MayWinner

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Joined: January 7, 2012
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Pursuit of Happiness
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Keeping a smile on my face, no matter the emotions that course through my chest or the thoughts that haunt my mind.
I'm in pursuit of happiness, but it keeps evading me. I can feel my fingertips reach against it, but I feel it's always teasing me; happiness—although not far from where I stand—is never quite in my possesion.
 
And right now, that's what my life is focused on—finally reaching happiness. Along with letting nobody notice that happiness is still beyond my reach. I also struggle to maintain those high grades that are always expected from the "smart one" and keeping in touch with friends that have long since stopped caring about me.

I feel like I'm making it seem as if my life is so difficult, although it's anything but. It always makes me feel selfish when I make a mountain out of such a small mole-hill, but I've accepted the fact that I was selfish long ago.

I'm a thirteen-year-old girl, but don't count me as naive. I don't claim to be in love, as the boy I have some degree of feelings for has yet to acknowledge my existence and I don't believe in love at this age. But I have felt pain, for those of you who doubt that those my age can. Even if there are no scars on my wrist, I believe I've fallen into a depression which I'm just rising out of.

I have a tumblr now. Ask if you want it. Maybe I'll follow you, but there's no use going around asking me to do so, as it will only make me pissed off at you.

All my quotes are my own, unless they are in the lyric category or have some not saying that they aren't. I take great pride in that fact, as sometimes I feel the originality is being drained out of Witty day by day.

I'm done describing myself, but after reading this, do you really know me? The answer to that question is no. And without meeting me outside of Witty, you still probably won't. But reading my quotes and having a conversation with me will get you closer, so go ahead.

And thank you for reading, if you did...I doubted people would.


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fragile-hearted* 1 decade ago
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hey I made a websit called shareyourstorytoday.weebly.com I was wondering if you would want to write about what you have went through to put on the website. My website is for people to write about what they went through and for people to know they are not alone thanks
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YourLilPenguin 1 decade ago
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YAY SAME BDAY :D
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craziirose 1 decade ago
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if she has witty, I recommend going through her quotes and saving them to use against her if she tries to act smart.
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craziirose 1 decade ago
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your welcome!
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FullOfRegrets 1 decade ago
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Oh well let me know if you do :)
I like your quotes
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FullOfRegrets 1 decade ago
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Hey :)
I just wanted to let you know that I seen your comment on my old account (Keep_Smilin) and I just wanted to tell you that this is my new Witty seeing as you asked to give you a shout :)
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Pacificmermaid812 1 decade ago
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yeah. its like, tho we may not have thedeise, we all carry the pan
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Pacificmermaid812 1 decade ago
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same. my parents were yelling at me bc my progress rport came home, and i wanted to force tem to read it so they could at least appriciate that im not like tose girls
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craziirose 1 decade ago
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well, does she have a witty profile? and hw did she find your profile?
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indie4life 1 decade ago
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ha thanks :) I just kinda freaked out when I got those notifications and wanted to brag about it :p
x
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indie4life 1 decade ago
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"And thank you for reading, if you did...I doubted people would."
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indie4life 1 decade ago
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i read, and I get how you feel by the way, I have never cut but I still feel depressed.
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alyssa51998 1 decade ago
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happy bithday ;)
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fragile-hearted* 1 decade ago
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no problem if you need anyone I'm here
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j3susfr3ak 1 decade ago
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loll, soo.
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Xx_Fa7aB_xX 1 decade ago
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=)
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j3susfr3ak 1 decade ago
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lolll, the 1st was my favorite. then the 3rd. i didnt like the 2nd, hbuu ?
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j3susfr3ak 1 decade ago
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omfg , me too. i loooveed it. troy was like mine. < 3 i swore i would marry himmm(:
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Xx_Fa7aB_xX 1 decade ago
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heey i finally get it !! hehexd really thanks, More appreciate !! ;)
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Xx_Fa7aB_xX 1 decade ago
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I can't seem to keep up, but thank you !! :*
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