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My Love - 18
Justin's P.O.V

I got up quietly without waking Rachel and walked downstairs. “Mom, you know how this is our last day in the house, before we move tomorrow?” I asked, and she nodded. “Well, could you and Marci go out tonight for a little while so me and Rachel can spend the night together?” I pleaded, as she smiled. “Your romantic, its so cute” I blushed, as she nodded. Yes Justin we can go out” She said, and I thanked her like a million times. We were moving into the Big house we bought in L.A tomorrow. I was pretty excited to be living with Rachel and her mom. We were gonna be a happy family. When my mom and Marci left I started to make dinner. I made spaghetti and NO basil what so ever. I lit candles on the table to make a candle light dinner. I got the music ready so we could slow dance because I know Rachel loves doing that. Then we were going to watch a few movies. I dimmed the lights and it looked pretty good actually. “Justin” Rachel called, and I walked up the stairs. “Im right here” I poked my head through the door, and she smiled. “Ready for dinner?” I asked, and she nodded. “Im in a t-shirt and sweat pants though” She said, walking over to her closet. I pulled her close to me and smiled. “You look beautiful” I whispered, pressing my forehead agaisnt hers. “Let's go” I grabbed her hand and walked her downstairs. “Close your eyes” I whispered in her ear, as we walked down the stairs. “Im gonna fall” “I'll always be here to catch you when you fall” I whispered back as she blushed which was what I meant to do. I uncovered her eyes and she gasped. “Oh my gosh” She breathed looking on the patio at the tiny lights above the patio set and the candle lights. She turned to me and smiled. “Justin this is so beautiful” She whispered, her lips brushing against mine. I kissed her softly, as she smiled against them. “Come sit” I said, pulling out her chair for her. She tensed up a little as she looked at the spaghetti. “Rachel theres no basil, don't worry” I reasurred her as she took a small bite. “Justin, can I talk to you?” “Of course” I reached over and held her hand across the table. “What would happen if I didn't give you chance?” She asked and I smiled slightly. “I wouldn't of given up on you. I would've tried everything to get you” I answered as she blushed slightly. “Why did you want me so bad?” “Why don't we talk about this tomorrow morning, so we can have our romantic night” I suggested, knowing she would hate my answer. “Alright” She agreed as we continued to eat. I started the slow music and she gasped standing to her feet quickly. “Oh my gosh! Come dance with me!” She squealed, pulling me out of my chair. “Alright, Alright” I said, wrapping my hands around her waist pulling her close to me. Her arms wrapped around my neck as she pressed her forehead against mine. “I am so lucky to have you” I whispered, as she giggled. “Im lucky to have you too” She rested her head on my shoulder as we continued to sway back and forth. I kissed the top of her head and she giggled again. She was so perfect she made me insecure sometimes. She pulled away slightly and looked in my eyes. “Why don't we go inside, where it's warm” She suggested as I smirked. She pulled me inside and I bit my lip. She kissed me softly at first but then it got a little intense. We started making out, all hot and heavy and I picked her up. Her legs wrapped around my waist, as I started walking up the stairs. “I love you” She whispered, as I smiled in between kisses as I walked into my bedroom, shutting the door with me foot. She stood on her feet, and smirked. “Im gonna go change” She whispered, as I nodded kissing her quickly. I plopped down on the bed, and smiled to myself. Tonight was really romantic. It went perfectly but I was thinking about what Rachel had asked me, why did I want her so bad. I shook my head, as Rachel opened the bathroom door. She stepped out in purple lingerie and I sat up blinking a few times. She looked absaloutly beautiful. Her hair was still curly from before, and her make up was perfect. I bit my lip as she walked over to me. “I thought you'd like it” she laughed laying down next to me on the bed. “So, does this mean what I think?” I asked, as she smirked. “Justin I love you and im ready for this” She explained as I placed my hand on her waist. “If you feel uncomfortable just tell me, I don't want you doing anything your not ready for” I explained as she nodded. I kissed her softly, and leaned back against the pillow, pulling her ontop of me. My fingers were running through her hair, as hers were running through my hair. I rolled over to I was on top of her, and held myself up with my hand. I kissed her neck softly, down to her shoulder, and then to her chest. “I love you so much” I whispered, kissing her neck again. “I love you too” She whispered, pulling my lips to hers. She pulled my shirt above my head, and I tossed it to the floor as her hands ran over my abs. Her touch sent chills through me. I loved this girl so much. Soon enough all our clothes were on the floor and im sure you know what happened next.

