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Too Good to be True
Chapter 2
Maxx's P.O.V
I bawled all the way to Jared's house. Finally, I stopped crying and got out of my car, went up to Jared's front door and rang the bell.
"Hey. Are you all right?" He said when he opened the door. I broke down instantly. I must've looked terrible, masscara running down my face, my hair tangled in a huge knot. He grabbed me and held me tight, refusing to let go. He helped me inside and brought me to his room so we could talk without his parents interupting.
"I'll be right back." he smiled and left his room. I sat on his bed looking around at all the posters and pictures laughing at the ones of him when he was little.
"What's so funny?" he said as he walked in with two bowls.
"Nothing." I smiled.
"Here." he laughed and handed me a bowl of ice cream, completely drenched in chocolate syrup. I smiled, and we sat and ate our ice cream in silence for a couple seconds, Jared finally breaking the silence.
"So, what happened Maxx?" I sat there for a couple seconds wanting to forget what happened.
"Let's just say, you were right." I told him what happened, from Stefanie Vaughn to Ryan calling me a sl/ut. Jared just sat there, not saying anything.
"Come Here." He said opening his arms. I scooted next to him, practically falling in his arms. He held me, for a while. I was crying again.
"Please Maxx, stop crying. I hate seeing you like this."
"I can't help it. I'm sorry." We layed on his bed for a while, talking about random things, he said something about our childhood and I started laughing,
"You're so pretty when you laugh."
"Ha, no I'm not, you're a liar."
"I'm serious
Maxx." I was silent. "You're my bestfriend, so I
can trust you with this right?"
"Yeah?"
"I've loved you since the first time I met you. The
first day of second grade, you just moved here and you didn't
know anybody, you had your hair in pigtails, wearing a Pink Hello
Kitty shirt. You came up to me during recess and said, 'I
like you, will you be my friend?' And I never stopped loving
you since."
"Jared, why didn't you tell me?"
"Cause I was afraid to, I mean, you were my best friend and
thats all you think of me right?" I just sat there.
"Say something, please?"
The next thing I did through him off gaurd, through me off gaurd,
I looked into his deep blue eyes, leaned over and kissed him.
Pationately. And he kissed me back.
Hint: So.. friends
right?
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Heyy! Okay, sorry this chapter is short, the next one will be
longer I promise :)
Too Good to be True
Maxx's P.O.V
"Hey Maxx! Come over here for a second." My boyfriend Ryan called me. I smiled and walked over reluctantly.
"Hey, my parents are out of town tonight, and I'm having a party. You should be there."
"Maybe I will." I teased.
"Good. And wear something nice okay?"
"Alright." I agreed as he pulled me in for a kiss.
"See you later babe." I smiled and walked away. My friend Jared came up to me,
"What was that all about?"
"Nothing. Ryan's having a party tonight, and he wants me to go."
"Maxx, don't go. All he's trying to do is get in your pants. Thats all he ever wants to do with girls."
I rolled my eyes,"Listen Jared, it's fine. I'll be okay."
"I'm just looking out for you."
"Well, you don't need to. I don't need a babysitter, I'm old enough to know better." I scoffed and walked away.
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There was only about an hour left before the party. I took a quick shower and got dressed. I chose a short black dress with cute cheetah print flats. I straigtened my hair completely straight and put a bow in. I looked in the mirror before I left and actually liked what I saw. I smiled at my reflection and walked out the door.
I arrived at the party maybe 15 minutes late. I had to park a pretty good distance away from the house because it was so packed. I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. Ryan answered the door almost instantly.
"Hey, I didn't think you were coming." I smiled and he grabbed my waist and kissed my lips. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. He led me inside, his hand never leaving my hip.
"Hey, I'll be right back, I'm gonna go get us some drinks." He smiled and walked off. From across the room I noticed Stefanie Vaughn just glaring at me. I remember her and Ryan used to have a thing, but they are over, and have been for a while, why did she still hate me? Ryan came back with two plastic cups in hand, "Hey, can we go somewhere, I don't know.. private?"
"I don't know Ryan, I kinda like it right here."
"Please babe? I just wanna be with you. Alone." I nodded and he took my hand leading me upstairs to his room. He close the door behind him and started kissing me. It started out gentle but then he kinda started getting rough. He pushed me on his bed, laying on top of me trying to pull off my dress.
