MisguidedGhost

Status: I haven't been on in forever! But it's good to be back home, here on Witty!
Joined: August 10, 2010
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: October 30
user id: 120083
Location: Blackstone, MA
Gender: F
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Hello there, Lovelies!
Hey there, Beautiful!
Hi! My name is Samantha but I prefer Sam. I'm 15 and my birthday is October 30th, 1996. Any twins? I live in Massachusetts. I play clarinet, guitar, flute, trumpet, and keyboard. At the moment, I dance ballet(pointe), jazz, and tap. In the past, I've done hip hop, contemporary, lyrical, and acrobatics. I've been dancing for 11 years and I can't imagine my life without it. I marching in the Blackstone-Millville Regional Marching Band. We compete in NESBA, USSBA, BOA, and MICCA. It's my 4th season and my section is my family. I play in my high school's advanced wind ensemble, which is one of the best ensembles in the state. I also preform with the Blackstone-Millville Regional Winter Guard. This past season, I was on rifle line. I loved it because I'm the only person to ever do rifle that doen't spin in outdoor. I can efforlessly do a turn-around, 1 1/2 45, and double on flag. I have 3 seasons of winter guard and those girls are also my family. I'm officially a junior! My friends mean to world to me. I love to read and write. I have over 100 books. I have an amazing boyfriend, 6/5/13. He always knows how to make me smile.

Quotes by MisguidedGhost

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d o n ’ t   m a t t e r   h o w   y o u   f e e l
it only matters how you look




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powder your nose, paint your toes

 
l i n e   y o u r    l i p s   a n  d   k e e p   t h e m   c l o s e
 
cross your legs, dot your i's
 
a n d   n e v e r   l e t   t h e m   s e e   y o u   c r y


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s t r a w b e r r i e   t a s t   h o   l i p   d o



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and his smile is just so contagious.




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Sometimes I hurt because I dance, sometimes I dance because I'm hurt.
Tell someone you love them today because life is short.
But shout it at them in German because life is also terrifying and confusing.
Sometimes, I wonder why I'm single.
Then I remember I hate everyone.
and you would never know
that I worry everyday. I worry that I'm going to end up alone. I worry that my parents won't be able to pay for college. I worry I'll never learn to drive. I'm silently suffering. It's all smiles and laughs on the outside. On the inside, I examine everything said to me, what it all could me. I find every reason possible for people to dislike me. So I'm quiet. You would never know that I'm developing multiple forms of anxiety. I fear the unknown, especially people. I fear failure. I fear rejection. On the outside, my chin is up. On the inside, I'm cowering away from the light. No one can possibly understand. I can dance in from of a thousand strangers but I get nervous when I have to talk in a group of people I've known since I was 8. And you want to know why? Because I am crushed by the pressure to be perfect. They say "love is louder than the pressure to be perfect." Not really. I don't feel the love, just the pressure. I feel the need to be accepted and the fear that I won't be. If I'm not perfect, what can I even do? Nothing. People won't accept me if I'm not perfect. They judge me beccause of a few past decisions and my awkwardness. Don't say this is a judgement free place. Don't say you understand. Because it's not, you don't. I just need someone to read this and tell me it will be okay. I haven't heard that in a while. Someone sympathise with me.

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being called
pretty girl

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have you ever
had your heart broken by someone you never even dated?
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