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Status: lol Jake if you ever see this, I miss you
Joined: October 27, 2012
Last Seen: 4 months
Birthday: August 2
user id: 336226
Location: #straya
Gender: F
  
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Dear Sam,
I am so sorry if you hate this. I have your old layout saved just in case you do.



Stay rad,
Jacob
 
 




moving on 








~jacob is a sweetheart~


Dearest Samantha,
                 I'll be the first to admit this, but I'm a rather shy boy and since music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster, I decided to pick out our song, which is track number two in your playlist, as a sort of a "reply" to the breathtaking letter you left me. This is what I wanted so badly to you but I could never quite put it into words. Everything about you is beautiful. You're an immensely charming girl with a wonderful heart and more grace and elegance than I would ever know how to describe. You a true princess from a dreamy fairy tale; a modern Anna. I'm terribly sorry it's taken me such a long time to say this but I figured today was the perfect time.

                 I had the privilege of meeting you last year, around this time. We bonded over chat and the weird things you Aussies say. I remember talking to you about Baltimore and about how one day, we'll go there together. Together, I feel as if you and I can take over the world. Let's just say if I was Da Vinci, you'd be my Mona Lisa and I'd paint a smile perfectly on you, even though your smile could light up a whole night. I know in the last few months, we haven't really talked as much because time zones and school just love to get in the way, but I always want you to know that I am always there for you no matter what. You are my rock, my best friend, and I hope that one day, I have the privilege of meeting you and walk around Baltimore like true Americans.
Yours Truly, Jacob.


 
  
 
 

Quotes by absent *

 
its not that i don't want you
its just i don't know how
to love you like i used to
so intense and so profound
you promised me, we'd always be fine
guess you lied



let's fall in love somewhere that you'll wanna stay

i have these thoughts
so often I ought
to replace that slot
with what I once bought
'cause somebody stole
my car radio
and now I just sit in silence
nobody pines for the listener
'cause i've been running marathons
while you're still standing still


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'cause you've been burning bridges
while i've been building homes

 
i've been afraid of changing 'cause i've built my life around you



how do you know when its over?
maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing in front of you











“the saddest thing about love, joe, is that not only the love cannot last forever, but even the heartbreak is soon forgotten.”

i thought of you while in the shower, and i thought of how nice it would be to have your things among my things along the bathtub's edge, and i imagined myself running out of soap and using yours and wearing you to work, and the grocery store and i imagined that night, lying down beside you and smelling your neck and finding out where all my soap had gone.