MiSsCoNFuSeD

inside of me there is so much pain,
i can feel the sharp knife against my vein.
every day is exactly the same
its to late to help me..i dont want to complain.
its no ones fault, theres no one to name,
don't feel guilty..don't try to take blame.
its only my fault, life just didn't satisfy me
sure i had some fun..but it only lasted temporarely.
i tried to smile..but the frown came naturally.
inside i feel no emotion except confusion,
everything i do feels like an illusion..
i dont know whats real,
i dont know how i feel.
im sorry if my death affects you
but you dont understand, you don't feel the way i do
if only you knew..you'd want to die too
sometimes i think they all know im depressed
but they don't bother to ask, theyre already stressed
im only ONE person, you're not loosing much
but remember me with a smile on my face,
and please don't let anyone take my place..