I fell in love with you and it ruined everything.
I thought I was over it, moved on, done with your crap. I got a boyfriend and, when I was with him, all I could think about was you. So I had to end it because I wasn't happy and it wasn't fair to him. I told you to never talk to me again. Because I knew I'd fall in love with you again and it would end the same exact way. And it hurts everyday to look at my phone an know you will never light it up again. I see you in school and it hurts so much to know you won't even look at me. Is it as painful for you as it is for me? id you love me too, or was I just another girl you screwed over? You don't know how much I would love with hug you, kiss you, be around you. Because you were my first love and no one ever really gets over that. I miss you but I know I shouldn't. I want you but there's nothing I can do about it. I just want to fix things because I miss you so much. It's eating at me everyday, it breaks my heart to see you and not be able to talk to you. I'm sorry for all I said, I was just trying to protect myself but I ended up being hurt anyway.