My Love - 18
Justin's P.O.V


I walked out with Ryan and he shut the door a little bit, leaving it open a crack. “So how is she?” he asked and I shrugged. “She seems alright now.” I replied, as he bit his lip. “you guys were getting pretty intense” he laughed, as I felt my cheeks turn red. “We've been getting pretty intense lately” I admited, and Ryan nodded. “Well me and Katie uh kind of-” I cut him off. “you didn't?” he nodded, and I smirked. “Ryan, did you at least use protection?” I asked, and he nodded. “It just kinda happened. But I dont regret it, I love her so much Justin. I wanna marry her someday soon” He explained and I smiled thinking about how I felt about Rachel. “I get it Ry” I said, as he nodded. “Justin” Rachel whined as Ryan smiled. “You love her a lot don't you?” He asked, and I nodded. “I really do, she's the only person i've ever loved before.” I explained, as ryan looked through the door at Rachel and back at me. “Good choice,buddy. Shes amazing. Perfect for you” He whispered, as I smiled. “Justin” Rachel said again, and I laughed. “I'd better see whats up with her” “I'll talk to you later” Ryan said, leaving throught the front doors. “What's wrong, baby-girl?” I asked, as she stood to her feet. “Rachel lay back down” I pleaded, pushing her back down very gently. “But I wanna go home” “I know baby, I know” I whispered, as she sighed. “Don't worry, you'll be home before you know it” I added and she frowned. “I miss cuddling with you in bed watching a movie” She explained and I smiled. I layed down next to her and kissed her forehead. “I can cuddle now” I whispered, as she rolled on her side facing away from me. “It's not the same. Were in a hospital.” She mumbled, and I wrapped my arm around her, and kissed the back of her neck. “I love you” I whispered, as I kissed her cheek. “Im sleeping” She mumbled, and I sighed. “Rachel we'll be home tomorrow.” I said, and she yawned. “Alright, get some sleep” I sighed, kissing her cheek before she fell asleep. I wanted Rachel home now, but I just didn't want her hurting herself again. Maybe I just need to put my trust into Rachel, she needs that right now. “Excuse me Doctor, would it be okay if I brought Rachel home with me now?” I asked, and he sighed. “Yes, but make sure you keep a close eye on her for the next few weeks.” He explained and I nodded. “Don't worry I will” I assured him as I went to get Rachel. I picked her up gently without waking her. I wanted to surprise her. I placed her in my car and texted my mom telling her I was coming home. She was pretty excited. Rachel hasn't been home for almost 3 days. We started driving and about and hour later we were home. Once I got to my house I carried her gently, into my room and placed her in bed. I pulled the blankets over her, and smiled. “Sleep tight baby” I kissed her forehead lightly, and then shut the door softly. “Justin, come down here for a second” Marci shouted, (Rachels mom) as I walked down the stairs. “Whats up” I asked as she smiled at me. “I wanna thank you.” “For what?” I asked, confused as she laughed a little, Her laugh sounded so much like Rachels. “For being with Rachel. For loving her through everything, and being there for her when she needs you. It really means a lot to me and her. Your part of our family, and I love you like my own son. So thank you” She explained and I hugged her tight. “Thanks for Rachel” I whispered, and she pulled away. “Now go see Rachel, I bet shes surprised to be here” She whispered, as I nodded and walked up the stairs. I opened the door a little and saw her turn over on her stomach. I smirked and walked in quietly. I layed down and propped myself up on my elbow. I kissed the middle of her back. “Wake up” I whispered and she cuddled into the sheets somemore, still asleep. I kissed her back again, and her eyes fluttered a little. “mm, Justin?” She mumbled, and I wrapped my arms around her. “Right here, honey” I whispered as she sat up and looked around. “Where am I?” she asked, and I laughed. “You've been in here many times before” I joked as she smiled at me. “You brought me home!” She squealed as I nodded. “It's better for you. I understand now” I explained, as she kissed me softly. “I love you” “I love you too” I layed her back down and cuddled into her. “Now we can cuddle” I nuzzled my face in her neck, as she rubbed my back. “Remember we have to have a romantic night tonight” I whispered, as she giggled. “And im guessing it's a surprise right?” “For you, my dear” I kissed her neck and she moaned. She kissed my lips, and I smiled. “Why don't we save kissing for later tonight” I suggested as she laughed a little. “Well im tired” She mumbled as I pulled her close to me. “Sleep, baby-girl, im right here” I whispered, as she cuddled into me.

