MusicSavesLives

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Joined: October 27, 2010
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: August 9
user id: 130597
Location: Under Da Sea
Gender: F

So, I'm Abbey.
I spend way too much time on the internet,
I should really get out more.


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you'll never find anybody
   who loves you as deeply
    and passionately as I do.
     because I love you,
       from your head down
             to your toes and
                  b a c k   u p   a g a i n.

 
   you loved me once... i know you did..
 

Taking a shower-
In the winter: gradually make water warmer.
In the summer: gradually make water colder.
It comes and goes,
this heartache. somedays, I'm perfectly fine and I think,
"I can do this. I'll get over it." but then there are days 
where it hits me like a brick wall all over again. everything
you've ever said feels like a lie and I can barely hold myself
together
. I wish missing you didn't hurt this much.

I wish I didn't have to miss you at all.



Have   you   ever
been so in love with someone, that you fall in love with the little things
about them? the way the look when they're thinking, or focusing on 
something. the way their face lights up when they talk about something
they absolutely love. the way they talk to other people, their facial expressions
and their hand gestures. and just the looks they give you. the way they smile
and laugh with you. that look in their eyes before they lean in to kiss you
when they run their hands down your arms and lock their fingers with yours.
and oh, the goosebumps and butterflies that gave you. when they pull you
into a hug and you feel all of their muscles relax and yours do too, because
in that moment, everything is completely and utterly perfect and you feel
so safe. and when you catch yourself just looking at them, wondering
what they're thinking. you're not only in love with their looks and
their personality, but you're in love with their soul, every fiber of
their being. and just the way they exist- amazes you. it fascinates
you, and you want to know every little thing about them.
now tell me... how am I suppose to get over that?

The really sad part?
He is so right for me. He is everything I need and I love. but I don't deserve
to be ignored so much. It's a shame, though, because when it was good,
it was amazing. I never felt so loved and important and beautiful. And
it's sad when the person you're so in love with, and who you thought was so
in love with you can go from making you feel on top of the world, to making
you feel so small
like you don't even matter, or exist.
 

Breakups:     you put on a smile for everyone.
you cry when you're alone. you miss them, you wonder if they miss you too. happy couples make you sick, but you know you miss what they're feeling. you wish they would talk to you, but you don't want to text them first. you relive all of the perfect memories. all the hugs. the kisses. the smiles. and what you want, above everything, is for them to just    h o l d  y o u .    ♥

   I Still Remember
 
    the first time you talked to me. i don't remember what you
    said but I knew I thought you were so damn cute. and I 
    still remember the first time you texted me. my face lit up
    to see your name on my phone. and how could I forget
    when you told me you liked me. I got massive butterflies.
    and then you became my boyfriend, and I didn't think I 
    could get any happier. and I remember the first time
    you held my hand. and one day, in the hall after school.
    you kissed me for the first time... and then two more
    times after that. the way you smiled at me was adorable.
    and I remember the first time I said 'I love you.' during a
    slow song at prom. I whispered it in your ear, and heard
    you say it back. my heart skipped a beat. look at us now-
    we've been together for 3 months. & all it started with...
                        was 'hey.' ♥                      
nmf

 


Witty had changed "vent" to "complain."
s o   y o u   k n o w   w h a t   e v e r y o n e   d i d ?
complained about it till it changed back.



I Love It When
you tell me I look beautiful. I love it when you look at me 
and smile, for no reason. I love it when we're holding hands, and you grip my hand tighter. I love it when I rest my head on your shoulderI love it when you have a hard time saying goodbye. I love it when you call me babe, or baby. I love our inside jokes. I love your hugs and kisses. I love the dorky things about you, and I love how I can be myself when I'm with you, no pretending. I love your voice, your eyes, your hair. I love the way you make me feel. So I guess basically- I love you. ♥