"Ryan, please stop."
"No, babe. C'mon, It'll be okay. I promise."
"Ryan I said Stop!" I was yelling now but he just ignored me and continued to bit my neck. Finally I pushed him off of me and got off his bed.
"What's wrong? I thought you loved me?" He yelled.
"I do Ryan. But I'm not going to be just another girl you can add to your bang list." I was tearing up now.
"Fine. I was almost done with you anyway. You're a pathetic, worthless sl/ut." He said with no emotion on his face. I started crying and ran out of that house. I dialed Jared's number on my cell.
"Hello?" He was sleeping. Dammit.
"Jared?Hey. Can I stay at your place tonight? Please." I was having a breakdown.
"Yeah, Maxx... Whats wrong? What happened?"
"Nothing. Well, something. I'll tell you when I get there okay?"
"Alright.Bye Maxx"
"Goodbye Jared."
Hint: I've loved you since the first day I met you.
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Too Good to be True
Maxx's P.O.V
There are a lot of bad feelings in this world.There are so many people that can make us hurt. One of the worst feelings a person can ever feel is looking in the mirror and not liking what you see. And you hate yourself for it. You want to be better. I do this everyday. I wake up, and the first thing I do is look in the mirror. I can only see fat and ugly. I dont want to think or live like this anymore. I just want to give up. My name is Maxx. Yeah I know. Dumb name right? Well it's short for Maxxine. I've been in this battle with myself.. my reflection, for about a year now. I don't want to be in this world anymore, nobody wants me here either.
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She posted a video on YouTube a few days ago.
She was bullied so bad it led to suicide...
She was in a webcam chat group to meet up with new and old people.
They started calling her Beautiful, Stunning, cute, Etc.
And then they asked her to flash...
So she did.....
Thinking it was nothing...
She ignored it.....
Christmas Break came and a knock came on her door at 4 AM.
It was the police...
That person sent the picture to EVERYONE.
Everyone judged her.
Bullied her.
From ONE MISTAKE.
She ended up switching schools.
That person found out her school, friends, address once again and sent them there too.
She had no one.
Everyone hated her.
She ended up switching towns.
Then at this new school....She met this boy who she thought liked her.
He didn't....he had a girlfriend.
One day she got a note saying you better leave school.
She didn't.
A group of boys and girls including that boy, the girlfriend and more came up to her while the school surrounded her.
The girl said “Look around, No one likes you.”
One kid from the group said “JUST PUNCH HER ALREADY!” So she did, and Amanda got beat really bad.
And got left.
Alone.
And her dad ended up finding her in a ditch hours later.
She went home and drank bleach, to try to kill herself.
It didn't work.
The next day all over her Facebook page was written
“Drink some more bleach",
"No one cares",
"I hope she dies, "No one would cry", "Everyone hates you", "Amanda try it again we dare you"…and so much more.
She cried every night. Why did everyone hate her.
One mistake.
One.
She started cutting so much and did drugs,and drank alcohal.
She ended up trying to kill herself again.
She failed.
She couldnt take it anymore.
At the end of the video it said ”I am Amanda Todd. I just need someone.” October 10th she hung herself.
She is dead. Rest in paradise, Amanda. You're beautiful. I will find a way to help stop bullying. I will share your story.
Heaven gained an angel. xo
30 day
challenge
day 1- 15 facts about you.
day 2- the initials of the person you
love.
day 3- your closest friends to you.
day 4- the thing you most fear.
day 5- the saddest moment in your life.
day 6- favorite sport(s).
day 7- favorite song.
day 8- your deepest secret.
day 9- first impression on the guy you like
now.
day 10- last time you cried.
day 11- thing closest to your heart.
day 12- when you hear this song you cry.
day 13- place wanna visit really badly.
day 14- favorite book.
day 15- favorite animal.
day 16- favorite show.
day 17- last time someone hurt you.
day 18- the story behind your life.
day 19- person who scares you the most.
day 20- last major injury.
day 21- favorite youtube video.
day 22- phone type.
day 23- biggest confession.
day 24- last break up.
day 25- last heart break.
day 26- the day you regret the most.
day 27- first friend.
day 28- favorite drink.
day 29- a letter to someone in your family.
day 30- a letter to a friend.'ll go to protect their
image.
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