My Love - 17
Rachel's P.O.V

When I woke up, I was in a white room. I remembered being brought here last night. Memories from last night flooded in my mind. I looked over and saw a teddy bear. I reached over and grabbed it. There was a card. I opened it and began reading.

Dear Rachel,
Last night was the most horrible experience i've ever had to be a part of. It the worst thing im ever going to have to wittness. Baby, I hate myself for not realizing you were feeling like this. I wanted so bad to blame all this on someone other then me. But right now im the only one I can think of to put the blame on. Baby-doll, I've never asked anything of you, so I really want you to give me this one thing. I want you to tell me whatever your feeling everyday for the rest of our lives because truly I can't survive another night like this. I mean I just can't believe you were willing to leave me alone in this world. It just makes me think you don't love me as much as I thought. Rachel I never want you hurt but I don't wanna be hurt either, baby. Please don't ever even think of trying something like this again. Please

Much love, like always
Justin

I wiped my eyes, and closed the card. Justin thought I didn't love him. I looked through the glass window and saw Justin standing there crying. “Your awake” He said quietly, walking in the room. “Yea, I read your card” I said, and he looked down at her feet. “Justin I love you” “Do you?” He asked, sitting in the chair next to me. “Justin im sorry for what I did. I just-I just didn't know what to do.” “Talk to me” He inturupted me, and I sighed. “Your the only person I feel okay with. The only one I can be my true self around even if im a little goofy or silly sometimes. You know everything there is to know about me and you still love me. Justin I love you with everything I have, and I can't lose you.” I explained and he took my hand in his. “I love you, too” he kissed my hand. “After last night the only thing I get is a kiss on the hand” I joked as Justin smirked. He leaned in slowly, and soon I felt his warm lips against mine. I leaned back against the bed, and pulled Justin on top of me. He held himself up with his hand, as we kept kissing. I lifted up his shirt a little, as he pulled away. “Not that I don't wanna do this, but it's not very romantic here” He whispered, catching his breath a little. “your right” I breathed, as he kissed me softly. “So how are you feeling?” “Tired” I admited, as Justin layed next to me. “Try and get some rest” He whispered, as I shrugged. “Whats wrong” “I just feel so bad, for what I put you through” I explained, as Justin kissed my forehead. “I forgive you, but im not letting you out of my sight for a long long time” He kissed my nose, and I wrapped my arms around his stomach. “Good, I dont want you too” I mumbled into his chest, as he rubbed my back. “One more day here, and you'll be home with me again” “Maybe we could do something romantic” I suggested, as he smirked. “I've got something in mind” He winked, kissing me softly. It grew into a little more, and we started making out a little. His fingers were tangled in my hair, as mine ran through his hair. “I love you” he mumbled, inbetween kisses. “Wow” Someone laughed, as me and Justin pulled away quickly. It was Ryan. “Hey gorgeous, how you feeling?” he hugged me and I shrugged. “Im alright. Im so sorry” I replied, as he shook his head. “Don't worry about it” He answered, as Justin sat up in the bed. “Justin can I talk to you?” Ryan asked and Justin nodded. “If you need me, just say my name, alright, baby?” He said and I nodded. “I'll be fine” He pecked my lips, and went to go to Ryan outside the room.

