Music_Country_My_Life

ok i find this funny: SO MY EX-BOYFRIEND IS DATING THIS GIRL. WHO LOOKS JUST LIKE HIS MOM! HERES WHATS FUNNY, SHES BASICALLY THE OUT CAST OF THE OUT CAST, SHES MEAN TO EVERYONE, AND APARENTLY SINCE SHES DATING HIM SHE THINKS WERE BEST FRIENDS AND I WANT HIM BACK. I BROKE UP WITH HIM BECAUSE HE TREATED ME HORRIBLE AND TOLD ME I NEEDED TO BECOME A BLOND, AND HIS MOM WAS A MASS JERK TO ME. SO HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND COMES UP AND TELLS ME TO LEAVE HIM ALONE CAUSE HES HERS LOL LIKE ID WANT HIM BACK. THE ONLY THING SHE DOSENT KNOW IS THAT HE TOLD HIS BEST FRIEND WHOS FRIENDS WITH ME THAT HE HASNT HAD A GIRLFRIEND SINCE ME AND HES JELOUSE OF ME AND MY BOYFRIEND WHO HAVE BEEN TOGETHER SICE A WEEK AFTER WE BROKE UP LAST YEAR. hE HONESTLY THINGS HE CAN MAKE ME JELOUSE! HAHAHAHA I HAVE A GUY NOW WHO TREATS ME WAY BETTER AND IF HE THINKS HE HAD A REPUTATION NOW HE JUST KILLED IT AND BURIED IT 6 FEET UNDER :D

APPEARANCE:
 I am shorter than 5'4". (yes)
I have many emotional scars. (some)
I tan easily. (yup)
 I wish my hair was a different color. (yes i hate being called a ginger)
 I wish my eyes were a different color.(no)
 I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.(nope)
 I have a tattoo.(no)
 I wear glasses sometimes.(no)
I would probably get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (no be proud of what was given to you)
 I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.(no)
 I have more than 1 piercing.(no but getting my bellt button pierced)
I have piercings in places besides my ears.(no)
 I have freckles.(sadly)

FAMILY:

I've sworn at my parents.( not that they've heard)
 I've run away from home.(not yet)
 I've been kicked out of the house.(not yet)
 My actual parents are together. (nope mom died dad doesnt care anymore)
 I have a sibling less than one year old. (nope shes 2)
 I want to have kids someday. (not sure)
 I want to adopt someday. (yes)

SCHOOL/WORK:

 I'm in school. (yes)
 I have a job. (no but i need one)
I've fallen asleep at work/school. (yes :D)
 I almost always do my homework. (for the most part)
 I've missed a week or more of school. (never missed a day)
 I failed more than 1 class last year. (yes 2nd quarter)
 I've stolen something from my school. (no)

EMBARRASSMENT:

 I've fallen in public. (yep)
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (yep)
Disney movies still make me cry. (Some)
I've snorted while laughing. (yep in front of my boyfriend)
 I've laughed so hard I've cried. (yep bf is the one who made me)
I've glued my hand to something. (yep)
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. (yep)

HEALTH:

 I was born with a disease/impairment. ( yep ADHD)
 I've broken a bone. (yes)
 I've had my tonsils removed. (no)
I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. (yes)
I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (no)
 I had a serious surgery. (no)
I've had chicken pox. (no)
 I have/had asthma. (no)

EXPERIENCES:

I've gotten lost in my town.  (yes)
 I've seen a shooting star. (yes)
 I've wished on a shooting star. (yes)
 I've seen a meteor shower. (no :( )
I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (yes)
 I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (yep)
I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (who hasn't)
 I've been skydiving. (not yet)
I've gone skinny dipping. (yes)
I've played spin the bottle. (yes)
 I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (no)
 I've crashed a car. (no)
I've been skiing. (want to)
 I've been in a play. (yes)
I've met someone in person from the internet. (yes)
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. (yes)
I've sat on a roof top. (yes)
 I've played a prank on someone. (heck yes)
 I've rode in a taxi. (no)
I've eaten Sushi. (ewwwww noooooo!!!)
 I've been snowboarding. (yes)
I've been in a car crash. (yep it killed my mom)

