the noise
Hidden in my shell.
Forever and now
It's not easy to see
I'm not your average girl.
I'm too different.
I'm just me. 
I try to be happy,
Glue on a smile,
But my face is rubber.
Give an inch. Take it a mile.
No need to be sorry,
Don't even let it slip.
It pains me more if you know
I'm not your average girl,
And you can see through my lies. 
I'll just pull myself away;
Wrap myself up;
Leave those not meant to be left.
And curl into my shell of silence.
Punished by me,
Because.
I'm not your average girl.
I'm not the one you want.            
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broken
Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl slits her wrists till she bleeds.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl hates herself.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl has her head in the toilet after dinner.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeyed you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.
Your perfect little girl became a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl keeps alot of secrets.
Your perfect little girl deals with everything on her own
Your perfect little girl had to grow up too fast.
Your perfect little girl is on the edge of breakdown.
Your perfect little girl just isn't so perfect anymore.
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hurt