I'm still
alive, but I'm barely
breathin'.
I miss you. All our laughs. All the good times we had. All the
kisses, & all the hugs. When you were the only one who could
make me smile. When we were so happy. All the " I love you
" texts. All the locked, sweet messages. Me scratching your
back. Getting so close to each other's mom's.
'Honeybunches.' When our signatures were
'Jrvlovesyou<3' & 'HGW<3YOU' When I
used to make fun of you all the time. You loved my laugh. You
told me I was the only one for you, & you meant it. All the
late night phone calls. All the crazy things we did to have fun,
even if we knew they were wrong. Arguing about who eats more.
'Yes ma'am.' Playin' with your hair. Always
lookin' at your fingers. You'd say "they still look
the same as they did 2 minutes ago." You pickin' out my
outfits. Wearin' your sweats/sweatshirt. You loved* the
Taylor Swift perfume. Layin' on my tummy. "Wanna fight
me?" Ramen noodles & hot sauce. Meeting all of each
other's family; you were so nervous. You love Philip. Maggie
always loved it when you came around. You always gave mama hugs.
When I got back from the beach, I attacked you because I
missed you so much. I just miss you.