MusicFreak24

Status: Just a girl trying to find her place in this world
Joined: February 19, 2012
Last Seen: 4 years
user id: 275687
Gender: F


Nikki/15/USA.



~ If you never try you'll never know~ 
            
 

Quotes by MusicFreak24






And the saddest part of all
Is that I don't even know 
How to be happy
Anymore.







 
I Feel like people get lost
when they think happiness as a destination.
We always think that someday we'll be happy. 
When we get that car or that job or that
person in our lives who will fix everything.
But happiness is a mood.
And it's a condition. 
Not a destination
It's like being tried or hungry
It's not permanent.
It comes and goes and that's okay
And if people would think that way
they'd find hppiness more often.
- One Tree Hill 


do you know how hard I've tried to become what you want me to be?
Here I am standing right infront of you, but yet you still look right past me.
Music
~makes me see
another point of view
~makes life look beautiful
~makes me want to drive all night
~ says all the things I always wanted to say
~ m
akes me hum in the elevator
~ brings a tear
to my eye
~
makes me believe I'm gonna be alright
~ makes my
souk ache
~ remi
nds me what I want to be
~
makes me feel good
~ t
aps my toes
~ makes
me wanna party all night
~makes me wanna sing out loud
~ heals woun
ds
~ is fearless
~ i
nspires me
~ is
passion
~ makes the sky loo
k bigger
~ rocks my wo
rld
~ plays all ov
er the world
~ gets this
party started
~ makes
me want to play in 2 part harmony
~ makes m
e sing in the shower
~
cranks up m radio
~ma
kes m
e feel alive
Musi
c keeps my heart beating
There’s no shame in being afraid. Hell, we’re all afraid. What you gotta do is figure out what you’re afraid of because when you put a face on it, you can beat it. Better yet, you can use it.
~Coach Whitey Durham


 


PEOPLE ALWAYS

TELL ME THAT

I LOOK SAD

AND TRIED. I

KNOW  I  LOOK

SAD AND

TRIED. I AM

SAD AND

 TRIED 


I remember when I was
Younger I wanted to be a singer, a rock star. I had a fake plastic
Barbie guitar, my friend would "play" the guitar (because
They didn't like to sing) and I would sing along to my Taylor
Swift CDs. We would make my basement look like a stage, we would

Jump and dance around. That was my dream to be up on a stage
In front of a crowd, but with people singing along to me. That was My dream.
Wishing that one day I would be up on that stage, I miss
That. But now I know it's not that easy, wishing and hoping
That I would be the rock star I always wanted to be. It's a lot
Harder, there are so many people with the same dream. You have a
Really slim chance at making it in the music world. So I think why
Should I even bother I try anymore, I'm not even that good.
That was my dream, but not anymore... or at least I Hope.



If you read that thanks i guess but it was more of a vent then Anything. And believe me when I say i really do love to sing.
sometimes i wonder why i'm breathing.
Fear is stupid, 
So are regrets.