My Love - 16
Justin's P.O.V

Rachel was acting weird, but I didn't know why. I mean I have an idea it's about Don, but she won't talk to me. I called Ryan and told him I was sorry was again, but we both know Rachel didn't mean to slap him. “Justin were home” My mom shouted, as I heard the door shut. I walked downstairs and saw Rachel in the same spot on the couch. “Whats up with Rachel?” “I don't know. She won't talk to me” I replied, quietly, as her mom sighed. “Did she ever tell you about Don?” “A little” I answered, as she brought me over to the kitchen. “Last year, when they were dating she wanted to break it off but he wouldn't let her. One day when she was home alone, he came to the house, and kidnapped her. She was missing for 2 weeks, and when the police finally found her she was beaten and scared, and everything you can imagine she would be. The police let him go after 3 months.” She explained and I wiped the tears out of my eyes. That was horrible, what happened to her. It was horrifying. “Oh my god” I whispered, as she nodded. “Just make sure she's alright Justin, she feels safe around you.” She said, and I smiled. “Okay” I walked into the living room, and saw Rachel sitting there still. “Hey Rach” I whispered, and she turned her face a little so I couldn't see her. “Look at me” I pleaded, as she pulled the sleeves on her sweatshirt. Her sleeve looked a little wet, so I went to grab her hand to look at it but she pulled it away quickly. I looked more closely and saw it was a little red. I quickly rolled up her sleeve and looked down at her wrist. “You cut yourself?” “I didn't mean to” She mumbled, and I huffed. “Rachel” “Look, I didn't know what else to do! Im scared out of my mind. You think im a crazy psycho, who slapped your best friend for no reason” She shouted, and I sighed. “I don't think that. I love you, I wanna help you” “I don't want help. I just wanna die. I hate living in fear” She said, and I felt my heart break. “Don't say that Rachel. Don't joke about those things” “Im serious Justin” She said, walking up the stairs. She walked in the bathroom and slammed the door shut. “Rachel, this isn't funny!” I yelled, banging on the door. I finally got It open and found her looking through the cabniet above the sink. “Rachel” I said grabbing her waist and pulling her back away from it. “NO! Justin!” She cried and I tried holding in my tears. This couldn't be happening. My girlfriend was trying to kill herself. “Just leave me alone” She cried, dropping to the floor. I pulled her on my lap and rocked her back and forth. “Shh, baby, please stop this” I pleaded, as she kept trying to get out of my grip.
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I was now in the hospital, with my mom and Rachel's. They took Rachel in and put her on a suicide watch. I couldn't believe this was happening right now. My sweet, beautiful, caring, amazing girlfriend was now in the hospital. “Justin” The doctor said as I stood up. “Thats me. And this is my mom and Rachels mom” I said, wiping my eyes, but it didn't help the tears kept flowing. “Rachels asleep right now, but you can see her. Were keeping for a few days to make sure everythings okay with her.” She explained and I nodded. “Thank you” I whispered, following her into her room. “Oh Rachel” I sighed, looking at her sleeping on the hospital bed. “Why did you do this baby” I whispered, sitting in the seat next to her bed. She couldn't hear me but I kept talking anyway. “You could've talked to me about how you were feeling. I would've helped you through this.” I said quietly, kissing her had gently. I looked at her wrist. It was wrapped up in gaws. It broke my heart seeing her this way. I walked out of the room and slumped down in the chair. “Your turn” I mumbled to my mom and Rachels as they walked in after me. I saw the gift shop and I desided to get Rach something. Maybe it'll make her feel better. I saw a teddy bear holding a heart that said, I love you, beary much. I thought it was cute, so I got that and I also bought a card. I spent an hour writing out what I wanted to say on that card. And I hope she understands how much meaning and thought was written in that card. I placed the card and teddy bear on the chair next to her bed, and walked out and sat in one of the chairs right outside her room. I wanted to watch her when she opened the card. I soon fell asleep.

