Mednez

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Joined: August 20, 2011
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 Hey guys xD 

Names not important.
I am a horse rider. Have been for almost 12 years. Loving it. 
 
The quotes I make all mean alot to me. Either made me smile, brought up a memory or made me cry. I don't make them just for those of you to fave.
 
Horse riding and music are both pretty much the story of my life. I love screamo right through to mainstream. My top four bands are: MayDay Parade, ADTR, YMAS&& Parkway Drive ;D. I ride every weekend on my beautiful lease horse, Chief. I event and love it. Singing I do every Monday and well I can't imagine my life without it. Music completes me :) I love making new friends.
 
Look at my youtube, twilightfantasy1019 if you like horses :) I love helping others if you ever want to talk just comment! <3
I have many amazing people who I can say I love and care for. But 2012 has been the year to find out whos really there for me, and who stays when the rest of the world walks out. One of those people is my bestfriend Tegan, she inspires me to live my life, to put the blade away and to smile. She makes my life worth living. 
 
I have an amazing best friend who keeps me going: Tegan,<3333

GeorgiaMarie07 is awesome too! also NOW IF YOU HURT ODDYNJET YOU DIE :D X


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Cause this girl doesn't know how to do stuff and I did it for her I shall now hack and write.
Bronte you know that I am always here. If I can't do anything to help I will at least listen, let you get it all out. You are stronger than you think you know. You are amazing and I am so lucky to have you as my best friend. I'm swearing now, I won't leave you.
How could I?
You are so much a part of my life and you are like the only person who cares and you are just an amazing person and perfect friend.
I Love You.


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Quotes by Mednez

I feel so zoned out all the time, like the world is spinning around me and I can't connect with it.
I feel like everyone is just waiting for me to fall, waiting for me to fail.
My depression is a tonne worse than it was a year ago and it was quite bad then too,
I can't get these graphic images out of my head and the hooning laughter.
It haunts me and makes me want to rip myself open.
Medication is doing nothing and argh just kill me.


I was seriously considering
  killing 
mys elf  today... 

I don't even know why I wanted to :// I just kinda did.. 

 



Silly me

 I actually thought you were different. But I don't know what hurts more, you letting your friends abuse me over text or realizing you lied when you said you loved me..

 




I feel so stupid for wanting to be with you. 

i don't want you to see me cry :(
what asupposed to do
 when the best part of me was always you? 

credit to jimmy365


To tell you the truth. 
If I say I'm fine----------> I'm not. 
If I 
say Mmm------------> I'm dying inside. 
If I say I love you--------> I mean it. 
                   ♥
 

The hardest thing is to kill the monster on the inside
without killing yourself in the process

 
They said it wouldn't last and it hasn't. 
Everyone walks out on me in the end. 
I should have known. 
I'm just going to blame myself because it's just easier. 
I'm a monster anyway. My thoughts suffocate me. I'm sorry I'll stop.
Remember when I said everything was going great? yeah erase that. Worst.Day. EVER. YESTERDAY. I won't sh I promised not to. I wont. I'll wait til I see counsellor on Tues. I don't feel like myself. I feel unknown. But I'll be FINE.JUST FINE. No not really. I swear I can't even be happy for more than a few weeks, someone up ^^ there hates me.. :( Just when I thought yay I finally found someone who loves me. Bs. FML.
A man walks into an emergency room with two black eyes and a broken nose. The doctor asks what happened.
"well", says the man, " I was having a nice round of golf with my wife. She sliced her ball into a pasture of cows, We went to look for it , and while I  was looking around, I noticed one of the cows had something protruding out of its rear end. Sure enough there was my wifes golf ball".

"and?" asked the doctor.

"Well" says the man, "thats when I lifted the cows tail, and pointed to my wife and yelled " Hey honey this one here looks like yours!".




 
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