Just another band wh0re
Hi stranger.
I write stories.
If you like hardcore bands thren be my friend.
My name is Meagan.
I like hot chocolate and painting.
I have a cat.
Cats Cats Cats.
I HAVE GAUGES
I like body mods.
LOVE ME.
;~;
Dare,
right now I am high as .
I want to drink.
sigh.
well I'm okay. I think I'm crazy though.
I miss you a lot.
School sucks.
do you have a facebook?
Love you & tell jason I say hi, & to be strong.
My dearest daryl;
Life is too complicated for one girl.
And I keep so much inside.
I wish I could say that I'm doing good.
But that'd be a lie.
~~~
School starts on Tuesday & I have a book report due the first day--
I haven't read the book..
Damn I'm so stressed out
But please tell me how you're doing.
I love you.
Meg
So I have a lot going on. And o ended up cutting.
I'm really sorry.. I love you dare.
Please don't give up on me.
because everybody does.
I love you very much.
Hi babes
guess what
Ive been eating somewhat.
For you c:
Otherwise I wouldn't
But its been so hard too
And its been so fuucking hard to resist the blade
It sucks.
Anyways.
I love you
So I'm leaving Saturday
and yeah I have a new bikini
and how do you know I'm not fat?
158 lbs & only 5'2 Ew gross
But I'm going on vacation c:
I love you
so
Fuckking
much
Okthanks & I try to.
today I had a can and a half of Arizona iced tea & a freeze pop & a tiny serbet cup
Damn dare.. I'm getting sucked in, and I don't even care.
and nobody notices cause I use my throat as an aliby.
I know its not good, but its in my head.
I just want to look good
but..idk
I just want to be thin.
ill be fine
And I hope you're doing okay baby.
I love you dare. & thank you
Seriously
you make me happy c:
So I'm really tired
But my throat is starting to feel better
Yay el oh el
Well I got 2 new books today and that made me really happy
But like.
idek I haven't been eating
I'm not even hungry anymore
but I'm scared that I'm getting sucked into ana
but I know ill be okay
Why cant I know dammit
well I love you bunches doll face c:
xoxoxo
Meg
Asdfghjkl
You're so freaking cute ok
and why cant I know?
DO YOU WORK FOR THE CIA OMG
Just kidding c;
But seriously I love you
And. I'm really on the edge right now.
I'm going to laugh when I get to the point I never leave my room and refuse to be around people.
Cause that's where I'm headed.
well I'm gonna try and calm down.
I love you dare.
I'm here for you, too. Forever.
Love you.
meg
Herro c:
so I climbed out my window to hangout with Todd el oh el
The bruise on my arm is really big and wicked yellow and ugh
its too noticeable
anyways
I feel like there's a lot you don't tell me
idk
maybe its just me being paranoid
But lately everyone I thought I knew is just..
Everyones being two faced and I seriously fuucking hate it.
There's a lot ive been keeping inside. And it hurts.
part of me.wants the blade
but I know.I cant.
I hope that one day I wont have to worry.
I love you dare.
and thank.you for always being there for me
It means a lot to know I still have you
xoxox
Meg
Dear dj<33
I love you hahah.
Your letters make me smile a lot.
I'm glad you make good money.
well I climbed out my window the other night and now I have a huge bruise on my arm and road rash type on my knee and stomach.
Did I mention my room is on the second.floor?
Hahaha.
Well I hope you're good to yourself also.
you deserve it.
No matter what you think.
Well I'm gonna try and take a nap.
I love you dare ;*
Xoxox
Meg
Hi love.
I wish you were here as well.
Only 4 people actually cared.
Boy am I special.
Anyways.
Why did you leave?
Any particular reason?
Well I hope you're okay dare.
I love you so very much sweetie.
I send you my best wishes.
xoxo
Meg <33
Hi darling
I had my surgery today
they gave me liquid vicodin >>
let me tell you it freaking works.
My throat hurts really bad right now :c
but anyways, wtf happened with you and Cass?
Cause you never told me butt face.
And actually I think I want to be with him.
he said he'd wait for me, and I know he means it.
but anyways.
I love you so much dare. Be strong for me.
I know things are hard babes but it'll be okay.
Xoxox
Meagan;*
Hi dare c:
I miss you bunches.
I hope you're okay. Anything new?
I WANT DETAILS HO
Well I'm getting my surgery tomorrow.
and my life sucks.
Ive lost my ipod, lost my phone at six flags and my ear is infected
Oh and my best friend is in love with me but hes 20.
Wtf man, wtf.
So far I haven't cut but I burned once/: sigh.
Life sucks sometimes. Yanno?
but ive gotten through it.
I hope you're doing well.
Like I said I want details.
I love you dare<333
xoxox
Meg;*
well so far ive managed not to cut but I did burn/: sigh
I love you. Like seriously I miss you so freaking much.
Well I haven't cut in a really long time!
And Tuesday I'm getting my tonsils taken out. I'm kinds scared.
but I'm glad you're really good. I love you dare
xoxo
Meg<3
Long time no talk.