My Love - 16
Justin's P.O.V

I walked over to Rachel and sat down next to her on the patio swing. “Im sorry” She mumbled, and I sighed. “Please just talk to me” “Fine” She mumbled, and I turned to face her. “The last boyfriend I had the one who hit me, Don, he use to do a lot of things and most of the time he would just expect I would do it, even though I didn't want to. And when you started to kiss me like that it just started to bring back memories I didn't want. Im sorry Justin” She explained, and I pulled her close to me. “Oh baby-doll, im so sorry. Why didn't you ever tell me?” I asked, and she shrugged. “I just didn't want you treating me different.” She said into my shoulder. I rubbed her back thinking about how much I wanted to kill that guy. “Alright, just tell me next time.” I whispered, and she nodded. “Okay” I wiped her tears and kissed her lightly. “Not that I didn't like last night” She winked, and I chuckled, pulling her close to me. “I liked it too” I whispered, pressing my lips agaisnt hers. Everything seemed so perfect. Her phone started blaring, and we both pulled away. “Oh, it's Katie” she said, excitingly as i kissed her nose. “Go answer it” I laughed, and she ran upstairs.

Rachel's P.O.V

I was in my room talking to Katie and she was talking about how Ryan and her were having a romantic date tonight. I was so happy for her. “Katie thats great” “So how are things with you and Bieber?” She laughed, and I smirked. “Great” “Is he a good kisser?” I started to laugh, as she waited for her answer. “He's a great kisser” I replied, as my door opened. Justin walked in and sat down next to me on the bed. “Get off the phone” He whined, as I laughed a little. I felt his lips kiss my neck up and down, “Uh Katie I have to go” “Alright go spend time with Bieber” we both hung up, and I turned to Justin. “Im a great kisser?” He asked, leaning in slightly. “uh, you heard that?” “Mhm” He whispered, pressing his lips against mine. I pulled away and pressed my forehead against his. “What if your mom walks in?” I asked, as Justin kissed my nose. “Shh” he kissed me again and honestly it felt amazing. Just being with Justin, with no cameras, or paparazzi around us. We both pulled away and Justin licked his lips. “I can't wait till we move in together.” He whispered, as I rested my head on his chest. “Me either” I mumbled, as Justin kissed the top of my head. “Is everything okay?” “yea im fine” I answered, and Justin rubbed my back. “Well im here if you need to talk” “Thanks” I whispered, as Justin brought my lips to his. Unwanted memories flooded into my mind once again and I pulled away from Justin quickly. “Baby, are you sure your okay?” He asked, and I nodded. He sat up and sighed. “Rachel, I know somethings wrong” “Were not talking about this” I pleaded, as Justin looked in my eyes. Suddenly the door bell rang and I jumped out of bed to get it. Thank gosh, I really wasn't up for talking about this right now. I opened the door, and froze. There was Don. Standing there. “no. no not you” I pleaded, trying to shut the door quickly. “Rachel what's the matter” He demanded, as I ran into the kitchen screaming. “Rachel stop” He yelled, grabbing my arms. “Let go” I screamed as I heard Justin's footsteps. I smacked Don across the face, and he stumbled back a little. “Rachel what's the matter with you?” Justin yelled, as I took a deep breath. “He won't get out of my life” “Rachel, he's our friend” Justin corrected, as I shock my head. “Don is not my friend Justin” “What are you talking about? This is Ryan” Justin said confused as I looked at Ryan holding his cheek. I felt tears run down my cheeks, as Justin looked at me, worried. “Rachel talk to me. What's bothering you?” “Nothing” I yelled, as Ryan huffed. “Clearly somethings wrong if you just smacked our best friend in the face, thinking he was Don” Justin explained, as I sniffled. “Im sorry” I mumbled as Justin whispered something to Ryan and he whispered something back. “Alright, i'll call you later” Justin said, as I walked over to the couch. I plopped down and hid my face in knees. I was scared to death of Don. This was ridiculous. “Rach, can I talk with you?” I shook my head, and Justin sighed. “Please” I shook my head again. “Alright, i'll be in my room, talking on the phone with Ryan if you change your mind” “I wont” I mumbled, as I heard Justins footsteps on the stairs.

