MillenniumLint

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Joined: November 14, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: November 17
user id: 338643




 

Just another band wh0re
Hi stranger.
I write stories.
If you like hardcore bands thren be my friend.
My name is Meagan.
I like hot chocolate and painting.
I have a cat.
Cats Cats Cats.
I HAVE GAUGES
I like body mods.
LOVE ME.
;~;

Adios whores.


Quotes by MillenniumLint


I know that not many people will read this.
I don't care.

It sucks that my life has come to this.
All of this is bullsh_t weighs me down conatantly.
I mean, I barely know what's real or what's in my head lately.
How could I be crazy at such a young age?
Everyone always told me I had so much potential,
and all I feel like is a failure.
All I can say is life is certainly something nobody can prepare for.


 


Tangled In The Great Escape
Chapter 2


I was awoken by loud fists hitting my door repeatedly. "Wake up, it's time to eat." I struggled to open my eyes but managed to as the smell of undercooked bacon filled my nose. I got up and put on my light blue sweat suit. They don't let anyone where regular clothes except on Sunday's when level 2s go to any church within a 2 block radius. I was never much of a fan of the Big Guy Upstairs, but its mandatory if you want to get out of this Hell hole. My guard walked me to the mess hall and I scanned the room for someone to sit with. I decided it was better to sit alone than with all the girls that looked like the classic Reno strippers. I walked up, grabbed a tray and took a helping of brownish colored eggs and undercooked bacon. I grabbed a seat at the far end of the table as I noticed a friendly smile towards my way. I wasn't sure if he was truely being nice towards me, or trying to check me out. Either way, it was nice to see someone smile for once. I went to clear my tray and, I highly doubt it was coincedental, he got up too. "New here, huh?" He gave a slight laugh. I peered at the ground. "Yeah. Easy to tell?"
"Oh, it's easy once you've been here a while. My name is Ronnie." I smiled at him, "mine's Kaeleigh. Kae for short.."

 

A/N: so..I know this probably sucks but I really think many of you could like it. Thanks to everyone who reads /(^-^)/


Tangled In The Great Escape
Chapter 1


"Kaeleigh!" I can still hear my mother's shrill voice echoing through the bathroom as I sank deeper into a peaceful slumber. Everything about that day was foggy, although I remember one specific EMT that carried what looked like remorse in his sweet brown eyes. Maybe it was disgust written across his face that a girl such as me, someone who had her life planned out decided to kill herself; or maybe he thought I was a coward. The last thing I saw as I slipped into unconsciousness was my little brother holding my hand, telling me I'd be okay as a tear rolled down his innocent cheek. I realized what I'd done had not yet registered in his mind, but in years to come he would know. But now I'm here, in Shady Oaks. One of the finest recovery centers in Navada. I've been in isolation for two weeks, and tomorrow I'm granted level 1; meaning I can eat with others, and go to group therapy sessions with Dr. Laden. It's been hard not to cut for these two weeks, but every day in isolation they constantly check on you every hour. It's 9 pm now, and the bulky guards are right on time with my evening medication. As the lights go out at 9:30, I hear muffled crying by 10. My eyes slowly pluck up at the window, as I wonder how long I will be here before I implode.
 
A/N: hi guys. so I'm writing a story about recovery from suicide in the point of view from 3 teenagers. If you or anyone you know is going through anything like this, don't hesitate to get them help. I hope you all like it.


Most people say resisting chocolate cake, or
french fries is the hardest part of their day.
Mine is not taking a knife, splitting my skin,
and letting it bleed.
But I'm still here.


This year brought new experiences;
meeting new people, making new friends.
Hearing lies, seeing promises broken.
Loosing the people closest to me, but
gaining some I'd never think of.
New boyfriends. New girlfriends.
I fell in love, and got my heart broken.
I tried drinking. I started smoking.
I died my hair, I got gauges.
I told that guy I liked him.
I wore my hair natural to school.
I got bad grades, and got good grades.
I learned the correct way to type, and
still refuse to do it.
I got a kitten even though I'm allergic.
I had a falling out with my father,
and became closer to my mom.
I tried starving myself, and ate so much
I had a huge food baby after.
I tried to kill myself, I was self harming,
and I'm still here.
I made mistakes, and I learned.
New Years is something you get so used to,
but don't forget what you learned from 
the year b e f o r e.






SORRY FOBEING
SUCH A HUGE TERRIBLE
DISPPOINMENT TO YOU.


 






THINGS CHANGE. 
OUR LIVES TWIST & TURN
they sculpt things
AND D SOMETIMES, 
CHANGE IS GOOD





 




 
I hope that I make you proud. This is not what it

is, only baby scars. I need your love

 
like a boy 
needhimother 's side.








SOMETIMES IT LASTS 

IN LOVE, & SOMETIMES


it turns you into
A F-CKING DOUCHE INSTEAD





 
I must admit;
this is a whole lot harder than
 thought it'd be