MinnesotaNorthstarz33

Sometimes I just wish that something was really wrong with me. Something bad. That way I would have a reason for feeling as terrible as I do all of the time.

"High school is the best time of your life! You're going to miss it when it's done."

Will somebody please tell me what I'm going to miss.

Is it the loads of homework and projects teachers pile on us?
Or maybe the part time jobs we have to hold in order to prepare for the future?
The teachers who don't understand that we actually have real problems in our lives and aren't just being lazy?
The bullies around every corner making us feel worthless with every breath?
Is it being ignored by peers everyday and feeling like we don't exist?
Not being able to afford to go to games and dances that others take for granted?

What are we going to miss?

Someone please tell me this isn't as good as it gets...

I was bored one day and decided to count how many days I have been alive.
Then came my sadness.
A deep sadness that wanted to envelop me and take me down with it.
But I looked up and noticed how many days I have survived on this great earth.
Just a simple number, but it got me through.
Today is day 6000 for me.
I have never been more proud of myself.
I have lived 6000 days, and I can always make it to one more.
I remind myself of this everyday.
6000 days
Great job, me. I knew I could do it.
Tomorrow's 6001. But for everyone else it's just another day.

http://shine.yahoo.com/healthy-living/losing-180-pounds-really-does-body-8212-160-163900419.html

This ^

I was on tumblr and there was something that said, "reblog if you're ugly"
12,865,051 people reblogged it.
Almost 13 f*cking million people.
I'm crying. This needs to change.

Could you imagine having your period on your wedding day?
I mean, it's got to have happened to tons of women before...
That would suck.
A lot.
For many reasons.

Soo....
It's prom season again.
Does anyone have a really cute story of a way someone got asked to prom, or like a marriage proposal or something?
I'm just curious.
I like cute stories.
Please share one with me.
I'm desperate.
And lonely...
But mainly just desperate.

Watch this. It could save a life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY

One of my absolute biggest fears is being forever alone.
I'm 16 and have had one boyfriend.
It didn't last very long either.
My 18 year old sister hasn't had any.
My 21 year old brother doesn't even have female friends and has never had his first kiss.
I'm afraid.
For all of us.

Dear kids in my class,
     I know that I'm that kid that everyone thinks is weird and I don't talk much, but that doesn't mean that I can't hear you snicker when the teacher pairs me up with one of your friends. I have ears and feelings. I hear all the "good luck with that one, bro" and "Haha, sucks for you" comments.
Sincerely,
     I hate myself enough as it is, I don't need your input, too.