My Love - 15
Justin's P.O.V

About an hour later, Ryan had left and I walked downstairs seeing Rachel looking out the window. I wrapped my arms around her from behind. “Hey baby” I said, kissing her cheek. “So, how does watching a movie and eating strawberries together sound?” I whispered as she turned to face me. “Great” She replied, as I went to grab the bowl of red delicious strawberries. I sat down and pulled her on my lap so her head was laying on my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around her and smiled. I started the movie Dear John and relaxed against the back of the couch. She held a strawberry close to my mouth and I took a bite. “Its really good” I fed her the other half and kissed her lightly. She turned back to the movie and rested her head on my shoulder. I kissed her shoulder lightly, and then kissed her neck up to her ear. “I love you” I whispered, as she turned her head. “Is this a romantic night?” I asked, and she giggled. “It is when you do that” “It would be more romantic if you kissed back” I whispered in her ear, as she looked in my eyes. I rested my hand on the back of her neck and pulled her lips towards mine. They crashed together and I instantly felt the fireworks go off inside my head. Her fingers ran through my hair, and up and down the back of my neck, which sent chills through my body. We started uh..making out and as I rested my hands on her back I felt her becoming a little more tense. I started to lay back and she pulled away quickly. “Rachel, what's wrong?” I asked, as she stood to her feet. “Rachel look at me” I pleaded, wrapping my arms around her. “Don't touch me” She said, throwing my hands away. “Talk to me! Whats wrong!” I asked again and she just shook her head. “Just, just leave alone” She pleaded, racing upstairs. I followed her, but stopped when the door was slammed in my face. I started to bang on the door but she wouldn't answer it. I sighed, and sat against the door. We were having a good night. “I love you” I shouted, through the door, but she said nothing. I fell asleep soon after that in front of the door.

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I woke up and Rachel's door was open but she wasn't in there. “Crap” I mumbled, and got to my feet. I raced downstairs, and saw Rachel sitting at the kitchen table drinking orange juice next to my mom. “Morning Justin” My mom said as I took a seat next to Rachel. “Where's Marci?” I asked, (that was Rachel's mom's name). “She's still sleeping” My mom answered, and I put my arm around Rachel. She looked at me then got up. “Is everything okay between you two?” My mom asked and I nodded. “uh, yeah. She just, uh doesn't um feel too good I think” I lied, as I went to go follow Rachel outside. “Rach, come on” I pleaded, as she looked at me. “Im your boyfriend. I love you. I just want to know what I did to make you avoid me like this” I pleaded, and she shook her head. “Yea Rach, we need to talk when you feel like this.” I explained, as she turned away from me. This was gonna be harder then I thought.

My Love ~ 14
Justin's P.O.V


“No, you don't have me anymore” I said, as much as it killed me. I had to let her go. I didn't wanna see her get hurt because of me. I couldn't live with myself. “A-Are you breaking up with me?” She asked and I bit my lip. “i don't know” “You are such a jerk” She mumbled and I looked down at my feet. I had to make sure she was okay. And that no one would hurt her. “Don't you ever talk to me again. I never wanna see your face again” She yelled and ran up the stairs. That was probably the hardest thing i've ever had to do. I sat dow and rested my face in my hands. After about an hour of sitting there I realized something. I couldn't be without Rachel. I ran up the stairs, and into Rachel's room. I made the biggest mistake of my life. “Rachel” I knocked on her door, but she didn't answer. I just walked in and stood there. I saw her crying into her pillow. I layed down next to her, and wrapped my arms around her. She was laying on her stomach so I wrapped my arm around her back. I rubbed her back gently and kissed the top of her head. “Don't cry” I whispered, as she sniffled. “Shh, im right here. Shh” I soothed, as she turned over to face me. “I don't wanna brake up” She sobbed, and I pulled her close to me so her face was burried in my chest. “Shh, baby-doll. I know. I know” I rubbed her back as she continued to cry a little. “I don't either. I thought your life would be easier without me, but I realized were meant to be together, and nothing can change that” I explained, and she sniffled. I looked down and realized my white shirt was now tear-stained and covered in black spots from her make-up. I didn't care though. “So were not broken up?” “Absaloutly not” I said and kissed her lips. “Im so sorry, Rachel” “Let's just forget about this” She suggested and I nodded. “Sounds great” I kissed her lips, and felt her smile in between our kisses. God I loved her. “I love you, so much” I whispered, as she kissed me again. “I love you too” She said back, and I pulled her aggresivly towards me, laughing. She giggled, and I presed my lips against hers. We started making out a little, and I layed down on the bed. We kept kissing until the door flew open. “Woah” I heard someone say I sat up quickly, knocking Rachel off me. She hit her head of the side table, and felt her head. “Oh my god, Rachel are you alright” I said, helping her back up. “Im sorry, guys” Ryan said, as I held Rachel in my arms. “It's fine, Just wait up here for a second well I make sure shes okay” I said, carrying her downstairs. I sat her down on the island and got an ice pack out of the freezer. I placed it on her forehead, and she flinched. “I know, I know.” I said quietly, as she groaned. “Does it hurt?” I asked, brushing my fingers over the small red bump gently. “A little.” She said quietly and I brushed my lips gently against her forehead. “Once Ryan leaves were gonna have a very romantic night together” I whispered wrapping my arms around her, and pressing my forehead agaisnt hers. “We haven't really been able to do that lately” I admited, as she bit her lip. “Sounds good” She whispered and kissed me. I pulled away and smirked. “Save it for later” I winked, as Ryan came down. “Im sorry, Rach” He said, hugging her tight. “Dont worry about it Ry” Rachel giggled, as Ryan looked at me. “Wanna go play black ops?” He asked, and I nodded. We both Raced upstairs as Rachel went to make dinner for herself.

