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Things Sure As Hell AInt The Same Since You Left But Ive Kinda Learned How To Fake A Smile Pretty Well, Although I Know Damn Well Its Pretty Fake Most People Around Me Dont. I JUst Wish I Could Have You Back In My LIfe With Me Laughs And Real Smiles ! I Hope Cancer Gets Cancer One Day And Dies ! F**k You Cancer !!! I Love You Grandpa<3

Ride In Paridise
12/14/46- 06/16/11

I Lay In My Bed Its 10:55 P.M Feb 28. 2012, Im Going Threw All The Pictures On My Laptop Of Your Funeral And Burst Into Tears Its Been 8 Months Since You Been Gone And I Cry Almost Everyday. 8 Months Grandpa Ive Cried Almost Everyday For Over 8 Months I Cried When We Found Out You Had Cancer  I Cried Every Time I Went To See You I Cried When They Told Us You Had 4 MOnths To Live And 4 Days After That I Cried When You Left Us, I Cried When We Put You 6 Feet Under A Few Days Before My Birthday And I Lay Here And Cry Today Thinking About You. Why He Took You Why It Had To Be You Who Got Cancer Ill Probably Never Find Out, But Since The Day You Left My Life Has Slowly Been Destroyed. As You Probably See And Hear How I Think About Killing Myself Alot I Want To Do It I Do But I Sit And Think You Wouldnt Be Happy If I Did That. I Get Bullied At School I Have Since 2nd Grade 10 Years No One Knows I Keep It To Myself But One Day Grandpa One Day Someones Gonna Push Me Over The Edge And Ill See You Again<3 But Until Then Keep Your Eye On Me Make Sure I Stay Safe Please<3
I Love You With All My Heart Grandpa And I Miss You
12.14.46-06.16.11</3
 

6 Almost 7 Months Ago God Took You From Our Lives And The Past Months Have Been Hell On Earth For Me But Im Pretty Sure You Know That As You Watch Over Me Right? Or You Hear When I Go Visit You Every Month Right? Either Way You Know How Life For Me Down Here Is... No Dad, Brothers Locked Up , And Now You Grandpa Gone. People Dont See The Pain I Have Because I Hide It So Well With My Fake Smile. I Let It All Out When Everyone's Alseep Or When Im Home Alone. Sometimes I Sit And Wonder Why God Took You... Did He See You Were Doing So Well In Life? How You Enjoyed Every Moment Of Your Life With Your Friends And Loved Ones? Or Was It Because Your Family Didnt Appriciate Such A Wonderful Man When He Was On Earth? I Sat There That Whole Month With You In The Hospital Crying Wishing Hoping You'd Get Better ! You Didnt</3 Sometimes I Wish He Would Of Taken Me Instead Of You, Time I Think About All The Good Times We Had Together And It Makes Me Break Down And I Go Sit And Cry But At One Point Im Not Going To Take All This Anymore And Ima End Up Taking My Own Life... I Cant Handle You Not Being Here Anymore Grandpa
:( I Miss You Grandpa So Freakin Much Ugh It Hurts.
I love you grandpa R.I.P<3
12-14-46- 06-16-11</3
I Hate You Cancer</3
 

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                                          I Still Cry Everyday Because Your Gone. I Know Its Been 3 Months But I Dont Want To face The Fact That Your Gone So Soon Grandpa</3 You Should Have Gone I HATE Cancer For Taking You Away From Me. An I Miss You An Our Times @ The Car Shows You Made Me Fall In Love With Classic Cars I Thank You For That. I Love You Grandpa You Still Mean The World To Me No Matter What An I Will See You Soon. I Wish You Could Be Here To Meet Your Grandchild Im Going To Have In A Few Months He Will Never Get To Have Such A Great Grandfather Like I Did. I Love You Grandpa An Miss You
12.14.46- 06.16.11</3 R.I.P Papa