Ok.. I don't really know how you can deal with him. You can't let it go, you never will be able to. I'm not gunna say this pain you're feeling will ever leave.. you just.. I guess you make room for it.
Pretend you have say.. boxes in your heart, one for pain, and one for happiness. You can never be too happy, that box never gets too full because it never stops expanding.
But sometimes you just have to much pain, and that box is ready to burst, the sides break and the lid fly off. But you just, over time that box gets bigger and makes room for the pain.
Uh.. well yano how I liked Dylan? well idk who but someone told someone who told someone. ,then it escalated to a huge school wide rumor that im 'inlove' with him. so I texted him yesterday to clear things up and told him that I did like him but I wasn't like inlove with him. and then I asked him not to tell anyone cause no one (well not many) people know that im bi yet. and he was cool with it but like im in this mood of self pity
Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.-1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 <3 <3
5 months ago he told me he loved me. and not to long ago he litteraly took it back and said he wants to save his I love you for the girl he marrys and that the meaning is deeper that he didnt "love" me but he cares about me alot.... Thats killing me eli... everything was a lie. All the sweet sweet text messages I have forever saved in my phone are all fake and a lie... Im heartbroken
Well Im glad eli :) but still im heart and broken cuz of that and to add on he told me my ADD/ADHD isnt real thats its something made up in my head and that im a negative person and sh*t...
but seriously destroy that son of a b.tch
But sometimes you just have to much pain, and that box is ready to burst, the sides break and the lid fly off. But you just, over time that box gets bigger and makes room for the pain.
Actually I'd prefer Zayn bang me.. but yano ;P
and maybe
and nice shoot down vvvvv
or I will
and I wuv yew tew
. . .lol . . Jk.
I dont mind if a beautiful girl stalks me :-D
btw . Follow for follow ?
except
drama is annoying me so much ok
so what's up?