I miss you bunches.
Ive been alright.
what about you? Any news?
I love you.
right now I am high as .
I want to drink.
sigh.
well I'm okay. I think I'm crazy though.
I miss you a lot.
School sucks.
do you have a facebook?
Love you & tell jason I say hi, & to be strong.
ok bye
Life is too complicated for one girl.
And I keep so much inside.
I wish I could say that I'm doing good.
But that'd be a lie.
~~~
School starts on Tuesday & I have a book report due the first day--
I haven't read the book..
Damn I'm so stressed out
But please tell me how you're doing.
I love you.
Meg
I miss you dearly.
I hope you & Jason are doing good.
How does he know about me?
I'm not very good anymore
But I'm sadly still alive
Love you.
I was on vacation.
but I'm scared.
I'm not okay but. Idek.
So I have a lot going on. And o ended up cutting.
I'm really sorry.. I love you dare.
Please don't give up on me.
because everybody does.
I love you very much.
literally
I feel like I'm gonna end up killing myself
K love you dare
Please be good to yourself dare
guess what
Ive been eating somewhat.
For you c:
Otherwise I wouldn't
But its been so hard too
And its been so fuucking hard to resist the blade
It sucks.
Anyways.
I love you
So I'm leaving Saturday
and yeah I have a new bikini
and how do you know I'm not fat?
158 lbs & only 5'2 Ew gross
But I'm going on vacation c:
so
Fuckking
much
Okthanks & I try to.
today I had a can and a half of Arizona iced tea & a freeze pop & a tiny serbet cup
Damn dare.. I'm getting sucked in, and I don't even care.
and nobody notices cause I use my throat as an aliby.
I know its not good, but its in my head.
I just want to look good
but..idk
I just want to be thin.
ill be fine
And I hope you're doing okay baby.
I love you dare. & thank you
you make me happy c:
So I'm really tired
But my throat is starting to feel better
Yay el oh el
Well I got 2 new books today and that made me really happy
But like.
idek I haven't been eating
I'm not even hungry anymore
but I'm scared that I'm getting sucked into ana
but I know ill be okay
Why cant I know dammit
well I love you bunches doll face c:
xoxoxo
Meg
You're so freaking cute ok
and why cant I know?
DO YOU WORK FOR THE CIA OMG
Just kidding c;
But seriously I love you
And. I'm really on the edge right now.
I'm going to laugh when I get to the point I never leave my room and refuse to be around people.
Cause that's where I'm headed.
well I'm gonna try and calm down.
I love you dare.
I'm here for you, too. Forever.
Love you.
meg
so I climbed out my window to hangout with Todd el oh el
The bruise on my arm is really big and wicked yellow and ugh
its too noticeable
anyways
I feel like there's a lot you don't tell me
idk
maybe its just me being paranoid
But lately everyone I thought I knew is just..
Everyones being two faced and I seriously fuucking hate it.
There's a lot ive been keeping inside. And it hurts.
part of me.wants the blade
but I know.I cant.
I hope that one day I wont have to worry.
I love you dare.
and thank.you for always being there for me
It means a lot to know I still have you
xoxox
Meg
I love you hahah.
Your letters make me smile a lot.
I'm glad you make good money.
well I climbed out my window the other night and now I have a huge bruise on my arm and road rash type on my knee and stomach.
Did I mention my room is on the second.floor?
Hahaha.
Well I hope you're good to yourself also.
you deserve it.
No matter what you think.
Well I'm gonna try and take a nap.
I love you dare ;*
Xoxox
Meg
I wish you were here as well.
Only 4 people actually cared.
Boy am I special.
Anyways.
Why did you leave?
Any particular reason?
Well I hope you're okay dare.
I love you so very much sweetie.
I send you my best wishes.
xoxo
Meg <33
I had my surgery today
they gave me liquid vicodin >>
let me tell you it freaking works.
My throat hurts really bad right now :c
but anyways, wtf happened with you and Cass?
Cause you never told me butt face.
And actually I think I want to be with him.
he said he'd wait for me, and I know he means it.
but anyways.
I love you so much dare. Be strong for me.
I know things are hard babes but it'll be okay.
Xoxox
Meagan;*
I miss you bunches.
I hope you're okay. Anything new?
I WANT DETAILS HO
Well I'm getting my surgery tomorrow.
and my life sucks.
Ive lost my ipod, lost my phone at six flags and my ear is infected
Oh and my best friend is in love with me but hes 20.
Wtf man, wtf.
So far I haven't cut but I burned once/: sigh.
Life sucks sometimes. Yanno?
but ive gotten through it.
I hope you're doing well.
Like I said I want details.
I love you dare<333
xoxox
Meg;*
well so far ive managed not to cut but I did burn/: sigh
Well I haven't cut in a really long time!
And Tuesday I'm getting my tonsils taken out. I'm kinds scared.
but I'm glad you're really good. I love you dare
xoxo
Meg<3