My Love - 14
Rachel's P.O.V

I couldn't believe me and Justin were going to be living together. This was so amazing. “I love you” I whispered, holding myself above Justin, who was laying down on the bed. He placed his hands on my waist and laughed. “I love you too” He whispered, leaning up slowly. I started to lean in too. Our lips were about to meet until the door opened. “Jus-” Me and Justin quickly moved away from each other and looked at Ryan who was holding in laughter. “Okay kids, do I need to give you the talk?” He joked and Justin rolled his eyes. “Very funny” He threw a pillow at him and started laughing. “You ruined our moment” Justin said as Ryan sat at the foot of the bed. “Well I just wanted to tell you that I can't wait till your tour” He said, and I started to get up, but Justin wrapped his arms around me. “Just wait baby” He whispered in my ear, sending chills down my spine. “Me too, Ry, but I wanna spend tonight with my Baby, so i'll talk to you tomorrow” Justin explained and Ryan smiled. “Gotcha kid” He said, shutting the door behind him. “Now” Justin whispered, in my ear. “Where were we?” He kissed my cheek, and I laughed. “Hmm. Im not sure” I replied, and Justin looked in my eyes. “I can help you remember” He winked leaning in. Our lips met and it was honestly the best kiss i've ever experianced. He placed his hand on my cheek, and rubbed his thumb gently across it. “Wow” He mumbled, and I hugged him tight. “Don't ever leave me” I pleaded and he kissed the top of my head. “Im not going anywhere” He whispered, back. I cuddled into him, and he took a deep breath. “God I love this feeling” He whispered, and I looked at him. “What feeling?” “Having you in my arms, happy. Not having a care in the world as long as I got you” He explained and I blushed a little. “I think someones tired” He said in a baby-voice as I yawned. I moaned, and he chuckled a little. “Is my baby-doll, tired?” He asked, rubbing my back as I burried my face in his chest. “mhm” I mumbled, and Justin kissed my forehead. “Sleep, babe. It's almost 10 anyway” He whispered, brushing his fingers through my hair. I feel asleep soon after.

Justin's P.O.V

The next morning Rachel was sleeping and I gently got out of her bed without waking her. She was so cute when she was sleeping. Did I just think that? I sat down on the foot of the bed and looked at her. Beautiful. I logged on Twitter, using her computar and looked at all the tweets. There was a lot for Rachel. None of them as good as i'd hoped. They were all telling her to stop being with me, and to go die. Just saying really horrible things to her. I logged off and looked back at Rachel. She's getting death threats? My baby's getting death threats! And it was my fault. I didn't want this for her. Now everyones probably going to be trying to hurt her on tour. I walked out of her bedroom, and down the stairs to see a note on the kitchen table. “Went out to buy a couple things for the new house. Be back in a few hours. Love you both, Mom's” I read, and placed it back. After about half an hour I heard Rachel's feet on the stairs. She walked over to me, and wrapped her arms around my waist from behind. I brushed her arms away from me and moved over a little. “Something wrong?” “nope” I said, as she sat on my lap. I kept my arms by my side, as she wrapped her arms around my neck. She ran her fingers through my hair, and smiled sweetly at me. She leaned in to kiss me and I stood to my feet. “No, Rachel” I said, and she got up confused. “Whats wrong?” “Im ruining your life” I explained as she sighed. “Justin, your not ruining my life” “Your getting death threats on twitter because of me” I protested and she rolled her eyes. “I don't care Justin, I have you to protect me” She wrapped her arms around me and I pushed her away gently.