RELATIONSHIPS:

 I've gone on a blind date. (no but i didnt know my bf before i started to date him)
 I miss someone right now. (yes my Boyfriend)
 I have a fear of abandonment. (yes thank you dad)
I've gotten divorced. (no im 15)
 I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. (yes)
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. (yes)
 I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response. (yes)
 I've felt rejected even if I wasn't. (all the time)
I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with. (yes)


HONESTY:

 I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. (yes)
 I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (yes)
 I've snuck out of my house. (yes)
I have lied to my parents about where I am. (yep)
 I am keeping a secret from the world. ( huge one)
I've cheated while playing a game. (shockingly no)
 I've cheated on a test. (no)
 I've been suspended from school. (close but no cigar)


BAD TIMES:

 I've consumed alcohol. (no)
 I regularly drink. (no)
 I have been diagnosed with major depression. (no)
 I shut others out when I'm depressed. (oh yeah)
 I take anti-depressants. (no)
 I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it. (no i cant even sleep for an hour hello insomniac)
 I've hurt myself on purpose. (yep stopped about a month ago)
 I've went to bed crying. (yep)

Too Late for Me

Too Late for Me
 

Chapter 2:

       I was so caught up in being perfect for my date I lost track of time until my phone vibrated. It was him and he had just sent me a text asking me where I was and saying how cold it was outside. Apparently I was so caught up in what I was doing I hadn’t noticed  my door bell ringing for the past 5 minutes. I ran down the stairs and let him in and told him to wait while I finished my makeup. I didn’t know how much I would regret leaving him alone for such a short period of time, until now. I had just gotten my coat and was ready for the best night of my life. His truck was cleaner than any other I'd seen. It was my favorite brand ever. I never thought a guy like him would drive that, I always imagined he drove some expensive luxury car not a ford truck.
      
       We had an awesome time at the movie even though I’d seen it before I never said it because I didn’t want to wreck what was a dream come true. He wrapped is arm around me just as the light had turned off and he smelled like Axe. I felt like I was in a dream and now I wish it was! He drove me home and we listened to all my favorite music we had so much in common it was unbelievable we love the same kinds of music, had the same after school dreams and love the same kinds of foods. It didn’t seem like anything could ruin what we had. When we finally got to my place he asked if he could see my room, my parents had this rule about now boys in my room, well actually no boys in the house without them there but they weren’t so I told him he could and that’s where everything went down hill.

 

 

 

Too Late for Me
 

Chapter 1:
              
          It was him the one I'd been waiting for, forever or so I thought. Let me start form the begining. Hey I'm 15 and my name is Scarlet.

          "Hey Scar you know I've always liked you and well maybe you wanna catch a movie tomarrow or something" in my mind I was freaking out Cody was every girls dream guy and he was asking me out! I had to be cool about this."Sure that sounds cool what time?" I tried to say in a cool non-chalant way(totally failed by the way) "I'll pick you up around 8" I barely heard two words he said, all I could do was stare into those gorgeous ice blue eyes and say"K" (talk about embaressing!!). He walked out of the coffe shop and i ordered my coffee before going home.
          
           That night I swear I only slept like an hour and the next day was Saturday! I locked my self in my room trying to find the perfect outfit to wear and I found it! My baby blue scoop neck sweater and skinny jeans. I hadn't worn it in forever. I always was saying it was way to girly for me, I'm more the T-shirt and bootcuts kinda girl myself. Normally my Saturdays were spent up at the barn but not today. I had to look perfect for Cody after all if he was mine i wanted everyone to know and wanted him to be proud of me as his girl.
 

let me know what you think im gonna put it up on wattpad too just made my account on there look me up if you want to read some more of my stuff (MusicCountryMyLife) same profile pic as on here if i get enough faves on this i'll write more if not this story is a flop and ill try another

 

<3 A break up is ony the beging
Of a whole line of possibilities
New people to meet
And new things to try
If they left you
Or you left them
They obviously weren't worth
the time you gave them
Someday everyones prince charming will come
don't worry about them now
enjoy your future
forget those that hurt you <3