MayWinner

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Joined: January 7, 2012
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Pursuit of Happiness
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Keeping a smile on my face, no matter the emotions that course through my chest or the thoughts that haunt my mind.
I'm in pursuit of happiness, but it keeps evading me. I can feel my fingertips reach against it, but I feel it's always teasing me; happiness—although not far from where I stand—is never quite in my possesion.
 
And right now, that's what my life is focused on—finally reaching happiness. Along with letting nobody notice that happiness is still beyond my reach. I also struggle to maintain those high grades that are always expected from the "smart one" and keeping in touch with friends that have long since stopped caring about me.

I feel like I'm making it seem as if my life is so difficult, although it's anything but. It always makes me feel selfish when I make a mountain out of such a small mole-hill, but I've accepted the fact that I was selfish long ago.

I'm a thirteen-year-old girl, but don't count me as naive. I don't claim to be in love, as the boy I have some degree of feelings for has yet to acknowledge my existence and I don't believe in love at this age. But I have felt pain, for those of you who doubt that those my age can. Even if there are no scars on my wrist, I believe I've fallen into a depression which I'm just rising out of.

I have a tumblr now. Ask if you want it. Maybe I'll follow you, but there's no use going around asking me to do so, as it will only make me pissed off at you.

All my quotes are my own, unless they are in the lyric category or have some not saying that they aren't. I take great pride in that fact, as sometimes I feel the originality is being drained out of Witty day by day.

I'm done describing myself, but after reading this, do you really know me? The answer to that question is no. And without meeting me outside of Witty, you still probably won't. But reading my quotes and having a conversation with me will get you closer, so go ahead.

And thank you for reading, if you did...I doubted people would.


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Quotes by MayWinner



I made a new account. Comment on this if you want to know it.
&if I don't tell you...well, I'm pretty good at hide-and-seek.










I JUST LOVE IT
Of how so many asked for a Witty-chat, but none are using it.



 

 



And here comes the guilt.

Format: MayWinner
Things I don't like about my body
Nose—too big and has this curve...
Mouth—too big
Hair—just ugly
Skin—Not pale enough or tan enough to be pretty
Hands—They're small and, I think, fat, just like my fingers
Fingernails—They don't grow...
The fact—that I have no muscle anywhere
Arms—fat
As.s—fat
Thighs—fat
Stomach—fat


















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These lists were inspired by a book I read about a girl who suffered from an eating disorder. One of the excersizes she had to complete in treatment were to write things she liked, and things she didn't like about her body. I wanted to attempt it as well, so here it is.



Such pointless thoughts...
I hope this isn't all my mind consists of.

I'm debating getting another Witty account because somebody at my school found it. They promised not to tell or look, but I don't want them to have the information, regardless. I don't trust people too well. But at the same time, I want to keep this account, because it's mine. I've earned the followers, the faves, the comments, the conversations...I've even gotten some quotes with a lot of faves. I don't want to start that over again.