My Love - 14
Rachel's P.O.V

I couldn't believe me and Justin were going to be living together. This was so amazing. “I love you” I whispered, holding myself above Justin, who was laying down on the bed. He placed his hands on my waist and laughed. “I love you too” He whispered, leaning up slowly. I started to lean in too. Our lips were about to meet until the door opened. “Jus-” Me and Justin quickly moved away from each other and looked at Ryan who was holding in laughter. “Okay kids, do I need to give you the talk?” He joked and Justin rolled his eyes. “Very funny” He threw a pillow at him and started laughing. “You ruined our moment” Justin said as Ryan sat at the foot of the bed. “Well I just wanted to tell you that I can't wait till your tour” He said, and I started to get up, but Justin wrapped his arms around me. “Just wait baby” He whispered in my ear, sending chills down my spine. “Me too, Ry, but I wanna spend tonight with my Baby, so i'll talk to you tomorrow” Justin explained and Ryan smiled. “Gotcha kid” He said, shutting the door behind him. “Now” Justin whispered, in my ear. “Where were we?” He kissed my cheek, and I laughed. “Hmm. Im not sure” I replied, and Justin looked in my eyes. “I can help you remember” He winked leaning in. Our lips met and it was honestly the best kiss i've ever experianced. He placed his hand on my cheek, and rubbed his thumb gently across it. “Wow” He mumbled, and I hugged him tight. “Don't ever leave me” I pleaded and he kissed the top of my head. “Im not going anywhere” He whispered, back. I cuddled into him, and he took a deep breath. “God I love this feeling” He whispered, and I looked at him. “What feeling?” “Having you in my arms, happy. Not having a care in the world as long as I got you” He explained and I blushed a little. “I think someones tired” He said in a baby-voice as I yawned. I moaned, and he chuckled a little. “Is my baby-doll, tired?” He asked, rubbing my back as I burried my face in his chest. “mhm” I mumbled, and Justin kissed my forehead. “Sleep, babe. It's almost 10 anyway” He whispered, brushing his fingers through my hair. I feel asleep soon after.

Justin's P.O.V

The next morning Rachel was sleeping and I gently got out of her bed without waking her. She was so cute when she was sleeping. Did I just think that? I sat down on the foot of the bed and looked at her. Beautiful. I logged on Twitter, using her computar and looked at all the tweets. There was a lot for Rachel. None of them as good as i'd hoped. They were all telling her to stop being with me, and to go die. Just saying really horrible things to her. I logged off and looked back at Rachel. She's getting death threats? My baby's getting death threats! And it was my fault. I didn't want this for her. Now everyones probably going to be trying to hurt her on tour. I walked out of her bedroom, and down the stairs to see a note on the kitchen table. “Went out to buy a couple things for the new house. Be back in a few hours. Love you both, Mom's” I read, and placed it back. After about half an hour I heard Rachel's feet on the stairs. She walked over to me, and wrapped her arms around my waist from behind. I brushed her arms away from me and moved over a little. “Something wrong?” “nope” I said, as she sat on my lap. I kept my arms by my side, as she wrapped her arms around my neck. She ran her fingers through my hair, and smiled sweetly at me. She leaned in to kiss me and I stood to my feet. “No, Rachel” I said, and she got up confused. “Whats wrong?” “Im ruining your life” I explained as she sighed. “Justin, your not ruining my life” “Your getting death threats on twitter because of me” I protested and she rolled her eyes. “I don't care Justin, I have you to protect me” She wrapped her arms around me and I pushed her away gently.