Justin
Bieber,
This has been the year of the Bieber, You
have now reached 15,000,000 followers on twitter. I hope next
year i can get noticed by you. I have a story behind me. A sad
one. One nobody really cares about. 2 years ago in 2009 when you
first started your My World 2.0 tour,i really wanted to see you
at the Staples Center. My mom told me she would get tickets to
one of your shows. I honestly didn't care if i was at the way
top,aslong as i was a room with the person who taught me to never
give up. Living in a small house with a family of four is hard. I
live in a small city. My brother is fully blind,my grandma
has diabetes,my mom has bad anxiety attacks when she
stresses out which is every day. It's hard being in a two bedroom
house with four people. My dad left when i was 2 years old. I
don't talk to him very often,its been a year since i've seen
him,he got remarried and had 3 other kids. When i was 2 my dad
left my mom and i for another woman, when i was 2, he told my mom
he had a son with that woman. My mom got really sick when he left
us. I cried myself to sleep every night until my 3rd birthday. I
was scared to start Pre-school. I was scared that someone would
ask "where's your dad." My mom struggles with money,my brother
and i have nice clothes, we have food on the table. Sometimes we
are to short on money and have hardly and food. We have things
like gas,water,light,and cable. The year i wanted to see you at
the Staples center my grandma had a heart attack,She almost died.
That was the year i fell apart. My mom worked late,i helped
cook,clean,wash clothes. I had to take care of my grandma, i
hated seeing her sick. My brother was a help, he wasn't there
most of the time,he was taking extra credit classes. Later that
year in October my mom told me we didn't have enought money to go
to your concert. I was broken. Your music helped me get through
the pain when my grandma was sick. My mom told me that she wanted
me to close to the person that inspired me.That she tried to get
the best tickets,she tried looking for tickets,but they were too
expensive. I ran to my room the night she told me. I cried myself
to sleep. I was broken. I was upset for weeks. My dream has been
to meet you since 2009. I've tried hard. Under the Mistletoe was
the first album i've ever owned. Sad,right? I'm crying writing
this. I know you won't read this because your noticing
6826793262636297642307624739 other people right now. Now its
2011,I still haven't met you,seen you in concert,nothing. When i
heard that the My World Tour was over,I got sad. I've never been
to a concert,and i wish that i could of seen you in concert.
Never Say Never came out the week of my birthday. My mom took me
to go watch it. I cried. It inspired me so much. I will never
give up on my dream of meeting you. Those three words inspire
me,so much. People are right,behind every smile,there's a
story,and behind that smile,isn't really a
smile.
Thats my
story.
-@MIISGABBYBIEBER (Gabriela Rose
Rachel Banuelos Castro)
<3 11/30/11